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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Graphic_Depictions_Of_Violence, Underage, Rape/Non-Con
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      One_Piece
  Relationship:
      Eustass_Kid/Trafalgar_D._Water_Law
  Character:
      Eustass_Kid, Trafalgar_D._Water_Law, Vergo_(One_Piece), Donquixote
      Doflamingo, Super_Rookies_make_appearances, Monet_(One_Piece), Bellemere_
      (One_Piece), Nico_Robin
  Additional Tags:
      Dark_Fantasy, Shapeshifting, Selkies, Captivity, Dubious_Consent, Blood
      and_Injury, Flawed_firsts, Blood_Magic
  Stats:
      Published: 2017-12-15 Updated: 2018-03-30 Chapters: 19/? Words: 41570
****** Selkie Skin ******
by Ossicle
Summary
     Law is a selkie, Kidd is no one. They find in each other a way to
     endure the brutality of their lives, and eventually, a way to return
     to the sea.
     Arc 1: An injured, cursed Law is captured by a human boy. Kidd's
     really not sure what he's doing but he's never wanted anything so
     much.
Notes
     This started as a traditional selkie story, but then I decided to
     indulge my weakness for dark fantasy settings and throw in a lot more
     grrr and fwah so now it's a whole other thing. Selkies are one of a
     whole range of shapeshifters who have humanlike societies apart from
     humans. There's just a jumble of cultural/mythological sources. Who
     the fuck knows where it's set. But anyway there’s witches, and
     warring clans, and whores, and whatever else constitutes dark
     fantasy.
     About the warnings: Violence level will range from ‘subtle’ to
     ‘indulgent’ to ‘why.’ Lots of blood/injury/scar stuff. Underage tag
     bc main characters are teenagers. Rape tag for explicit noncon in
     later chapters (arcs 2-3), but never between main pairing. Coercion
     and force will be ongoing themes throughout. I’ll put specific
     warnings before each chapter, but they’ll contain spoilers.
***** Shiny thing *****
Chapter Notes
     Chapter warnings: Graphic violence, mild torture (cutting), threat of
     rape, non-consensual touching, graphic descr of wounds, blood, blood
     everywhere.
 
First there was blood, blooming delicately through the water like a blush, and
then there was pain.
Law watched the red cloud drift by in shock before a second spinning blade came
shooting toward him and he gathered his wits again. Not quite in time. It
caught him and sliced him open to the ribs.
A huge form descended toward him. A stream of hair, eyes, a forest of arms
darkening the water. Cold rage. It reached for him…
He fled. He was fast—faster than almost anything else in the sea. But not
faster than the wordsit sent darting after him. He swam like he’d never done
before, but the curse snaked along in the trail of red he was leaving and
caught him within minutes.
He felt its impact more keenly than the blades. It hit him and sunk into every
inch of him, biting and tearing.
 
---
 
Kidd watched the storm pass from a sheltered overhang atop ‘his’ cliff. It was
strange for the season, sudden and violent, passing as quickly as it’d come and
leaving a dense gloom over the rocky black coast.
Kidd loved storms.
After bad ones like this, there was always something new washed up on the rocky
shore at the bottom of the cliff. Sometimes just pieces of broken barrels, but
sometimes cargo or even fruit. Often it was pieces of people. Sailors,
merchants, slaves. He was pretty good at finding them before the vultures did,
and not at all squeamish about peeling pieces of fine fabrics or picking shiny
brass buttons off their bloated corpses.
The horizon cleared to reveal a dying sun, and an orange glow saturated the
after-storm haze. It illuminated him, a long-limbed youth reclining against the
black stone. Messy red hair and harsh, scraped-up face.
Kidd sat back to watch the coastline, cleaning broken nails with the tip of a
knife he’d forged himself. A long, elegantly tapered thing wrapped with leather
at the base. He wasn’t supposed to carry a weapon anymore after that issue with
the Diez kid, but who the fuck was gonna take it from him?
Aw shit—he’d nicked himself. Right under the fucking nail too. A fat drip oozed
down over knuckles already split and scabbed. He pinched it and shook it out
over the edge of the cliff, and the drop plummeted for long moments down, down,
toward the beach… and a body that was just washing in. Score.
Kidd started to get up but… then it moved. Still alive. Hauling itself up on
shore.
He settled back down and waited for death to find its mark. He could help the
process along himself, of course, but he didn’t need anymore blood in his
clothes than there already was.
 
---
 
Law struggled toward the surface. He needed air.
His body was wracked by the curse, like his flesh was being peeled off. Lanky
human limbs were unfolding of their own accord from under his retreating seal
Skin. Hands. Arms. He kicked desperately, his side and thigh gashed open,
turning numb.
Far above him the setting sun touched the stormy waves red. He wasn't going to
make it… he was going to fucking drown in his own waters like a shameful
outcast… he was going to die like this, forced into his other form with his
spotted Skin hanging useless around him…
He was fully human by the time he broke the surface, gasping and choking, water
dripping from short black hair. He was injured, in pain, slipping in and out of
consciousness. But he was alive.
He floated limp for a while, waves surging over his head and getting in his
mouth and nose. Gradually he became aware that he'd washed into shore.
Rocky shore. Cliff.
He dragged himself up the beach and took stock of himself.
The curse had saturated his seal Skin, forcing him out of its protective folds.
It was hanging around his shoulders, limp and cold, still clinging to the flesh
along his back and shoulder but otherwise useless. He tried to pull it close
around him and change back, but he couldn't even feel it like he normally
could. And recalling the words the witch had thrown at him like a dagger, it
wasn't likely gonna improve on its own.
He sighed and tried not to give in to the panic rising in his throat.
The rest of him was… probably fine. Probably would stop bleeding so much soon.
The hole in his side hadn't penetrated too deeply but the long gash in his
thigh was wide open, the skin and then a layer of puffy yellow fat parted like
seafoam over the deep flesh below. It hadn’t hit the artery. But it smelled
like death, sour and pungent. And he was getting dirt and pebbles in it, shit.
But it was probably fine.
Law stood and fought to stay steady as his blood pressure dropped and his
vision blurred.
He pulled his Skin the rest of the way off, folding it carefully and laying it
atop a rock. Then he peeled off the black leggings, long breechclout and folded
pouches he wore on his lower half. He'd kicked off his footwraps as he
struggled to shore. Fuck.Monet had given those to him. He'd managed to hold
onto the important stuff, though.
He limped back to the water and sank to his knees in the surf. The cold kept
him conscious while he wiped dirt away from the wound, with a hand that
definitely wasn't shaking.
“Should I assume you've failed at your task, then?”
Law looked sideways at the tall man perched on a boulder next to him. His
clothing was the same style as Law’s: black cloth to the waist, leaving bare a
dark, muscular chest and arms. His feathered cormorant Skin hung off human
shoulders, but his eyes kept their beady avian sharpness.
“Fuck off, Vergo.”
“You've been warned about taking that attitude with your elders.”
“Fuck off, Vergo sir.”
“Answer the question, Law.”
“I didn't fail.”
“Where is it then.”
“Pouch.”
Law gestured to his clothes and Skin back on the beach, and returned to
cleaning his wounds. Vergo leapt over smoothly to the shore. Law scowled and
ignored him… until he felt the cool edge of a blade being pressed under his
jaw. The one he’d just retrieved from the witch’s undersea lodge.
His spine stiffened. “I brought the right one, I swear. Black blade, mirror
edge, like Doffy said.”
“Yes yes, I can see that. I also see you've picked up a little something for
yourself from the bitch’s collections.”
“They were just sitting there…” Law mumbled.
“These trinkets,” he dangled one of the hammered copper bracelets in front of
Law’s eyes, “could have cost the entire mission. They may yet cost your life.
Lookat you.”
“It’s not as bad as it looks.”
“It’s deep. It’ll fester. Do you know what that means?”
Law didn’t answer and Vergo growled.
“It means that Doffy’s forces are likely to be weakened by one. That I’ll have
to tell him his favourite student is rotting on a beach, unable to return to
the Family. This is why Doffy should never trust such sensitive matters to
children—”
“I’m NOT a fucking child—”
“Shut up.” The blade pressed against his skin. “You let some pretty nothings
endanger Doffy’s goals. That how you repay his kindness? With weakness?”
Inwardly Law was cringing with pain and shame, but he held his composure
carefully. This was a test.
He felt the blade easily part skin, a long slice down the length of his jaw
from chin to ear. It felt like it was searing him, almost unbearable, but he
didn’t react. A bead of blood trailed over his jutting collarbone and dripped
into the water.
“No answer?”
“Ngh… guh.”
“Had enough?”
Silence.
Abruptly, the blade withdrew and he heard it jangling among the bracelets in
his shoulder pouch.
“You can’t swim like this. Should I tell Doffy that you’re awaiting rescue?”
“No! No. Fuck.” Law avoided the temptation to put a hand to the cut on his
neck. He sure as hell wasn’t gonna bring up the cursed Skin at this point.
“Don’t tell him where I am. I don’t need anyone’s help. Just tell him I’ll be
back in seven days. I’ll be healed by then.”
“Will you, though?”
“I’ll be back in seven days, or… or I won’t be back all.”
The cormorant grunted and straightened. Law didn’t look up. He focused in
silence on the red trickle still drifting up from his thigh. Less now, but
still oozing. He felt a hand on his head.
“Return to us, Law.”
“I will.”
“We don’t want to lose you. But we won’t abide weakness.” Vergo twisted his
skin over and around himself, folding up into it like a swirl of leaves. The
cormorant took off north up the coast, riding the last updrafts rising from
cooling cliffs as the sun dipped below the waves.
Law slumped against the boulder and closed his eyes.
 
---
 
Law dozed in the cooling water for some time, searching in his mind for the
words and ways his selkie father (now long dead) had taught him to close wounds
and restore damaged flesh. It was all murky though. Everything from that time
was so murky.
He jerked awake just as the sky was darkening, senses telling him something was
wrong. Well… everything was wrong. He needed to get out of the water. He shook
himself and splashed water on his face and neck.
“Some friend. Leaving you to die, huh.”
A grinning man was sitting on the boulder now instead of Vergo. Or… boy, on
second glance. Human. Wool trousers and tunic hanging over a long, angular
body, fitting too tight at the shoulders. Pale skin marred with half-healed
scrapes and contusions. Red hair sticking out at odd angles.
“He's not my friend.”
“No shit. Was it him that cut you up?”
“No.” Law raised an eyebrow.
“Was too. I saw him do the one on your neck.”
“No, that was just… shut up. Go away.” Shit. Had he seen Vergo transform too?
The boy kicked water at him. “Whatever. How about you come up to the beach and
lemme see where he ‘didn’t’ cut ya then. I keep bandages in a cave up there.”
“How about not. I'm good here.”
“What, you're gonna sit there til you bleed out in the water?”
“Guess so. Was nice meeting you, fuck off now.”
“If you come up I’ll make a fire. I wanna talk to you.”
“Can’t. Busy bleeding.”
The red-haired boy shrugged and jumped stone to stone back to the receding
shoreline. He climbed up onto a wide shelf and disappeared into a cave entrance
above the beach.
Law sighed. The tide was coming in, the water up to his chest and rising. He’d
have to move… but no way was he going anywhere near that fucking cave or that
human boy.
He stood shakily. His leg would support him, but barely. He made his way up to
where he’d left his clothes. At least those were dry. He tucked the long piece
of cloth and three folded pouches back around himself, secured with his woven
belt. Then the leggings, and… and…
His Skin was gone.
“Gonna come up?” The boy was sitting on the shelf, watching him.
“Where is my Skin.”
A wide grin instead of a reply.
“Where the fuck is my Skin,” Law hissed, dropping into a fighting stance.
The boy jumped down and strolled right up into Law’s face with casual
arrogance.
He was taller than Law, but he didn’t look any older. And no way would this
hovel-dwelling human have had the level of training Law had had under Doffy.
Law stepped up to meet him, but stumbled when he tried to put weight on his
leg.
The boy watched him fumble with vague amusement, then shot out a hand to grab
his forearm. “You think you’re gonna fight me like that? You were passed out in
the water for an hour. You’ll be dead in two days if I leave you alone.”
“Then I’ll fucking die,” Law snarled.
He caught the offending arm with a crouch and a turn, launching the boy over
his back and laying him out on the rocks. The human yelped in surprise but
recovered quickly, leaping up and bowling into Law. He knew how to throw his
weight, for sure, but there was no plan or purpose in his movements. Untrained.
They went down and Law quickly flipped them and gained the top.
He sat on top of his opponent, breathing hard, dark spots flickering in his
vision. He blinked and swayed.
The boy watched him with a smirk. “You don’t actually wanna die, I can tell.
You wanna go back to the sea. And I have your ‘Skin’…”
Law punched him in the face with a howl.
It was a poor blow, drained of blood as he was, but it clipped the boy's lip
against his teeth and made rage suddenly glare on his face. The enraged human
threw a fist back and caught Law square in the jaw. And another. Law slumped as
his vision blackened, and the boy threw him off and scrambled up.
He stood over the wavering selkie, and grabbed his arm again. Law braced
himself for a finishing blow.
But the boy just slung Law’s arm around his neck and picked him up with ease.
“Cave. Let's go.”
“I’ll fuckin kill you,” Law threatened, trying to clear his head and shove
away.
That only seemed to endear him to the strange human. His rage had faded as
quickly as it had come, and he was grinning again. “Sounds like a better plan
than dying.”
 
---
 
Kidd built the driftwood fire up until they could see each other in the falling
darkness, then sat back on his heels to look at his captive. Or his rescue or
whatever. ‘Guest.’ The selkie had finally let Kidd carry him up into the cave,
but hadn’t moved or spoken since. His eyes never left Kidd, grey and critical.
“That cut is deep,” Kidd observed. His various wounds weren’t bleeding much
anymore, mostly washed clean. But he could see deep flesh exposed in both the
chest and thigh ones.
His guest grunted dismissively. Kidd went over to a jumble of chests piled to
one side and rooted around in one.
This cave was one of several up and down the cliffs where he’d hidden little
stashes like this. It was tall enough to stand up in, and a crack stretching
all the way up to the surface acted as a sort of natural chimney. It was
furnished with flotsam he’d found washed up on the beach, and mats and blankets
stolen from the village. He hid out down here whenever he needed to recover
after a fight, or whenever he’d gotten sick of dealing with his fucking mother.
He found what he was looking for, and pulled out a few strips of clean cloth.
He dropped them next to the selkie and went about setting an iron kettle over
the fire.
The selkie didn’t move to pick up the bandages. He just kept staringr.
Kidd frowned. “Well you gonna bind that?”
“I said I don’t need your help. And I sure as hell don’t need your cloth
things.”
Kidd scoffed. He picked up the bandages again and knelt in front of him. “You
haven’t had a wound like this before, have you.”
The selkie shuffled away from him, but was cornered against the wall. “Fuck
off.”
Kidd crowded up against him and caught the fierce face in one hand. “You’re a
selkie, right? A shifter?”
The other sneered and didn’t reply.
He scowled in frustration. “Answer me.”
“Yes,” was the reluctant reply.
Kidd flashed a brief smile before a different look took over. “And I have your
Skin. And that means you have to do what I tell you to, doesn’t it.”
More silence.
“Answer.”
“It does.”
“So hold still.”
The selkie went still, but didn’t relax a bit. Tension tightened his shoulders,
and his breath was fast and shallow.
Kidd slowly released the glaring face, and let his eyes travel down the rest of
him.
He couldn’t be much older than Kidd. Same sharp angles, a body only just past
the gawky stages of adolescence. But definitely not scrawny, with lean muscles
stretching subtly under deeply tan skin. Spiked ovals tattooed on his forearms.
Kidd ran curious fingers over these designs and felt the other flinch. He
looked up and the grey eyes were still watching him, expressionless, the pupils
huge. He remained still, as directed.
Bolder, Kidd put a palm to the bare chest, feeling its rapid heartbeat and
sudden rash of gooseflesh. He could fit the cradle of his thumb just perfectly
against the curve of those ribs…
He slid his hand down to the smooth dip of his flank as the panic patter
sharpened. The selkie shivered, but couldn't move.
There was one wound there, just on the edge of the lowest rib. Not terribly
deep—ribs were good for deflecting blades—but still open and weeping clear
fluid. The one on his thigh, though… A smooth, deep dip like a pouch opened up
in the meat of him, with a mouth as long as Kidd’s hand. It peeked out above
where the leggings ended halfway up the thigh.
The selkie had to be fresh from some battle or great exploit, to have combat
abilities like that and be so badly wounded. A trained fighter, by his
movements. But his tan skin was otherwise unmarred—not like Kidd’s scarred
hide. God, he was flawless. And skilled. He could’ve probably killed Kidd
easily if he hadn’t already been injured. But now this dangerous creature was
weakened, passive, left open—probably as much from blood loss as the compelling
effects of the command.
Kidd felt a sudden rush of possessiveness. He could tell him to do
anythingwhile he held the Skin. He could keep him here, forever. Totally under
his power…
The selkie was clearly thinking the same thing. He tracked Kidd like he was
still waiting for a blow to fall.
Kidd sighed. He pulled the injured leg out straight.
The boy’s careful composure finally broke.
“Don’t.”
“I’m not—”
“Don’t…” he said again, and hid his face in his hands.
Kidd stopped and waited for the hands to come down, but they didn’t, and he
went about the task before him regardless. 
After an interval of silence, a crack opened in the fingers.
“The fuck are you doing?” the selkie sounded annoyed now. The hands lowered.
“Binding this giant fuckin gash in your leg?” Kidd replied with matching
irritation, tying a second strip of cloth below the first. The guy was just
goddamn lucky the cut was on the vertical, so it could be bound easily and he
wouldn’t have to be subjected to Kidd’s attempt at stitches. “If you don’t
close it, it’ll get shit in it and rot and then you’ll have to cut the whole
fuckin thing off.”
“Is this some stupid human shit?”
“I… guess? Why, what do you guys do to treat wounds?”
“I don’t know,” the boy seemed stunned out of his stubborn silence for the
moment.
“Don’t you shifter guys have all sorts of healing magic or whatever?”
“My crew doesn’t have healers. Just fighters.” He watched Kidd tie a third and
fourth strip around his thigh. “This isn’t necessary.”
“Yeah it is. Won’t heal right otherwise.”
The selkie picked at the finished wrappings. “It either heals or it doesn’t.
Things take their course as they should and you just have to bear it.”
“Well this’ll nudge things toward ‘not dying’, anyway. Leave it alone once I’m
done.”
The order made the selkie’s eyes snap back into wary hostility. He was quiet as
Kidd finished binding his leg and began wrapping a longer strip around his
ribs. But he stopped Kidd before he could touch the slit along the underside of
his jaw.
“Leave that.”
Kidd left it. He fed the fire and put some chunks of dried meat into the kettle
to rehydrate.
The selkie refused to eat, predictably.
They sat on the woven grass mat across from each other, staring, evaluating.
Eventually Kidd gave a noise of exasperation and lay down, throwing a wool
blanket at his guest.
The selkie didn't move to accept it, but he lay down too, never taking his eyes
off Kidd.
“What do you want?” he muttered, perplexed.
“I told you, I want to talk to you.”
“That can't be all you want. You took my Skin. You know what that means.”
Kidd knew. Captured shifter wives were the stuff of popular legend both in the
old world and the new, prized for their unfailing obedience. The boy obviously
wasn't wife material, so that particular tradition was out. But he was a
warrior, so his capture implied another set of traditions as well—the rights of
the victor over the defeated.
He was clearly expecting Kidd to fuck him. Force his cock into him, order him
to stay quiet while he was used… or order him to scream. Keep him here to have
whenever he wanted. What other use could a village kid have for a warm body?
It's not like the thought hadn't occurred to Kidd.
He reached out a hand to smooth over the bandaged chest once more. The taut
stomach began to rise and hollow rapidly under the curve of sharply defined
ribs. Fear. And under that, resignation.
The bent huddle of him suddenly reminded Kidd of all the other sad, decaying
bodies that had ever washed up on his shore.
That's… not how Kidd wanted to see him.
He removed his hand and the selkie’s breathing gradually slowed. Kidd pillowed
his head on his arm and instead contented himself with just looking at his
marvelous find.
“Talk to me?”
The selkie gave him a look like he'd just sprouted horns. “I’d sooner eat my
fist.”
“Talk to me,” Kidd growled. An order.
The boy shook his head in irritation. “What the hell… Talk about what?”
“About how you got those wounds.”
“Tcchh. I got them from… being an idiot.” He looked away from Kidd toward the
ceiling of the cave, and grimaced at the memory. “I was supposed to go and
steal this special weapon from an enemy while my sisters provided a
distraction. I had enough time to get the knife and get out, but I uh. Saw some
other stuff that looked… useful.”
“What stuff?” Kidd was hooked.
“Well not useful, but. Nice. Stuff.”
“Weapons?”
“Just nevermind, okay?”
“Tell me.”
The selkie cast him a look of scathing derision at the order. “Copper.
Bracelets.”
“Hah!” He had an eye for shiny things then. “So was this a rival warlord or
something? With this weapon?”
“A witch. A shifter, like us, but with a monstrous, many-armed Skin. Really
powerful.”
“Huh.” That was fucking awesome. “But you got everything and got out anyway!”
“I wouldn't say I got ‘out.’ I'm here, after all.”
“Right,” Kidd couldn't help but grin. “Escaped the massively powerful witch,
and got caught by some guy from the village.”
“Some fucking clueless child…” the selkie groaned irritably. “Doesn’t even know
what to do with his captive.”
“I'm not a child, asshole.”
“Yes you are,” he spat, more at himself than at the boy next to him. “I got
caught by some dickless, idiot boy—”
Kidd’s mind seemed to skip and he found himself on top of the selkie, holding
his jaw in a vice grip and snarling. “You want me to fuck you or something?
Huh? Fuckin ruin you? I could tear your virgin hole open, I could—”
He stopped himself short with a shudder.
The face below him wasn't wide-eyed and fearful this time. His breath was calm.
His eyes skipped over Kidd's face like he was reading something.
“No. I don't want that,” he said, pushing Kidd’s hand aside. “And neither do
you.”
Kidd backed off and hovered for a moment before laying himself back down with a
grunt. He didn’t offer an apology and the selkie didn’t demand one. He just
watched the human, the whites of his eyes and his bandages standing out in the
deepening darkness. Kidd watched the ceiling.
“So what the hell do you want?” the bandaged figure asked again.
“I want…” Kidd muttered into to the darkness, the dying fire casting weird
shadows on the walls and making everything seem unreal. “Right now I want you
to shut the fuck up and sleep and heal and whatever.”
The selkie gave a disbelieving snort and Kidd looked over in irritation.
“Shut the fuck up. Sleep. Heal,” he directed firmly, and watched while the wary
eyes slowly closed and his breathing finally deepened.
 
***** Stay still *****
Chapter Notes
     One fucked up day in the life of Kidd. Law chills in a cave.
     Chapter warnings: Graphic animal cruelty and death, two instances.
     Graphic violence, blood, etc.
See the end of the chapter for more notes
 
Kidd lay watching the smooth, severe face and waiting for the eyes to open.
Steel grey, he thought.
A crowd of gulls set up a din outside the cave. The eyes cracked open and
immediately sharpened into a piercing glare, and Kidd couldn’t help but grin.
Definitely steely.
“Morning, beautiful,” he needled his captive.
“I’m gonna skin you in your sleep,” the other returned casually.
A sulking selkie. The most perfect thing he’d ever seen.
“That won’t get you yourSkin back, though.”
The selkie heaved a sigh and Kidd smugly ignored him, rolling over to evaluate
the contents of the kettle from last night. Smelled fine.
“You should eat some of this.”
“You telling me what to do, stuckshape?”
“If I was telling you to do it, you’d know, cuz you’d have to do it. Right?”
“Guess so.” The grey eyes followed Kidd as he rose and dipped a crude wooden
bowl into the kettle.
“Eat?” He offered it to his guest.
“Yeah, no.”
He sipped it himself, chewing some of the more leathery chunks. Seemed decent
to him. “You prefer fish and like, drowned sailors I guess, huh.”
“I don’t… eat sailors.”
“You won’t like this, then, it’s the guy who washed up day before you did,”
Kidd waved the bowl at him and got a disgusted look. “...joke.”
The selkie shook his head at him. “What the fuck is happening.”
Kidd laughed to himself and studied the contents of the bowl. He thought of the
selkie’s question the night before.
What do you want?
He didn’t fucking know, was the thing. He was kinda… making this up as he went.
He was as surprised as the other that he’d pulled him out of the water in the
first place. He didn’t want people around—just their valuables. But this guy,
unconscious and bleeding in the water, had drawn Kidd’s eye as firmly as a
flash of silver on a drowned man’s finger.
It was curiosity that had brought him down the cliff after the cormorant-
shifter had left. Base wantthat had invited him to consider the boy slumped
against that boulder, damaged but perfect. Then the Skin, folded neatly on the
shore… it was greed that had convinced him to take that. After that, he just
didn’t fucking know.
And since self-reflection sucked, he wasn’t gonna worry about it too much. He
was enjoying himself, after all. At the selkie’s expense, of course.
“Okay, I gotta go check on shit at my place, I’ll be back later. I’ll just
check your dressings before I go.”
“They’re fine. Great. Please fuck off.”
Kidd rolled his eyes at this and gulped down the rest of the stew-ish-thing. He
grabbed fresh cloth from the chest and went to examine the selkie’s bandages.
“Nonono, fuck right off,” he edged away and Kidd had to catch him. He thrashed.
“Stay fucking still,” he ordered for the second time.
The selkie was compelled to stay still but not silent as Kidd replaced the
dressing on his thigh and re-tied the knots. “I’d rather rot than let you patch
me up just to have something to fuck. You think I’m gonna thank you for any of
this?”
“I could tellyou to thank me, couldn’t I,” Kidd threatened.
“I’ll bite my tongue off,” he threatened back. “And then I’ll skin you in your
sleep.”
“Oh my god. Okay just don’t fucking damage yourself while I’m gone. Can you do
that, mighty warrior?”
The selkie thumped his head back onto the mat and steamed silently at that
inane order. Kidd tossed the bowl by the kettle and took off without ceremony.
He shook his head as he left the cave, but he was smiling as he climbed up
through a crack in the cliff.
 
---
 
The smile didn’t last long, of course. He’d taken the long way around the
village to avoid exactly this kind of fucked up shit, but fucked up shit was
just his star sign or something.
He stared at the small mass of grey fur tied to the boundary post with its own
entrails. The flies were thick on it, and it wasn’t dripping anymore. Probably
been there since last night. He hesitated, trying to decide if it’d be safer to
cut it down and hide it or just… hurry along. Hope no one had seen him pass.
This shit always got pinned on him, and yeah, he usually deserved it or at
least embraced it, but he had other stuff on his mind right now.
He hesitated too long, and the rest of the equation found him. Idle village
boys—the bastard rejects and shitstain second sons of their little community’s
most upstanding families.
“You’re a sick fuck, you know that?” Bartolomeo mocked through long teeth.
The usual ringleader. A troublemaker barely better tolerated than Kidd himself,
but he came from a large, high-status family and so was well protected. Unlike
Kidd. And his loudmouth antics drew the other boys to him, especially when
they’d all gotten tired of screwing sheep or whatever and wanted a fight.
The shrimpy Diez kid, Drake, was trailing along behind them. And further down,
the usual girls hovered, whispering.
So which of the little dipshits had gutted the cat?
He’d bet on the girls.
He could’ve probably outrun them, or ignored them til they got bored, but…
“Your whore mom never tell you not to play with your food?” …this fucking
harelip brat had a special talent for getting to him.
He flashed broken teeth, drawing his knife.
“You’re not supposed to have that!” A slender, blond boy accused. Imperious
Cavendish, pretty as a girl. Always close to Bartolomeo’s side, spurring him on
when he wasn’t fighting with him himself.
“Gonna take it off me?”
“Gonna take more’n that. Gonna take your balls off, whoreson.” Bratolomeo. So
full of shit.
“Come get em, cuntmouth.”
The boys shoved each other toward him, mocking and calling threats but still
hanging back for now.
“Catpiss cuntboy fuckhole freak,” Bartolomeo was calling and the rest parroted
him. Like yipping dogs. Jeering crows. Fucking cowards.
He’d fucking kill them, all of them, carve their throats out, wrap them all
around the post too…
They clamored and he paced.
I’d go on like this until they’d worked themselves up enough, and one of the
pack got bold enough to take a shot. The first one never landed, but if the
others were confident enough they’d swarm Kidd before he could properly deal
with the first asshole.
Someone grabbed Drake from where he was slouching around at the back and threw
him to the front of the howling pack.
“You fucking shit!Bege!”
In all the chaos, someone else shoved the unfortunate guy right at Kidd.
Practically fucking giftwrapped. Kidd yoked an arm around Drake's throat and
shoved the knife against his face.
“Kidd! Kidd, I wasn’t gonna do anything!”
“Drakeypuss, s'what makes you such a waste of fucking space.”
The pack’s clamoring reached a fever frenzy.
Kidd cut him and he screamed. A long slice down his cheek and across his chin.
Deep, so he’d bleed. It did, oozing over his face in a thick curtain.
He shoved the frantic kid back into the swarm of boys, who all shouted and
stumbled over each other trying to avoid getting blood on them. In the split-
second opening, Kidd launched himself at Bartolomeo and took him to the ground
before the rest of the pack recovered and piled on top.
His knife was gone. Someone kicked him in the face and blood streamed into his
eye. There was a thrashing body below him, banging on his skull and shoulders,
tearing at his sleeves, and Kidd’s fist cracking against cloth, dirt, flesh,
razor teeth—
And then some cheap shit brained him with a fucking rock.
 
---
 
“...shit… breathing?...” “...fuckin blood all over…” “...my dad’ll…”
“...someone gonna come by and…”
“You fuckin did it now, Booger Bege.”
“Saved your ass, you mean! Your face is all fucked up, look at you.”
“This is all Drake’s blood. He… sneezed on me.”
“I'm going home! This isn’t my fault.”
“Sure, fuckin run away, Booger.”
The voices swimming above him faded, the boys taking Bege’s lead and making
themselves scarce once someone else had run first.
Kidd raised himself up on a forearm and watched the blood pool under his face.
Spots exploded behind his eyes at that movement alone.
There was suddenly a hand on his hair and he jumped, snatching it and
squeezing.
A squeal and a shriek.
The two girls were looking at him with wide eyes. Boa’s daughters. Didn’t
remember their names.
He gripped hard onto the arm of the braver one. “The fuck do you want.”
“Um!” she stammered.
“Did you really cut up that cat?” the other asked from behind a hand.
“Yeah, and I’m working my way up to little girls.” He shoved the one back and
she tripped into the other. They both tittered.
“Fuck off.” He dragged himself up and tried to stand but… no, the world spun.
He slumped down to sit on his feet, and took stock of the damage. No broken
fingers or ribs this time. Not much damage except that fucker’s teeth on his
knuckles and the couple of shots to his head. It had been a short fight in the
end.
“Are you hurt bad?” the second girl asked breathlessly.
Kidd ignored her.
“Can I see?”
She got too close and Kidd growled, but they were bolder now. And they both
knew that Kidd couldn’t discourage them with his usual violence, the way he
could with the boys.
They whispered back and forth.
He grabbed at the first one by the arm again but she held her ground this time.
“If you don’t let us see, we’ll tell our mother that you attacked us,” she
smirked. “And that Bartolomeo was only trying to defend us. Council will have
you strung up like that cat if you start on ‘little girls.’”
Fuck. He snorted and looked away.
They grinned and leaned toward him. God, he hated them, even more than the
boys. Hated their piercing little voices, the clumsy berry stains they applied
to their lips. The grotesque, girlish softness of their arms and faces.
The older one put a hand to his head and parted the blood-soaked hair until the
wide gash was exposed.
The other pulled at his tunic until she could see the half-healed slice across
his shoulder blade from the last time. “Looks all bruised. Feels hot. Doesn’t
that mean it’s rotting? Should’ve got it sewed up.”
She prodded it with a sharp little finger and he flinched and snarled.
“Stay still this time,” the older one ordered.
Kidd stayed still and silent. They looked and touched, turning his blank face
back and forth to count his new scars, until they got bored and followed the
boys back down to the village.
He glared at the last pair of eyes left watching him.
“The fuck you staring at,’ he demanded of the cat.
 
---
 
Kidd tore the putrid thing down but left it there, stomping it into the dust
until it was a purple bruise on the land in the middle of the crossroads.
He scrubbed away most of the blood in the stream before he went home. Not
perfect but he’d pass a quick glance.
Further up the stream he passed Drake kneeling in the grass, also trying to
scrub the blood from his tunic. The thing was white linen though, unlike Kidd’s
dark wool. Fucking rich kid.
“Cold water and lye soap, pusspuss,” Kidd recommended mockingly. “Face too.”
Drake snarled and threw a rock at him, and Kidd gave a harsh laugh as he
sauntered on by.
 
---
 
He stumped up to their little house on its hill above the village, making as
much noise as he could. He laid atop the low stone wall out front and waited
for the pathetic grunting inside to trail off. One of the men from the village
wandered outside shortly after, sparing Kidd barely a glance before striding
off with feigned casualness, tucking in his shirt.
Kidd spat after him and gave it another couple minutes before going inside.
His mother was sitting at the window, white petticoats gathered up around her,
chemise hanging off one shoulder. Teeth tight around the reed of her little
stone pipe. She was sucking the smoke in one side of her mouth and puffing it
out the other to curl around some wildflowers sitting in a jar.
The girlish white underclothes were bit of a stretch, Kidd thought, but not
because she was old or anything. Not even thirty yet. Nah, it was because there
was no damn way Bellemere could be mistaken for the kind of sweet and proper
lady who’d wear all that shit. The hair, for one thing: a warrior’s style she
claimed to have picked up in her seafaring, with close cropped sides and a
flowing crest down the center. Darker red than Kidd's.
“The Captain himself,” she greeted her son with their private nickname. “Where
ya been, hon. The cliff again?”
“Yeah,” Kidd went to brush past her, hoping to get a new shirt before she
noticed the blood stains.
“Ey. Where’s my kiss.” Kidd backed up and went for a kiss over her shoulder but
she caught his ear and dragged him into a chair with a grin. “Oooh no, Captain
Kidd. Let's see the damage.”
“It's whatever. Minor shit.” Kidd muttered, kicking at the table legs.
“Mmhm,” she mused, evaluating the sizable goose egg and grinning gash atop his
head. She clucked her tongue and pulled her sewing kit toward her. “You need
stitches, my love. God, if you'd been a girl, I woulda only had to deal with
blood on the sheets once a month.”
“I'm not a fuckin girl and I don't need fuckin stitches,” Kidd pushed away from
the table but his mother grabbed his wrist and pulled him back.
“Sit the fuck down.”
He thumped back into the chair, but felt his temper start to build in his
chest.
Belle tapped the spent pipe bowl out. “You know if you didn't go around with
such a fucking chip on your shoulder maybe they'd leave you alone.”
Kidd's hackles went up. “That what they used to tell you?”
“Watch it. I'm saying you have better shit to do than fight every fuckhead in
the village and then hide out under the cliff. I need you home, Kidd.”
Kidd grit his teeth and avoided her eyes. He would come home more, but he hated
to drag himself in all torn up and needy. The rush of guilt glued him to the
spot, but made him all the angrier for it.
“What, you need my assistance with your visitors?”
“Don't be a shit. You know I do.”
“I bet.”
“Shut up. They don't get as rough if they know you're around. And someone needs
to watch the girls—I'm lucky they were asleep this time.”
“And maybe you can sell my ass to the ones bored of playin nice for pussy,
huh.”
She slapped him, hard.
They sat in silence for a very long moment.
“They ask, don't they,” Kidd said quietly. They did—he heard them sometimes,
suggesting things to her that made his stomach drop out. He never told her
about the ones who approached him on his own.
Belle made a choked little sob sound into her hand and all Kidd’s anger left
him, replaced by dull tiredness. He put a hand over hers on the table.
“Shitass Kidd,” she complained, but rubbed her eyes and forced a smile onto her
face. “Just lemme give you the goddamn stitches.”
He sat still while the needle fed coarse thread through the lips of the wound
and tugged it shut. Four little knots. They were crude—she was no great hand at
sewing—but they did the job. He rubbed at it and she swatted his hand away.
“Don't get your shitty fingers all over it, your head’ll rot off.”
“It’s already had your shitty fingers all over it, though.”
She gave him an affectionate smack upside the head.
They shared another bowl of tobacco in silence, blowing smoke over the flowers
brought by her more romance-inclined callers. Little cries from the next room
signalled an end to the rare quiet moment.
“Go get your sisters and I'll feed em. Go on.”
Kidd slouched into the bedroom and found Nojiko already sitting up and sucking
her fingers serenely, with Nami kicking up a damn fuss. Belle liked to say that
red-headed Nami was Kidd’s little demon double, and that blue-haired Nojiko was
some strangely angelic changeling. He scooped up both, clamping Nami under his
arm to stop her wriggling. They’d only seen one winter—still wobbly little
potatoes all cheeks and chub.
He deposited Nami in Belle’s lap first, and held Nojiko to wait her turn. Nami
latched onto the offered nipple and calmed, though she was still grabbing and
pinching with her little nails, judging by Belle’s occasional curses.
Nojiko just sucked her fist and regarded Kidd solemnly.
“The fuck you staring at,” he questioned the serene potato, and Belle snorted.
Kidd let Nojiko drool on him and pull his hair and tried not to wonder how old
the girls would be before the vultures started circling them too. Other kids.
Men. Whispering and testing, testing for an opening.
But it'd be different for them. They'd have each other. They’d have him.
And Bellemere… she’d probably stick around for at least another year or two,
before the sea started calling again and she just up and disappeared from their
lives for months, years. Forever, maybe.
He used to beg her to take him with her, but he can't stand to hear anymore how
much better life is right here.
 
---
 
Kidd piled wood and carried water and whatever he'd neglected to do when he'd
stormed off the previous day. He stayed until it was getting dark and the girls
were sleeping peacefully again... and things were getting tense with his mother
again. He took an even more roundabout route past the village to the cliff this
time, detouring slightly to break into a certain shack on the way.
Fucked up shit found him, like it always did.
This time he smelled the animal before he saw it. Blood, yeah, but bile and
piss too, like a botched bit of butchery. Like someone was trying to empty out
every single sac of fluid.
The cat killer himself was perched astride a low stone wall at the edge of the
wealthy Kizaru clan’s property. It wasn’t any of the boys from before… it was
the Kizaru patriarch’s second son. And his least favorite, by all accounts. An
unnamed bastard with eyes so pale they were milky, and a mane of long, matted
blond hair. Maybe a couple years older than Kidd.
Kidd stopped with a disbelieving snort and watched him delicately pick apart
the animal. A lamb this time, probably from his father's own herd. Right in the
open. Not a fucking care in the world.
The eerie eyes looked the newcomer over without expression. He seemed to decide
Kidd wasn’t of any particular note, and went back to separating viscera from
entrails.
And he was right—Kidd wasn’t of note. Who the fuck was Kidd going to tell that
he wasn’t the one tearing up small animals? Who’d take his word over that of a
Kizaru son, however ill-regarded?
No one.
Kidd watched for a while, then rolled his eyes heavily—less at the cat killer
than at his own fucking LIFE—and stalked on down the path to the cliff.
 
---
 
He was gonna set the whole cunting place ON FIRE some day very soon.
 
---
 
He climbed back into the cave to find a selkie as sulky as he’d left him.
“Welcome back. I’m gonna pull the rest of your teeth outta your head first
chance I get.”
“You’re amazing,” Kidd had to grin. Arson faded from his mind.
He went to sit on the mat next to him, keeping back just enough that his
captive’s shoulders stayed relaxed and his breathing normal. He passed the
selkie the package of stuff he’d stolen from the shack on the way. “Uh I
thought you might like this better than the stew thing.”
The selkie opened it, smelled it, then blew out a long breath. Kidd could hear
his stomach growling loudly.
“Yeah,” he said at last, looking over at Kidd but not meeting his eyes. “Um.
Thanks.”
“Yeah.”
“Still gonna pull your teeth out.”
“Kay.”
 
Chapter End Notes
     As a wise, fancy lady once said, nothing is crueler than children who
     come from good homes.
     And yeah, Bellemere is kinda dysfunctional here, but I LOVE her.
     Badass punk af single mom with a whole mess of issues but even more
     style. Look, I don't do functional.
***** How not to snare a shifter *****
Chapter Notes
     No warnings, just a quick little chapter with an idea I had that made
     me laugh. I swear this is a serious fic and I can take things
     seriously
     Actually, maybe warning for unnamed idiot death. But funny! But
     death.
 
The ‘smoke’ part of ‘smoked fish’ seemed to really get the selkie.
“How the fuck d’you get the fire in it?”
“You put it in a box and put the fire under it and… I dunno? Do you guys
seriously not have FIRE.”
“Shut up. We can have fire if we want. We just don’t.”
“As if.” Kidd watched his captive flake pieces off the darkened mackerel
fillets and shove them into his mouth. He sucked on the rubbery skin until it
was free of its salt and smoke taste and then ate that too. He devoured all of
them like this, one after the other.
“Fire is bullshit,” he argued with his mouth full, and Kidd snorted. The selkie
was clearly enjoying this application of fire, anyway.
He stole one of the pieces of fish back and got a glare.
“Hey fuck you, I need to eat too,” Kidd defended himself. The selkie huffed and
kept eating.
Kidd ate his slowly, looking into the fire and trying to think about nothing.
His head hurt. His back too—that fucking girl was probably right about the
infection there. And his knife was gone… probably taken by Bartolomeo. He
started to wonder what kind of crime the boys would invent to pin on him, what
kind of punishment the council would select. Usually just a caning on his hands
and feet if there was no property damage. Or maybe he’d get lucky, and the boys
would be too afraid of the minor punishments they’d face for fighting to even
rat him out.
Ah fuck, but that Diez kid… his face had been fucked pretty good.
“You smell more like blood than you did before,” the selkie noted suddenly.
Kidd grunted.
“Yours and… other people's.”
“Yeah, had to slaughter some bitches on the way.”
“Looks like they slaughtered you, though.”
“No,”  Kidd threw the fish skin at him, and he caught it and shoved it in his
mouth too. He kept looking at his captor, with a thoughtful expression that
turned immediately to a glare when Kidd glanced over his way. “The fuck you
looking at.”
Law shook his head, his mouth still full, and Kidd scoffed and returned to
staring into the fire.
“I’m not asking out of concern or anything, if you think you’re winning me
over,” the selkie shot at him.
“Didn’t think so.”
“I’m just noticing how bad you seem to be at combat.”
“It’s kinda tricky when there’s six of them,” Kidd growled. Then he grinned to
himself. “Fucked up a couple faces good though.”
“Why don’t you get a group together and fuck up the whole bunch of them?”
Kidd turned on his side to look at him again. “Why don’t you tell me more stuff
about you instead.”
“Cuz I don't want to.”
“Tch, stubborn fucker. If you don’t, I’ll just make you do it anyway.”
The selkie threw a fish skin at him. “Is this how I'm to entertain you?”
“You’d rather get fucked?” He got the wooden bowl thrown at him.
“If that’s what you’re working up to anyway, I’d rather forgo the chatty
getting-to-know-you shit.”
Kidd threw the wooden bowl back. “If I  wanted  a fuckhole, I wouldn’t fuckin
bother chatting. I want you to talk to me about stuff. Anything.”
“No.”
“Talk to me.”
The selkie fixed him with a look that was quiet murder. Kidd knew he was
walking on thin fucking ice. That look told him there was a definite point
where the selkie would rather kill him and take his chances Skinless than put
up with this shit.
He decided he liked that look. Much better than the resigned look he’d had on
earlier.
“Okay then.” The selkie grit out. “I’ll tell you what happened the last time a
human decided to mess with a shifter in my family.”
“Perfect.”
 
---
 
“So my younger sister, Baby, a murre shifter, has a thing for pretty human men.
Pretty men who are dumb as fuckin turds and think they can capture her if they
gain her trust with lovey dovey stuff first. Beautiful young captive shifter
wife, who wouldn't want that? What these fucks don't realize is that, first of
all, she falls in love like once a month so her family is prepared for that
shit. And second of all, that she will literally do whatever a pretty boy tells
her to do, so all they'd have to do is ask.
But they think they're all clever, so they do this whole sneaky bit. I think
it's a dominance thing actually, like they have to go through this bullshit
battle of wit and daring to win the prize or it doesn't count.
Anyway, they always always end up going with the classic 'bathing maiden'
scene. They get her to go bathe in the sea or some stream, and she pretends not
to notice them watching through the foliage. Then while she's distracted they
try to get their paws on her Skin.  Rude.
As soon as that happens, whichever one of us is doing lookout has to swoop in
and discourage the guy. Usually just emerging from the mist and gesturing
dramatically with a knife will do it.
But this  one guy.
He does everything else as usual. But then as soon as she's in the water this
guy grabs the Skin and  runs  like hell.”
“Leaving the… naked shifter girl…?”
“Yyup.
So naked shifter girl is flouncing around in the water. This jerkoff is running
the other way. And I'm running after him like  fuckfuckfuckshit—
It's a beach with a cliff and he runs to the foot and climbs straight up. Lucky
for him it wasn't one of the avian shifters keeping watch or they’d have just
met him at the top.
He gets to the top of the cliff, sees me coming after him.
And I shit you not, the guy wraps himself in Baby’s Skin and takes a running
leap off the cliff.  Flapping his arms.”
“That's… does it work like that? Put on a murre Skin and you can fly?”
“Nnnope.”
“Hah! Fucking amazing.”
“He plummets, splats. Pudding.
And Baby is just there like, blowing bubbles and misses the entire thing.
By the time I get down again, our Father, Doffy, has arrived. Which is… bad. He
does NOT allow us contact with outsiders, let alone humans. But he finds this
whole scenario so fucking funny that he forgives us immediately. Just laughs
and laughs and laughs at this guy splattered on the ground, wrapped in Baby's
Skin.
He made her wear the Skin home after too, all covered in her lover's blood…
that was a little dark.
Later it became clear that it wasn't so much the irony of the situation, or
even its slapstick charm, but the whole 'splatted human’ dimension that Doffy
found funny. Each time Baby’s taken up with a new lover since then, he's always
shown up at some crucial moment, scooped the guy up, flown him way up high and
dropped him. Splat. And every time, she swears she's gonna kill him for
'ruining her life,’ but he seems to find that funny or cute or something and
she constantly gets away with it.
God.
If Doffy caught  me  with a human, I'd get dropped on the rocks too… fuckin
unfair. Anyway, moral is, don't try to catch a shifter bathing.”
“Like I did with you?”
“...what?”
“I caught you bathing with your Skin on the shore.”
“That wasn't—! I was injured! In battle! I was cleaning my wounds and YOU—”
“Just sayin.”
“... ... ...”
“So your sister, huh.”
“Okay I'm fucking done talking. Storytime is over. Go the fuck to sleep.”
 
***** How to snare a shifter *****
Chapter Notes
     Warning: Doffy. Violence level 'subtle' but fucked up, predatory/
     abusive parent, trauma-bonded Law
 
Law woke in the morning to find the human already up. He was sponging the dirt
and crusted blood off him, and smoothing his red hair back under a strip of
patterned black cloth that looked like it’d been underwater a while.
The human glanced over like he could feel the eye daggers flying.
“Morning sunshine.”
“Morning. One of these days you're gonna wake up with your insides on the
outside.”
“Big talk for a guy who was half dead a day ago.”
Law watched him pull on his woolen clothes. “Where are you going.”
“Smithy. Supposed to be working there most days. My uncle gets pissy if I take
off for more’n a few days at a time.” He paused to look down at the selkie
still laid out on the mat. “You gonna let me check your dressings?”
“‘Let’ is a funny way to put it.”
“Hah.” The rude fucking lout gave him an experimental prod with his foot. “You
gonna submit to my brutal attempts to keep you breathing, then?”
“Nah.”
“Yeah figured.  Let me  check your dressings.”
The human grabbed him by the ankle and dragged him over for examination and Law
gave him a calm kick in the ear.
“Ow! What the fuck! I thought you had to let me check your thing if I told you
to??”
“I am letting you. I'm just also breaking your face.”
“Don't  break my face. Son of a bitch.”
Law spread his hands in mock submission.
The human grumbled while he pulled aside the knots. He looked at the wound in
bewilderment. “It's… already mostly closed up. You have healing power stuff
after all?”
“No, I just heal a little faster than other people. Always have.”
“Yeah but this,” he poked the thick line of raised tissue, still red and
crusted but definitely almost closed over. “This is what it’d look like for me
after a week.”
Law shrugged. Wasn’t his fault that humans were weak, breakable, land-bound
mud-suckers. “So you nursed the baby bird back to health, congrats. Gonna
return my Skin and release me back into the wild?”
“Nah.”
“Thought not. Now that I’m not an invalid you can fuck me with a clear
conscience.”
“Yeah totally. Okay gonna go forge ya some wedding shackles. Later.”
“My bride price is a knife big enough to penetrate your thick SKULL,” Law
called after him.
“YEAH, NOTED,” he called back.
As soon as he’d left, Law started emptying out one of his folded pouches,
shaking feathers, flint and tinder into his hand.
“And if you take off somewheres just come back before dark, kay, birdie?” the
human’s voice startled him, and he threw the flint at the smirking head poking
around the corner.  Idiot.
 
---
 
The Skin wasn’t in the cave, or anywhere nearby. He’d looked and looked the day
before, kicking the chests and screaming in frustration at the black stone
walls when he couldn’t even detect a hair of it.
Law sat on the beach for a long time after the human had left, twirling a
feather in one hand and thinking.
The sky was a dead shade of grey today and the wind was hard and cold… the
seasons would turn soon. Ice would form and break and form and break and pile
up on the shore, sea spray would freeze onto the cliffs, the summer birds would
follow the warm air far far away. And if the human had his way, Law would still
be here. Land-bound and immobile while the world cycled on without him.
The human wouldn’t even have to keep him shackled, wouldn’t have to tell him to
stay still, be silent. Take it. He’d have no choice, nowhere to go, no other
purpose. Good as dead, though his captor might consider it a kindness to ‘keep
him breathing.’
Law considered the feather, long and brown-tipped. Osprey.
There was a feather or a fur tuft in his pouch for each member of the (mostly
avian) Family. Law had sifted through them over and over before selecting this
one—Monet’s. The only one of his adopted siblings skilled enough to help him
and  crafty enough keep it from the older men. Baby was more devoted to him,
and sure as fuck owed him after all the times he’d kept lookout while she met
some human lover. But she was erratic, distractible, and a  truly  terrible
liar. Sugar was still practically a baby. Bellamy was a tattle-tale and a
pompous fool. Buffalo was… an idiot, if easily bribed.
So, Monet. He could call her, she could fly through the village unnoticed and
locate his Skin, could probably kill the human and his whole family without
batting an eyelash. Proud, ruthless Monet. He’d owe her for the rest of his
fucking life, of course, but at least he’d have a life.
But Vergo’s voice kept playing in his head— weak, weak, WEAK.
They’d find out, him and Doffy. They always did. And though they probably
wouldn’t kill him for flouting this test of will, they’d cast him out, and that
was worse.
It had never been like this while Cora was alive, never so uncompromising, but
things were different now. Doffy was different.
Law put the feather away.
He let himself drift in his misery for a while longer, clutching wind-whipped
hair in long fingers, before he shook himself out of it. He rose with a grimace
and stripped off his clothing and bandages, wading into the water. Might as
well fucking eat, right?
The water was cold, clear, calming. His wounds were healed enough that the salt
water didn't sting so much. He sank into the waves with relief despite the
awkwardness of human limbs against the strong surge of the waves.
Spindly limbs, breakable wrists, bare, shivering hide.  Weak, weak, weak.
 
---
 
Law re-emerged from the water wiping gore from his face. He felt better, his
stomach full and limbs burning pleasantly with the effort of hunting in this
form. He'd popped open his fucking chest wound again while swimming, but he
almost relished the angry sting of it. It was split open along the seam,
weeping copper into salt.
Doffy was waiting for him.
The towering, grinning man was sitting casually on a boulder in the surging
water. The last Donquixote, feared warlord and Father to their odd family of
castaway shifters. He was dressed as usual in his southern finery, all soft
linen and painted silk, white albatross Skin hanging around his shoulders.
He had the copper bracelets in one hand.
Law stopped in the waist-deep water, stark fear wrapping itself around his
spine.
“Do you know how much I love seeing you like this?” Doffy smiled wide, leaving
it unclear which part of the scene he meant.
“Doffy… I told Vergo that you shouldn't— that I don't—”
“I know, little one. That you don't need help. That you'll return by yourself
in seven days or you  won't return at all.  So determined, my selkie. So
strong.”
A thrill went through Law's thudding heart, half hope and half anxiety.
Doffy held out a hand large enough to easily wrap around Law's skull, strong
enough to crush it, and Law slowly approached. The warlord was so perfect, so
powerful, his presence blotting out everything else in the world. The hand
eased over his face, threaded through his hair.
He kept himself from pulling back.
“But that's unnecessary now. You've passed the test. I'll take you home and you
can complete your recovery safe at the keep with your brothers and sisters.
They're all waiting.”
Home.
His  family.
Law wanted that  so  much, and that's how he knew it was a lie. He was still
being tested.
He swallowed. “I’m. I'm fine, I'll stay here seven days and heal on my own, to
make up for almost botching the mission.”
Doffy's manic grin grew even wider. The albatross dangled the copper cuffs.
“Oh, little one, no, you don't need to perform any further penitence. I want to
reward you. These lovely things—you wanted them, didn't you?”
Law shook his head.
“You did. You must have wanted them very badly.”
“It was just an impulse.”
“You must have wanted them even more than you wanted to follow my orders. More
than you wanted to protect your Family.”
Law cringed.  “No.”
“More than you wanted to stay with us. With  me.”
“No, fuck, there’s  nothing  I want more than that.”
Doffy hmmed testily but seemed satisfied. A long finger eased the selkie's head
up so their faces were almost brushing. The warlord was even more overwhelming
up close like this… cold black eyes and a curling slash for a mouth, all full
of white, white teeth.
This was the part of the whole disciplinary ritual that Law was dreading most,
far more than Vergo’s knife, but he kept his expression so, so,  so  carefully
controlled.
“Law, close your eyes.” An order.
Law managed to keep his face blank, but he couldn’t make himself close his
eyes. His heart was pumping sick, cold panic through his veins. He stared up at
the hungry cheshire grin.
“What’s wrong?”
“Doffy, I… I don’t…”
“Close. Your eyes.”
 
---
 
Law hurried down the beach in a daze. The sun was dropping orange and huge
toward the horizon to his right. He was clothed but barefoot, rushing nowhere,
a vague notion in his head to get away, go somewhere…
By the time he gathered his thoughts the sun was halfway below the horizon… on
his left. His feet had turned him back around to bring him to the cave before
dark, as the human had instructed.
He made an angry noise to himself but let his feet carry him back. What else
could he do?
On his wrists were the shiny copper cuffs. He dimly remembered Doffy fitting
them onto him and then leaving, swirling up into his albatross form and
dissolving into the grey-white sky. He ran his fingers over the smooth
surfaces, hammer dips and folded edges precise and glinting in the fading
orange light.
They suddenly felt like huge hands gripping around his wrists. Clammy,
constricting. He stopped and tore them off.
Shit. SHIT.
It had  never  been like this while Cora was alive.
He was within sight of the cave, just rounding a point where the cliff loomed
out over the beach and a large fallen rock made a little shelter. He rearranged
the stones beneath it and stowed the cuffs there. Their fire-bright shine went
under the black rocks and was extinguished.
He left them there and tried to imagine that they were gone. But he still broke
into a run halfway back to the cave, and it had nothing to do with the human's
orders.
 
***** Fight back *****
Chapter Notes
     Kidd attempts the comfort part of hurt+comfort but he's a fuckin mess
     and so am i
     Warnings for minor violence, trauma stuff, and (past) injury to a
     child.
See the end of the chapter for more notes
 
The human was already there when Law returned, just as the sky became dark.
“Good timing, honored guest,” he smirked from in front of a crackling fire.
“Yeah, uh.” Law couldn't think of a threat. His brain felt foggy and his tongue
slow. So he just went and sat on the mat and stared at the fire too.
The human seemed almost taken aback. “The fuck is wrong with you?”
Law looked over in confusion, “I didn't say anything.”
“Yeah…” He looked sideways at Law for a moment but then shrugged. “Hey hey so
look at this, I've been working on a new project.”
Law wasn't sure how he was supposed to react to having a dagger waved in his
eye by his unpredictable captor. It didn't seem like the human was trying to
freak him out, but that's mostly the effect it was having.
He kept his face neutral. “It's. A knife.”
“Yeah it's a fuckin knife. I made it. If I finish a bunch of fucking ox shoes
and whatever each day, my uncle lets me make other stuff. So this is what I've
been working on for the past few weeks. That dickbag Bartolomeo took my last
dagger, but that one was just a test run, fulla weak joins and scale. THIS is
the real thing.”
He seemed to be waiting for more of a response.
“It's a very long knife.”
“A dirk, yeah.” The human was smiling and turning it over and over so the
firelight caught its long, tapered edge. It was a strange sort of metal, almost
shimmering. “I got the steel from two other knives I took off some weak little
shits. Fuckers tried to come at me with a dog, haha… You see the pattern like
waves? I reforged the two knives together, just bang em out flat and then fold
and hammer and fold and hammer and it comes out like this.”
“...interesting.”
“Here, wanna hold it? I got it perfectly balanced this time, too.”
Law looked at the knife hilt being held out to him. Under his blank malaise,
warning bells were starting to go off. The situation started to make sense…
It was a test. A game.
He held himself perfectly still, keeping his eyes on the dirk and away from his
captor, so as not to offer any challenge.
Eventually the dirk lowered.
“What's wrong.”
Shit. He'd responded incorrectly after all. “Nothing's wrong.”
The redhead’s gaze raked over him again, evaluating, and Law felt his hackles
rising.
...and then fading. What the fuck did it matter? He sat still and kept his face
blank, letting his captor get his eyeful. The guy could take whatever he
wanted, and would, eventually.
“Your thing infected after all? You feverish?”
“No? It's still fine.”
“Where's your bandages? Holy shit, the one on your chest is fucking popped
open, what were you doing?”
Law looked down at the gaping hole on his lower rib. It wasn't bleeding, but it
was open, throbbing. Now that he was aware of it, it actually hurt like hell.
“Oh. Fishing.”
“Idiot, you're fucking wounded!”
“Yeah but I was also fucking hungry,” Law let a sliver of anger leak out.
“You gonna let me see?”
Law shook his head and shrugged. Which wasn't really an answer either way. But
he didn't react when the human maneuvered him roughly into a position where he
could see his chest.
This gave the other pause again. “Not gonna kick me?”
“You told me not to.”
“Yeah but...”
He chewed his cheek. Didn't seem to know how to put his protest to words. He
held the selkie's arm and considered the wound—an eyeless socket staring
blankly from the center of him.
“It'll close on its own,” Law murmured vaguely. “Or… won't.”
“That whole 'leave it to fate’ thing is really pissing me off,” his captor
growled.
“Sorry.”
This seemed to irk him further. He shoved Law back so he had to catch himself
against the hard stone. He did, but barely.
“Will you ever shut up with that shit?”
That got a dark laugh and brief flash of a sinister glare from the selkie. “I’d
be forced to if you gave the order. So just tell me to. Make me like the victor
should.”
“Maybe I will.”
“No you won't. You always talk in half-suggestions and questions. Like a
fucking beaten child.”
“I… what??”
“Like some weakling whipping boy. Kicked dog.”
That got to him. “I’d fucking love to make you shut up right now.” He was
almost on top of Law again, lips rolled back over jagged teeth in a snarl.
“So make me. Give me an order.”
“Fight me.” Another shove.
“Hah.” Law obeyed, passively.
He braced himself and shoved the human back with his feet, but didn't follow it
up with an attack. The other bounded back and barreled into him, bringing them
both to the floor hard enough that their teeth rattled. Law let him.
“No, really fight me. Fight back! Fuck!”
Law growled in irritation and threw him off, as ordered. He slammed into the
wall and rolled, but Law caught him, and gave him a blow to the solar plexus
that should have winded him. He recovered, and slammed Law to the ground again.
Having obeyed the last command just enough to count, Law went limp. He stared
up at the scarred face with a hard gaze, but didn't move to throw him off
again.
He felt bitter, breakable.
It didn't matter if he fought or not. The result would be the same. “So that's
what you want after all, huh? You want me to struggle so you can overcome me.”
“No.”
“Take me down and fuck me when I'm beaten.”
“No.”The human gave him a little shake.
“You want me to fight and lose. Just another game. Bathing on the beach.”
“I want you to fucking fight and fucking… win? Escape? I dunno! God, will you
please fight. Don't just fade like that, I fucking can't… stand…”
Law’s brain just stalled. “You…want me to escape?”
“No, but. I mean, I want to keep you, but not if it’s making you like that. I
don't want you all defeated. I want you to… to make it out.”
He was sitting on top of the selkie, hands clamped around his shoulders, tall
and threatening. But his expression was almost pleading.
Law raised himself up on his elbows and tried pushing the gripping hands off
his shoulders.
“Let go.”
They fell away without resistance.
“Get off me.”
The human breathed out heavily, and moved back.
Law sat up and hugged his knees. “Give me my Skin back.”
The human gazed at him, saying nothing.
“I have a family. I have seven days to return to them or they'll consider me
dead. You understand? If I stay here it'll be to die.” He left out the part
about the curse.
“Fuck… Okay. Yes.”
“... wait, really? Just. Just like that?”
“I was gonna give it back eventually anyway. The fuck am I gonna do with a
captive selkie?”
“...”
“But look. Can you let me have a few days?"
"A few days..."
"Yeah. How about if you stay here for the full seven days, I'll give you the
Skin back then. After you've healed.”
“If I heal at all,” Law muttered darkly, almost not ready to believe it all.
But his anxiety was fading, his head clearing. He looked at the human anew and
felt…
“Oh my god, with the whining. It'd be mostly healed already if you hadn't
fucked it up.”
…profound fucking irritation.
“Well YOU fuckin fix it then.” Law tossed whatever was close to hand at him,
which turned out to be the dirk.
“FUCK, GOD, you don't need to stab me!” He caught it and juggled it a moment,
trying to avoid its edge.
Law rested his chin in his palm and reconsidered his captor. Or whatever. With
the threat of lifelong captivity lifted (or at least lessened), Law could
evaluate him more objectively. Could see how young he was, all tall and broad-
shouldered but still awkward and unsure in his own body. He carried himself
with exaggerated aggression—a defensive trait, it occurred to Law. And his many
scars said that his hard edges were well earned.
But for gods' sake, he'd fucking handed his captive a blade, and it hadn't been
a game. Like he'd forgotten their situation altogether. Or didn't understand it
to begin with.
How could someone so clearly well-versed in violence be so… guileless? He
hadn't even tried to ransom a favor or a gift out of Law. He'd only asked for
time. A few days, when he'd had all of Law’s life to bargain with.
…fucking idiot boy.
“What are you doing now.” Law asked with exasperation, watching the human root
around in a chest.
“Gonna close the fuckin crater in your chest.”
“With what?”
The human had found what he was looking for and returned to sit back on the mat
in front of Law. In his hand was… an awl? Or some really really tiny knife?
“Whoa, um.”
“Okay just. Hold st—”
Law caught him firmly by the wrist. “Wait.”
The human stopped and glared.
Law held up a finger. “First. Do not tell me what to do. I talk and sleep and
sit still or don't whenever the fuck I want.”
“Fine, asshole.”
He put up a second finger. “Do not touch me without my sayso.” A third finger.
“Return my Skin on the seventh day. And no bullshit about it.”
“Okay but YOU,” the human stuck a finger in his face and Law swatted it aside
with a growl. “You gotta let me treat your injuries so they'll actually heal…”
“With that tiny fucking mouse dagger? Fuck that.”
“It's a needle for stitches and YES.” He held up a second finger, “You can do
whatever during the day but I want you back here each night.”
“Sure. Great. Idiot.”
“And,” he growled, holding out a thumb and two fingers, “You don't. Call me. An
idiot.”
They evaluated each other for a moment.
Law finally shrugged like all this was nothing, trying to keep himself from
prematurely fist-pumping or jumping around. The human might still go back on
his word. “Okay deal. And then on the seventh day I'll cut off your nose and
ears with your own knife and swim off into the sunset.”
The human actually laughed at that, and the tension in the air cleared like
clouds after a summer storm.
“Stitches first though. You'll wanna be lying down for this,” he suggested.
Law eyed the needle nervously but lay back. “Yeah okay then. Commence the tiny
knife torture.”
“Oh my god it's not that bad. I get stitches all the time. See?” He indicated
an ugly mass on the top of his head.
“Holy shit. It's worse than your face.”
He got a punch in the arm.
“Okay. Look, I just thread the needle, and then sew you up like a shirt or
something.”
“I've never sewn a shirt. Or. Worn a shirt.”
“Uh…” he considered Law’s shirtless state. “Or leggings or whatever.”
“Baby sews my clothes, but she uses sinew and an awl.” Law cast a worried look
at the needle that the human was still trying to thread. “And clothes generally
don't… feel things? So it's a little different.”
“It's okay, it doesn't hurt that much.”
“I'm not afraid or anything.”
“Right.” He'd gotten the thread through the eye of the thing, finally. He put a
hand to Law's chest and Law couldn't help but flinch. “Hey, I'm not gonna do
anything bad.”
“I know. Shut UP.”
The human paused. “How about you like, talk about something. For distraction.”
“Don't really wanna entertain you right now.”
“It’s not for me, it's just to keep your mind off the needle thing, since
you're so freaked out about it. You could talk about like, another battle or
adventure or cool thing y—”
“YOU fuckin talk.”
The human paused. “You don't wanna hear about me.”
Law crossed his arms behind his head. “Yeah I do. Tell me something about you.
To distract me.”
“I’ll make you feel worse,” he laughed kinda nervously. “Or I'll bore you.”
“Tell me about…” Law considered him and the redhead suddenly seemed to avoid
his eye. “The first time you got stitched up.”
He sighed and started sewing. “Shit.”
 
---
 
Okay this is maybe a funny story? A little like your cliff-diving wannabe-
shifter story.
“Oh my god did you throw yourself off a cliff? Perfect.”
Didn't get that far but yeah, that was probably the plan.
“Probably?”
I don't actually remember it—too young. But my aunt reminds me about it all the
fucking time.
It was right after my mom took off seafaring for the second time. I was… six?
She left me with my aunt and uncle, and I guess I wanted to follow her really
bad. I dunno. Don't remember, like I said. I mean, I remember her being gone
most of the time, and mostly I didn't care but—
“Okay I also don't care. Tell me about you diving off a cliff.”
Yeah. So I'd been sneaking out and trying to find her for a while, and I guess
they'd finally gotten it across to me that she was gone to sea. I didn't know
what ships were, I definitely couldn't swim. But I had this raven carcass, and
I guess the idea just got into my head—
“Wait, you got a raven carcass where?”
Oh I don't fuckin know. My aunt insists I killed it myself. There's always just
dead animals around the village and I'm usually blamed for it, but like—
“Oookay. But what, you tried to wear it? And then jumped off a cliff?”
Nono, I didn't actually jump off a damn cliff. I dunno what my plan was but I
think I was trying to replace my arms with its wings.
“...what?”
Yeah I was kind of a dumb kid. Funny, right? Haha…
My aunt heard me screaming and screaming somewhere and went looking. She says
she found the cut-up raven first, then its wings, then the knife, and then just
a trail of—
“Okay NO.”
No?
“No more story. This is too fucked up. I have a sister that age.”
Too fucked up?? In your story a guy got splatted! And obviously I didn't manage
to take my arm off, just—
“Stop. Stop.”
 
---
 
After a stretch of somewhat sullen silence, the human sliced off the last
thread and grunted. Law regarded the completed stitches critically. They were
ugly as fuck, all uneven. But the wound was closed.
The human wrapped another length of cloth around his chest to finish it.
“My thanks, heroic human.”
He grunted again, apparently still stung that Law hadn't found his fucked up
story amusing. “Whatever, sulky selkie.”
“Okay that's a shitty title. Don't call me that.”
“What's your name, then.”
Law turned his critical gaze on the human. “I'm not fucking telling you that.
Names are power, and you already have too much over me.”
“Hah, so I shouldn't tell you mine either, huh.”
“No, you shouldn't.” Law let one corner of his mouth angle up.
“I'm gonna call you Trafalgar, then, if you're not gonna tell me something
better.”
“What's that mean.”
The human grinned. “Dunno. It was stamped on some crates that washed up last
storm.”
“You’re naming me after flotsam. Great. Well I'll call you… Eustass. After a
human troublemaker who got his head separated from the rest of him.”
“The name of a deadman,” Eustass mused. “Works for me.”
“Short for ‘Eustass-ya.’”
“‘Eustass’ is short?”
“Well the original Eustass is a whole head shorter than ya.” The selkie grinned
with all of his teeth showing.
Eustass seemed unsure about whether that was a joke. His grin stayed in place
though. He tossed Law a blanket.
Law caught it and lay down on his side of the mat, suddenly exhausted but still
wide awake. The prospect of freedom kept him buzzing.
The human stayed sitting, looking uncertain. “Okay so we good?”
“Heh. Yeah we're good. As long as you stick to the agreement.”
“Great.” He leaned forward. “Um. So wanna try out my dirk now?”
“I do not wanna try out your dirk, no.”
“Just to see how it compares to others you've handled? You seem like you've
probably wielded a fair few.”
“Not really. But I imagine one oversize dagger is much like another.”
“Not even! Look, if you just hold this one, it has a nice heft to it. Fits in
the hand. See?”
“Oh my god Eustass-ya, keep your dirk to yourself.”
 
 
Chapter End Notes
     My whole concept is basically bb Kidd tying up bb Law and like,
     petting his hair and showing him all his fav toys while Law freaks
     out cuz this psycho is showing off his torture implements omg, but
     it’s just that Kidd doesn't know how to have friends
***** Dreaming and waking *****
Chapter Notes
     A super brief chapter as I lie awake at 3am feverish and fulla drugs.
     Fucking? Nooo have some mystical bullshit.
     No warnings, just Kidd and Law hurting and dreaming of the sea
 
Kidd couldn't remember the last time he’d wanted something more than to tear
apart every last motherfucker he'd ever met. But somehow that familiar,
wrenching burn receded to a distant inner rumble as he lay across from
Trafalgar and closed his eyes.
He slept, aware but not caring that the selkie was watching him with a new
intensity.
Kidd dreamed that a pale-haired, faceless boy was seeing him off from a pier
lined with animal skulls. Kidd stepped into a ship made of the largest of the
skulls and the boy cut the line with a black knife. He drifted off to sea as
everything started to burn behind him. He didn't turn around but he knew that
the village, his house, his family were all wrapped in flame, crumbling into
ash.
But he was free. Whatever that meant.
The skull-ship took him under the sea, speeding along an endless subsurface
plain. Nothing but dim, eerie light and waving seagrass arms. Nothing but him
and the darkening ocean floor, forever.
 
---
 
Law couldn't remember the last time he’d wanted… anything.  Really  wanted.
Even the day before, the idea of freedom had seemed like an elaborate game with
no way to win. Freedom was like that—not real, not like duty and family were
real. A gaudy bauble dangled before his eyes for no other reason than to fuck
with him. Teach him compliance.
But now he could taste it like blood on the air. And it wasn't Doffy dangling
the prize this time. It was this… boy. This utterly unguarded boy asleep beside
him. It wasn't Doffy that came to mind when Law thought of his freedom, either.
It wasn't anything yet, except a sense of possibility and immanence.
Law watched the boy he'd named Eustass, letting his eye catch on the old scar
that wrapped halfway around the human’s arm, above the elbow. Thinking idly of
the oily texture of blood on feathers.
Without being aware of it, he slipped into dream between one thought and the
next.
He dreamed that he heard a deep call from outside the cave. A shifter’s voice,
of a kind and a tongue that he couldn't place. But he understood it. He sat
bolt upright and listened.
It said,  you're bleeding.
He looked down at his chest and the wound was open again, the stitches coming
undone and trailing a long black thread away from him, out of the cave and into
the darkness.
He rose and followed it.
The thread led him down to the edge of an ocean that was almost black. It
trailed into the murky depths and disappeared.  Shit … he started to pull on
it.
There was a weight on the other end. He pulled harder.
Something on the other end pulled back.
He felt panic start to grip him. He grabbed the thread and pulled, trying to
snap it, shake it loose, get away. But he was tethered by his stitches.
You're bleeding.
There was a shape rising fast toward him through the water, massive and
threatening, following the thread.
The stitches finally tore out, and blood poured from him into the sea, staining
it, turning every drop of it thick and red.
We almost thought you'd forgotten how.
 
---
 
Law jerked awake with his heart pounding. The barest hint of dawn lit the cave.
His stitches… were intact. He was intact. He was still in the cave, and the
human was still next to him.
Law snorted to himself and dropped back onto the mat.
He slipped into a restless dream where he went looking for the unknown voice
over endless rocky beaches, but couldn't find it anymore.
The sun rose somewhere behind the cliff. Light wandered into the cave and over
two sleeping forms, curled like cats against the night chill. One dreaming of
solace and the other of power.
 
***** Lifeline *****
Chapter Notes
     Law makes a call.
     I dunno. I’m having sib feelings today. This is mostly a setup
     chapter—it’s the NEXT couple that I’m really excited about.
     No warnings.
 
Law woke restless, all nerves and drive. Nothing remained of his strange dream
but a sense of something being so, so  close.
It was still pretty early. Outside the cave it was quieter than a summer
morning should be—just waves impacting against the shore and wind whistling in
the cliffs. The air was crisp and chill. He could smell the coming change of
seasons more than ever, but now it seemed more like a promise than a prison. It
smelled like urgency.
The human was still a slumbering lump, though.
Law turned on his side and huffed at the lump, willing him to wake up and get a
fucking move on so Law could attend to his own business. He had a plan. Kinda.
He huffed again, louder.
Eustass shifted in his sleep but didn’t wake. Law shuffled closer.
His breathing seemed wrong for deep sleep, now that Law was paying attention.
There was sweat beading his face despite the cold. And he smelled wrong
too—like blood, as usual, but  off  this time. Law knew that smell from
somewhere…
He shuffled closer, watching and waiting impatiently.
 
---
 
Kidd woke exhausted. Uneasy. He kept his eyes closed, trying to hold onto the
fading dream of the deep, quiet ocean floor…
But it was gone. He cracked open his eyes.
“Holy FUCKING shit!”
Trafalgar smirked at him from two inches away. “Hi.”
Kidd closed his eyes again and groaned. “What the hell are you doing awake this
early.”
“I dunno, plotting your gruesome death like usual, I guess.”
“That’s great.” He rubbed his face groggily, but he could feel himself smiling.
“What is it today, then.”
“Gonna lure you out into the water and drag you under til you pop.”
“Haha… That could be nice, actually…” Kidd muttered to himself, thinking of
quiet depths.
“It’s… probably not.” The selkie gave him a weird look.
Kidd shrugged and hauled himself up, wincing at the pain in his shoulder. He’d
been ignoring it, hoping it’d go away, but he’d probably have to deal with that
shit soon. He was all chills and clammy skin, and he’d seen what could happen
once things got past that stage.
“Why do you smell wrong,” Trafalgar asked abruptly.
“Why do YOU smell wrong, fishass,” he threw his blanket at the selkie.
“No, I mean, you smell like bad blood. Like sickness,” he explained from under
the blanket, muffled.
Kidd ignored this and went to build a fire from their dwindling supply of
driftwood.
The selkie pulled at the blanket so it was wrapped around him, and watched Kidd
with his usual unsettling gaze. “Um, are you going someplace today again?”
“Yeah, smithy. Village. Why.”
“Well hurry up, I’ve got things to do too.”
Kidd laughed but didn’t hurry up. “Okay?” He put the kettle over the little
fire and added a few pieces of dried meat.
“... Aren’t you gonna ask what I’m up to?”
Kidd shrugged. “Why, you need help with something?”
“No.”  He looked offended.
“Okay, well. See you back here at dark, right? We still have our agreement,
right?”
“Yeah.” Trafalgar was giving him that look again, like he thought Kidd was
truly fucking cracked. Or maybe Kidd was missing something obvious.
“Something wrong with your face? I can bring you more fish or whatever later.
The stitches will probably keep things closed but maybe you shouldn’t go
swimming—”
“No,  ugh, god, I can get my own fish. Just go already.”
“YOU go. It’s daylight, you can go wherever the hell you want,” Kidd gestured
out of the cave with a mock bow.
“YOU go.”
 
---
 
Kidd went. Eventually.
Along the way, he checked in on the little cache hidden in his sheltered storm-
watching area atop the cliff. The spotted seal Skin was still there, still
folded neatly, still soft and perfect. But its lining was grey and lifeless.
Not at all like shifter Skins were supposed to be—like living things, breathing
and growing and changing with the the body of their owner, even at a distance.
He hesitated for a bit, then repositioned it, so it’d be visible with only a
little searching, if someone were to follow him up from the beach.
 
---
 
Law wasn’t following the human, though.
Law's big plan was to call Monet.
The osprey feather curled and smoked as he burned it on top of a stone some
distance from the cave. He blew on the ashes lightly and they fluttered away
into the sky.
He waited, cursing to himself, the nerves in his stomach building steadily.
God, he was never gonna hear the end of this.
She got the message, of course, but she made him wait until after the sun was
past its peak. Letting him stew, he thought with mounting irritation. He saw
her circling overhead in osprey form, looping around lazily to check out the
human village and surrounding area. He laid himself out to sun on a large flat
boulder and pretended not to notice her.
Finally,  finally,  he heard her alight heavily on the boulder by his head,
massive talons scraping stone. A shadow loomed. He shaded his eyes and grimaced
up at the half-feathered thing backlit above him.
Piercing yellow osprey eyes stared back, huge and uncanny in Monet’s fine-
featured human face.
“Soooo,” she smirked. “Teacher’s pet got in trouble. And he needs  me  to get
him out. Hee hee.”
“Put your Skin on properly or take it off. That's perverse,” he grumbled.
“Ugh. Don't be a priss. I didn't have to come all the way out here.”
She sat back on taloned legs and stretched out arms that faded into wings at
the shoulders. She'd recently taken to prancing around in this shameless, half-
shifted form. Probably just to piss off their father, but it was pissing off
Law too. Her clothes were almost as bad—like undergarments.
She smoothed down her pinion feathers idly. “What happened with the sea witch
and the knife thing? You didn't meet up with us after like we planned, and
Doffy was not happy when we went back without his special boy.”
“Do  not  call me that.”
“What. Doffy's special boy? But you are. Such a careful study. Always so
serious.”
“Monet, you don't know  shit.”  Law leveled a withering glare at her.
Monet stared back, unblinking. “Your scary-glary thing doesn't work on me,
little brother. Should have called Baby if you wanted someone to push around.”
“Maybe.” She was right, of course. But Law was just stubborn enough to get into
a staring contest with a goddamn osprey.
She held his gaze casually. “You know, if you don't come back, if it turns out
you're stuck here… I'd be the one who gets to take point on these little
missions. I'd be Doffy's favorite…”
“Tch. So leave. I don't care.”
“Cool. Can I have your coin collection?”
“I should've fuckin known you'd be no help. Fuck off, Monet.” He broke their
gaze and got up to leave.
Her talons clacked on the stone impatiently. “I’m just teasing. Okay? I came
because I wanted to help. God, you're so… prickly and shitty whenever you have
to ask for something.”
“You’re the one who has to make everything difficult!”
“Ugh. Whatever. Come back here. Just tell me what happened with the knife and
the sea bitch.”
Law massaged his temples and grumbled indistinctly.
“I won't laugh.”
He lay back down on the rock with a sullen thud. “Shit went bad and now I'm
fucking stuck here.”
“Went bad how.”
“I took too long retrieving the dagger and the sea bitch caught me. Almost. Got
fucked up.”
“What, just that? She gestured at his mostly-healed wounds. “Doesn't look that
bad.”
“It's not that… it's uh…” God it KILLED him to have to admit this to her. “It's
my Skin.”
“Yes?”
“She cursed my Skin.”
“Yyyyyes?”
“I can't… put it on anymore. She made it so it'd reject me, and now I can't
even feel it, and I definitely can’t shift, and I told Doffy that I'd be back
in seven days but it's day four now and I have no idea how to break the curse
so I gotta just talk to the fuckin witch and offer her my firstborn or
something to reverse it and and so I need you to go un-steal the knife, and
then take a blood offering to the witch and tell her I'll put her stuff back if
she puts mine back.”
Monet gave a harsh snort at this jumble.
“You said you wouldn't laugh, asshole,” he grumbled.
“That was before that tragic joke came out of your mouth, little brother. I
don't even know where to start. Actually I do… Steal the knife back from Doffy?
We'd both be killed, first of all. No joke. For-real-killed.”
“Well WHAT. Do you. Suggest.”
Monet looked at him upside down as he lay on the rock, arms crossed. Scanned
him with unsettling sharpness.
“Who sewed up your wound like that?” she asked finally.
“I did.”
“No you didn't.” She gave him another look-over. “Where’s your Skin now? Why
don't you show it to me. Or let me take it to the sea bitch on your behalf?”
“I… put it away. Don't wanna look at it.”
“Right. And  where,  little brother, are the footwraps I had made especially
for you.”
“Uh. Lost them. Escaping the witch. Who, you know,  cursed  me.”
“Cora’s sake,” she swore. “I see you managed to hold onto all the little
pouches Baby made for you, though…” She tapped her talons for a moment,
thinking.
Law was almost ready to beg. “Look, I wouldn't be asking if I didn't—”
“Yeah yeah I know. You wouldn't even be talking to me if you had any other
choice.”
He looked up at her, sharp and smirking, monstrous by her own design. Like she
didn't give a shit what anyone thought. “That's not what I meant.”
She shrugged it off. “I have a price.”
“Of course you do…”
“Yes, obviously, since I'm sticking my neck out for you. And I'm not getting
the knife back for you either—you'll have to negotiate with the sea bitch for a
window of time to do that yourself. All I'll be doing is conveying your message
and an offering. And keeping Vergo off your back. The rest is up to you.”
Law nodded, considering. That was actually… probably a better idea than his.
Get the Skin un-cursed first and figure out the knife part later.
“Okay. What's your price.”
Monet cleared her throat and looked away. “Two things. One: I want you to do my
hair like you did that one time. In those double braid things. Every day for a
month.”
“What, really?”
She bristled. “Yes. Shut up. You do it for Baby all the time and it looks all
fancy and then her hair is so perfectly wavy when she takes the braids out
after…”
“I can show you how to do it yourself if—”
“NO. I want you to do it for me. Every day. For a month.”
He almost smiled but figured that'd be taken as an insult. “You're assuming
I'll get out of this in one piece.”
She cracked a slight grin. “Yeah. Anyway. Second thing. You can't do Baby's
hair for a month.”
His brows knit together. “What? Why?”
“Because that's my price. Problem?”
“No, I… guess not.”
“Good.” She suddenly beamed like she'd won some elaborate game. “Starting now.”
“What, you want your hair done before you go see the witch?”
“Yes.”
“Hah.” He sat up again, shuffling back on the rock. “Okay, whatever you want.
Bring your head over here.”
Monet went and sat in front of him still and silent, taloned legs crossed
almost primly, feathered arms in her lap. Law combed out the tangles with his
fingers and parted it down the middle. He measured out two thin locks on the
right side first, and began plaiting tightly, right from the temple.
He was good at this. One of his only memories of his selkie life was his mother
sitting with him and showing him how to braid his little sister's hair. Long,
fine, dark hair, like Baby’s. Doing Baby's was nice, somehow—familiar. Monet's
hair was different. Nice too (not that he'd ever tell her that). Thick and
wavy, and a strange, pale green. Unruly.
“Is she pretty?” Monet suddenly asked.
Law stopped. “What? Who?”
“Your human girl. The one who sewed you up. The one who clearly has your Skin
and yet still lives and breathes. Ow.”
Law rolled his eyes and tugged the plait tighter. “There's no girl. Have you
ever known me to take an interest in women?”
“Nah… never.” Monet was silent a while longer. “So. Is  he  pretty, then—OW!”
He pulled her hair again, his face heating, but she just giggled.
“Oh little brother… I could go get your Skin for you. Deal with the human,
Doffy-style. It'd be my pleasure, I wouldn't even ask for anything in
exchange.”
“It's under control,” he said tersely.
“Right,” he could almost hear her smirking.
“It’s fine. I’ll have it back in three days. It’s the curse that’s the
problem.”
“If you think he’s gonna give it back freely, you’re in deeper than I thought.”
How the fuck did she manage to make him feel under scrutiny when she wasn’t
even looking at him?
“Give me some credit. I’m not Baby.”
“No.  You  should know what it means when you start wanting to believe a
human’s bullshit.”
He didn’t respond to that, and she let him finish without further provocation.
After he tied the ends, she felt the tight pair of plaits and tossed her head
in satisfaction.
Law sat picking at shiny flecks in the rock, hoping the lecture was done.
“You know what lovers are good for, Law?” Monet stood and stretched her wings.
“I can't imagine,” he murmured drily.
“Breaking curses.” She gave him a significant look.
“Oh was that it.”
“I'm juuust reminding you that you have more cards in your hand than you think.
Anyway. I must be off. I've got baby seals to slaughter and giftwrap. Angry
witches to pacify.”
“Does the offering really have to be a seal?” Law frowned. A large fish was
more traditional. Or a small human.
“I think she'll appreciate it. I hear she has a dark sense of humor.”
“Great.”
“Oh my god, lighten up. You take everything so seriously.”
Law scoffed at that. But he called her back quietly as she prepared to leave.
“Monet.”
“What.”
“I would've done your hair for you whenever, if you'd asked.”
“Pfff. Then I would have owed  you.”
She wrapped her Skin tight around her and an osprey emerged from the sudden
swirl of feathers, taking off and winging out over the water.
 
 
***** Keep your mouth shut *****
Chapter Notes
     Oh wait, another chapter of setup after all. Kidd dealing handily in
     the underworld currency of small town secrets
     Warnings: Graphic violence, suggested sexual violence, prostitution,
     predatory older men
See the end of the chapter for more notes
 
The fucking ox shoes slipped out of his grip for the third time, and Kidd threw
the tongs at the anvil with a growl of frustration. Fuck this, his uncle could
finish the order. He sat against the wall and collected himself.
Genzo stuck his head in the smithy door and scowled through his drooping
mustache. “You screw up any more ox shoes and I'll nail them to  you.”
Kidd grunted irritably.
“What's the problem, boy.”
“I… gotta take off. Deal with a thing.”
“Oh? What thing is that.”
“Just.” Kidd gestured vaguely at his shoulder. “Need Belle to sew something
up.”
“If it's just the usual, Muriel can do ya, and then you can get the hell back
to work.”
“I’m not letting your pinch-faced sow at me with any kind of sharp thing,” Kidd
retorted. He hauled himself up and pulled off his leather apron, tossing it in
a corner.
He’d stayed with his uncle and aunt (technically Belle’s uncle and aunt) on and
off for most of his life, but never really  lived  with them, and never quite
been accepted by his aunt. But they were old and childless and needed the help.
He was young and impossible to control but pretty handy in the smithy. And
sometimes needed food or stitching up so whatever.
“My pinch-faced sow’s a hell of a lot handier with a needle than your mother.
You've given her enough to practice on.”
They heard the sow in question holler something at them from outside.
“The pinch-faced sow will waste thread on whatever unwashed mongrel I tell her
to!” Genzo hollered back. “Where d’you think you're going,” he added to Kidd.
“I’ll come back when my hammer arm’s less fulla slime. Garp’s ox can fuckin
wait a day.”
“Aw hell. You let something fester, boy? You ain't learn from having that toe
taken off?”
Kidd shuddered at the memory. “That was cuz the fuckin hag used a dirty needle
in the first place.”
There was a hollered retort from the hag.
“The fuckin hag will sew up fifty feral brats if it gets these damn ox shoes
done!” Genzo turned and yelled out the door, mustache quivering.
 
---
 
Kidd gathered a couple supplies and bulled his way past his irate uncle and
obstinate aunt.
He stomped out of the smithy with purpose, but doubled back once he was on the
road, going instead via the fields behind the village and then the blackwood
path. Less traffic that way. He didn't need any fucked up encounters while he
was half-poisoned with his own stale blood.
But, well.
At least he heard them coming before they heard him this time, and managed to
get himself concealed up in the branches of a tree. Bartolomeo and Cavendish
passed moments later, caught up in some heated argument that seemed to be about
Drake. Kidd had a moment of fierce satisfaction at the battered state of
Bartolomeo's face.
“...his old man asking around, and you know he’s gonna...”
“...little fuck will keep his mouth shut. Don’t worry about it. Let’s go meet
the girls.”
Cavendish sneered, “The  girls.  I’m so tired of those preening whores.”
“Well I’m not tired of getting my dick sucked. C’mon.”
“You go. I'm gonna go find Hawkins.” The waspish blond turned toward the
village with a dismissive flip of one hand.
“Hawkins,”  Bartolomeo mocked under his breath. He hesitated, shifting foot to
foot, before catching up with Cavendish and blocking his way.
“Cav! Cav, c'mon man, it'll chill you out. You been a pissy little shit lately.
No offense.”
“Yeah, pass.”
He kept walking and Bartolomeo seethed for a moment before calling after him,
“Well they're better at it than you anyway!”
Kidd almost laughed out loud. He fuckin knew it.
Cavendish was up in Bartolomeo's face in a split second. “Fucking SHUT IT. You
said you'd—”
“Just saying. Far as preening whores go—”
He was interrupted by a swift jab in the jaw that made his teeth clack audibly.
Kidd stifled another laugh. This was  too good.
Bartolomeo wiped a stained sleeve over a bloody lip and glared. Then turned
suddenly and stalked down the path toward the village. “Don't try and follow
me!”
Cavendish snorted. Paced. Kicked angrily at the tree Kidd was perched in.
Obviously the two were going the same direction, but now he couldn't fuckin go
without looking like he was following the guy. It was all the best kind of
fucked Kidd could have hoped for. The chaos gods were clearly smiling on him
for once.
He waited until Bartolomeo was out of earshot and Cavendish was sulking against
the tree.
“So babyface is chasing some demon dick, huh,” he mused aloud, casting a casual
grin down at the suddenly horrified face below.
“Kidd…?”
“You convince him to fuck you yet?”
Cavendish stumbled upright and cast a frantic look after Bartolomeo. He didn't
call after him though.
“Kidd, shut your fuckin mouth, I… I swear to fuck I will make sure you're the
one strung up on the waypost next time—”
“Guess that's a no. Poor ‘Cav.’” Kidd jumped down from the tree and ambled up
until he was standing over the blond. “A pretty mouth don't get you jack if you
don't know how to use it, huh?”
“I’m…” Cavendish wavered but stood his ground. He cleared his throat angrily.
“Guess I'm not a pro like you.”
Kidd’s grin just widened. “Guess not. Well you know where to come if you need
lessons, prettyboy.”
“Fuck off. As if  I’d  ever have to pay for it.”
“Aw, Cav. I wouldn't charge ya.  You  can suck my dick anytime.”
He scoffed and glared but seemed out of words. His face was red with
embarrassed rage. Kidd needled him a little more—grabbing his chin and pressing
a thumb to his mouth—and Cavendish shoved him away.
Kidd spread his hands and walked on by, strolling up the path away from the
village. He smiled to himself when Cavendish called after him.
“Don’t you fucking dare say shit to anyone about me. You hear me? I'll—”
“Now that,” Kidd paused as though remembering something. “That won't come
free.”
Cavendish eyed him. “What do you want.”
“I'll think of something,” Kidd walked on.
Behind him, the haughty sneer had returned. “Won’t fuckin matter. You'll be
dead in a field soon. Drake's dad's been asking around about who fucked up his
little boy’s face. I hear he broke Drake's arm over it, and he'll do worse to
you.”
“Huh.” Kidd filed that away for later. One fuckin thing at a time.
He left Cavendish standing among the grim black trees, and climbed the path up
toward his distant house. His shoulder still ached and his limbs felt weak, but
he'd maybe stumbled on a way to keep the local strays off his back. At least
for a while.
 
---
 
Kidd breezed in the front door of his house without much worry, but stopped
when he got inside. He felt his senses snap to attention. His mother was
sitting at the table with her feet up, a man at each elbow. Unfamiliar men.
They were lounging around playing some drinking game with little cups and dice.
The men looked up and looked him over. He looked down. Belle threw back the
contents of her cup.
“It’s just the boy. Your turn, big guy.” She nudged the tall, cheerful-looking
man on her left, turning her cup upside down to cover one of his dice.
He chuckled and threw a coin and a die into another cup, then shook and spilled
it out on the table. “Four for me, and tails for the table. I'll take it.”
The other, a smaller man with slicked-back hair, raised a cup to Kidd with a
mocking smile. “Wanna join, boy?”
Kidd didn't bother answering. He evaluated the room: They'd brought peameal and
mutton in payment, enough for both men. The big one had taken his shoes off but
the other hadn't. Belle was winning the game (cheating). Kidd's various hidden
weapons were still in place.
“Like the kid has money for the buy-in,” Belle yawned. “Let him be.”
Kidd went to move past them, heading straight for the door to the other room.
But he was stopped by the smaller man holding a sloshing cup to his chest.
“I got two copper for ya, son. All yours. One round.”
Kidd breathed out heavily.
Belle raised her eyebrows at him. It was two coppers right in her pocket, after
all. He took the cup, and the man dropped two coins into another. Kidd added
two dice to it, shook it, and spilled it out on the table. They went around,
dice and coins clattering. Belle and the tall man exchanged crude remarks. The
small man said nothing, but chucked along. The acrid fumes rising from the cup
burned Kidd’s nose.
Finally, his dice came up lacking, and Belle claimed his coins. Obviously. She
added the copper to her stack and Kidd knocked back the burning liquid in one
swallow.
“What is this horsepiss.” He wiped his mouth.
“Just some cheer from the old world. Have another for your health, boy.”
“Whatever.” Kidd downed the second as smoothly as the first. He turned the cup
over to cover one of the man's dice.
The man grinned. “One more round.”  Pushy.
“Kidd, check on the girls,” Belle directed. He took that as permission to bolt.
“Girls? There's more of you lovely things hiding somewhere?” The tall man
chuckled again.
“Not  that you can fuck,” Kidd shot at him acidly before escaping into the
other room.
“Babies,” Belle clarified to the tall man’s great embarrassment. The pushy man
seemed to find this funny.
 
---
 
The alcohol came back up easy enough, burning like it had on the way down.
The babies were napping peacefully in the darkened bedroom, Nami somehow taking
up most of the bed. He shifted her over and flopped onto the straw pallet.
Stray tendrils of drink and infection swam in his head. Looked like his
shoulder wouldn't get tended to til evening, and he couldn't leave the girls
until the men were gone.
He dozed uneasily until a change in the muffled ambience dinged his tightly-
wound senses. Quiet... Low murmuring, hard breathing.
It fucking grated. He needed out. Needed water.
He blinked and paused once he stepped out the side door. Bright—he’d almost
forgotten it was day.
“Boy.”
Fuck.
The pushy man was leaning on the low stone wall outside the house. “Doesn’t
bother you? Your mother in there getting her hole stuffed?”
Kidd should just stay quiet. Just get the water and get back inside. He
shrugged and crossed to the gap in the wall.
“Nah, not even, huh” the man chuckled. “Kid like you? You’re used to this.”
Kidd stopped and turned to survey the pushy man. No taller than Kidd, and
slighter. He seemed completely at ease, smoking a pipe as he waited his turn,
half drunk, and with his knife worn at the back of his belt—out of the way, but
out of easy reach. It all added up to something less than threatening, but Kidd
had miscalculated before.
“I don't recognize you. Who’s your family,” Kidd asked bluntly.
“Aw, I'm not anyone. I work for the Basils. They're distant cousins.”
Huh. Just some fucking farm hand with a few coppers, and the nerve to be coming
up here, getting all tanked in broad daylight. Okay…  okay.  Kidd glanced
between the house and the road, adding it all up again and again.
The man caught his furtive look, and stepped closer. “So how much.”
“For…?”
“You.”
“Yeah. For what.”
“Let’s say you suck me off.”
“Hah.” Kidd crossed his arms and leaned against the low stone wall. “Let’s see
what you have to work with and I’ll tell ya.”
“Damn right, haha, wait’ll you see this,” the greasy bastard gloated, and
unbuckled himself. “Knew it, fuckin knew it, haha…”
Kidd watched him fumble, expressionless. “Knew what.”
“Folks talk, y’know. Young kid up here, while your mom does what she does. And
easy enough on the eyes, even all scratched up. Must get some attention. Must
either pack a mean punch or swallow cock like hell.”
“One or both.”
“Heheh.” The man pulled his trousers to his knees and smirked like he thought
Kidd should be impressed.
Kidd really wasn’t. He stepped just within reach.
“Hey, you look like you seen some rough action. Maybe a couple extra coppers
and I can knock ya around a little, huh? You like that?”
“Maybe,” Kidd cracked his knuckles.
And drove his fist with all his strength right into the man’s subpar assets.
“Uhhkk… kkkk…” he croaked, doubled over.
A laugh bubbled out of Kidd. He grabbed onto the man’s shirt and drove a knee
up into his stomach. Then another, more vicious, the laugh more of a snarl this
time. He knew he shouldn't leave marks but… this…  Fucker.  Bottom-feeding
fucker.  Thought he smelled easy pickings, did he? Wanted some rough action?
Thought it was all fucking  funny.  Well, it was.
“You not laughing anymore, buddy? All a good joke huh. C’mon, laugh, Ha-HA,
like that,  hahahaa… ”
A final gut punch ended it. The man vomited and crumpled with a weak gurgle.
“Haha… nice. Fuckin nice.” Easy, even. Kidd planted a foot in his back and
handily relieved the pathetic lump of his coin purse. The lump gurgled and
wheezed, facedown in the putrid mess ejected from his stomach.
The victor sat himself cross-legged on top of the wall to count his spoils. It
took a minute… the pouch had some kinda fuckin trick opening, all loops and
shit.
The man regained his breath quickly. “Hhh… Hkkt… He-Hector! Get out here,
HECTOR!!”
Kidd gave him a contemptuous look. “Aw, really? You shitsucker.”
“HECTOR THIS LITTLE FUCK IS ROBBING US.”
The door banged open and the tall man came stumbling out, doing himself up.
Belle darted out soon after and they reached the wall in seconds.
Kidd ignored them. He’d gotten into the purse and was thumbing over the metal
inside. The guy squelching in his own puke on the ground seemed to remember
that his pants were half off, and struggled to get his bruised valuables put
away while the newcomers gawked.
“The FUCK is happening??”
Kidd kept counting out coins. “Perv said he'd give me five copper to kick him
in the nads while he jerked it, so.”
The tall man made a disgusted face.  “Jesus,  Kevin.”
“No! Nono, he’s full of crap! He attacked  me!”  The guy was rolling around
with his dick out, though, so no one believed him.
“Kidd,” Belle scolded, “give the man his purse back.”
Kidd huffed and tilted the coins back into the pouch. “First dickpunch is on
the house, I guess,” he tossed it to the red-faced farmhand.
He caught it and blustered, “You better keep your mouth shut, boy—”
“Oh, that?” Kidd cocked his head like he’d just remembered something.  “That's
gonna cost ya.”
There was silence for a moment. The man fumed. But he tossed the entire purse
back. “Keep it all, you little cocksucker.”
“Sweet. Well, anytime you need your balls crunched—”
“Shut up.” He got himself collected and took off down the hill, back toward the
village.
His tall friend loitered a moment, grumbling.
“You  won’t get your junk pummeled if you come again, big guy. Unless you
wanna,” Belle assured him and he chuckled again. He gave her ass a squeeze and
reluctantly took off after his friend, leaving Belle and Kidd alone.
Belle tapped her fingers on her arm and looked sideways at Kidd as he fiddled
with the purse.
“You're a little too old to be pulling this shit, honey.” She had her ‘warning’
voice on but Kidd was feeling difficult.
“What shit is that.”
“Don’t be smart with me. This perv-punishing shit. Messing with my customers.”
“What, you believe him? You think I jumped him?” He turned to look at her
straight-on, and she was the one who looked away.
“No… fuck. I know what these guys are like. I’m saying there’s other ways you
coulda dealt with his shit, ways that don’t lose me business, and you fuckin
know it.”
Kidd scowled and hunched into himself. Something sick and sharp was washing in
now that the tense vigilance had eased off.  “Business,”  he muttered.
Belle snapped, “Yeah,  business.  The shit that keeps you from starving? The
babies from starving?”
“I know, okay? It’s just. Fucked.”
“Well it’s not  you  getting fucked, is it. All you gotta do is deal with it.
God.  Can't you just help me take care of this fuckin family for once?”
“I…  I am.  I fuckin am…”
“No, you’re taking care of your own private crusade. Well, I need you to
fucking stow it and swallow your fair spoonful of crap every once in a while.”
The babies had woken. They could hear Nami squalling loud and clear, Nojiko
starting up a worried tremor too. Kidd hesitated for a moment, sitting on the
wall with the coin purse. He should be in there, so they weren’t waking up
alone, again.
But he jumped down on the far side of the wall. Away from the house and
everything inside it.
“Oh sure, come home long enough to cause some shit and then take off again,”
Belle complained.
Kidd threw the coin purse at her with a sneer. “Here's for the trouble.”
She tsked and caught it easily by the strings. Just looked at it for a while.
“Kidd,” she called to his retreating back.
“Don't  fuckin  talk to me.”
She shook her head. “Kidd, that fuckin gorilla Diez been asking around after
you. That's not a family to mess with, thought you learned that already. What’s
he after?”
“Dunno, Belle. Maybe he wants a kick in the cunt too.” Kidd walked away.
 
 
Chapter End Notes
     How many different ways can you say ‘dickpunch’?
     This fic is getting way longer than I thought it was gonna be… but
     I'm getting really into writing family stuff and fucked up life
     conditions. Okay NEXT chapter the ship gets actually sailing, stay
     tuned
***** Blood like a blanket *****
Chapter Summary
     Kidd would like to know why Law heals so damn fast. Law doesn't
     remember why, but he starts to remember how.
     Warnings: Very graphic descriptions of an infected wound and
     treatment. If you don't wanna deal with pus or stitches, stop after
     the first break, search ‘relief’ and start there.
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
 
Eustass came back in the middle of the afternoon this time, surprising Law as
he sunned himself on a stone outside the cave.
“What, your uncle let you go early?”
“Nah. I took off. Had to manage some fucked shit.”
“...oookay?” Law watched him stomp past and into the cave. He didn't look any
more messed up than he had that morning. Illness still wafted off him, though,
along with something acrid.
There was banging and indistinct muttering from the cave. Law turned onto his
front and watched curiously.
“What kind of fucked shit,” he called into the darkness.
Eustass snorted, irritable and echoey. “You name it.”
“...Thievery?”
“Oh fuck yes. Fleeced a guy out of his purse then lost it to my mother.
Blackmailed another, that count?”
“Sure. Thuggery?”
“Thumped a perv in the dong.”
Law stifled a laugh. “Hhrm. Dissolution?”
“Drank some old world rotgut and ran support on a rigged dice game.”
“Whoring.”
There was a sharp bang and a scoff from the cave. “In general, yeah, but ~
business~  was shit today.”
“You're completely full of crap. Did you cause the downfall of human society
too?”
Eustass emerged with the kettle and a small bag of stuff that he piled on the
beach. He started gathering driftwood. “Well I fucked up three ox shoes pretty
good, so if Garp’s ox breaks a leg tomorrow and every single celestial noble
starves in the peameal drought, you know who to thank.”
Law did laugh this time. If half of that bullshit was true, the human was an
accomplished scofflaw indeed. That was more trouble in one day than Law had
gotten into in… ever. Ah shit. Monet was right, he was kind of a teacher's pet.
“Is this just what you get up to when you're not enslaving helpless shifters?”
“Yeah… yeah.”
A little driftwood fire had gotten started on the rough stone beach. Eustass
fed bits of long grass into the flames idly, watching them burn and curl. He
looked over at Law. “You manage any fucked shit today?”
Law rolled onto his back on the stone.“Mostly murder. Just the planning part.”
“Oh yeah, still gotta kill me huh. What's the plan now?”
“Okay so,” Law mapped it out with his hands against the blue sky.
“Dismemberment. I get a pair of scissors—”
“...Scissors.”
“Just hear me out. Scissors. I get you up on top of the cliff. By the look of
you, I figure most of you is held together with spit and stitches at this
point…”
Eustass chuckled. “Pretty much.”
“So what I have to do is find the end of all the thread, snip it, then hold
onto it while I push you off the cliff.”
“Ha! What!”
“The stitches all pull out in one go, and you unravel into little pieces that
rain down on the beach.”
Eustass laughed and laughed at this. “How do you come up with this shit!”
Law rolled off the stone and came to sit at the fire too. “I could ask you the
same thing.”
The human chewed his cheek, laughter tapering off. “I wasn't making any of it
up.” He looked the selkie over. “Should check your stitches, speaking of.”
“Ah… yeah I guess.”
He sat still while the human scooted up next to him and examined the wound on
his ribs.
Eustass made a disbelieving noise. “It’s… healed. It's completely fucking
healed already.”
Law looked down at the little raised line. Closed, with no redness or swelling.
The threads were hanging loose. “Oh, so the stitches worked, huh.”
“But stitches don't make you heal faster, they just keep you from popping
open.” He checked the thigh wound too—also closed, only a white crease left.
“I told you, I just heal fast. It usually doesn't leave a mark like that
though,  ugh.”  Law complained. He hadn't gotten a wound as deep as these
before, so that was probably it.
Eustass threw up his hands, “Man, fuck you. That’s so cheap, I woulda been laid
out like forever from something like that.”
“Hm.” Law cast a furtive glance over the other’s marks.
“Guess I'll take out the stitches?” Eustass pulled out his knife. Law jumped a
little, despite himself, and the human hesitated. “Uh… unless you wanna do it
yourself?”
The knife hilt was being held out to Law again. Not a game, he knew now. It was
okay. But he still didn't take it. “I uh… I don't know what to do. Can you
just…?”
“Yeah. You don't have to lie down or anything, it'll only take a minute.”
“Yeah.”
Eustass shuffled closer again, so he was sitting right in front of Law. “I'm
not gonna cut you, just the threads. Okay? See, I'll—”
“Shut up, I know, just do it.”
“Doing it,” he muttered, hunching down to focus on his work.
Law didn't watch the knife this time. He watched the human. Eustass was
frowning in concentration, making his face even more severe than usual. But his
hands were gentle as he fit the tip of the blade through each loop and tugged.
“Did you actually do all that stuff like you said?” Law asked.
“Um. Yeah…” His eyes flicked up for a moment. Red. The irises were the same
color as his hair.
“Where did you go?”
“Just home.”
Law thought about this, but left that line of questioning alone for now.
Eustass was easing the cut threads out slowly, one at a time. Felt so weird,
like a sharp little shiver, like a scab coming off from under the skin. Didn't
hurt, though.
“How did you learn how to do this?”
The human shrugged. “Dunno, guess I just seen my aunt and mom do it enough
times.”
The sewn-up gash peeking through the red hair looked the same as before. Not
healed at all. There was a scab along his temple too, a shallower cut that was
on its way to closing. And white nicks and lines all over. If he healed that
slowly, he must just always have some part of his insides open to the outside.
Law realized he was staring and tsked to himself, looking away. And then back.
Something had been needling him since his meeting with Monet. It had taken a
huge weight off him to talk to her and get a course of action lined up. But as
he thought about their conversation, a different anxiety was starting to creep
in.
“So I hung out with my sister today,” Law started casually.
“The human chaser?”
“No, older sister. Hates humans, almost as much as our father.”
“Kay. So what's up with her.” The human didn’t seem the least bit concerned.
“Well she offered to splat you for me.” Law just threw that out there, watching
for a reaction.
“Heh… I think I'll take the drowning option, if that's cool.” Eustass pulled
out the final thread and threw it into the fire with the rest. He examined the
closed wound with satisfaction before moving away to mess around with the fire.
“Haha… Sure thing.”
Eustass rustled around, setting a kettle of water on to boil and pulling some
scraps of stuff out of his bag. Law sat and ran restless fingers through his
own hair. There was some kind of uncomfortable coldness in the pit of his
stomach. Felt like doubt and. Weirdness. Whatever. He’d analyze it later.
It took him a moment to clue into the weirdness of what the human was up to.
“Wait, why did you make a fire? We're outside. And it's daytime.”
“Ah, there's just… something I gotta do. You don't have to stick around and
entertain me, it's not dark yet.” Eustass wrapped his hand in cloth and pulled
from the fire… his knife, its blade glowing dimly red.
“Whoa, wait, what. Why does the dirk have fire now.”
“Just to clean it. I'll let it cool down before using it. You actually might
wanna be gone for this.”
Law stared at him. “For… what?”
“I got a cut that's all fucked, infected, so I gotta open it up and drain it so
it doesn't poison me.” He pulled off his tunic and gave Law a little half grin.
“Wanna see?”
“Oh hell no.”
“Didn't think so. I’m kinda glad I can't see it myself… it's on my back.”
Law watched, mystified, as Eustass pulled out another needle and thread.
“You're gonna stab yourself in the back and then sew yourself up. Without
looking.”
“Yeah… guess I’ll try, huh.”
“Why don't you ask whoever did the other stitches?”
“Cuz I don't need her help,” Eustass growled. “I've done this before. It's
fine.”
“On your back?”
“Well, no, but whatever.”
Law rolled his eyes and tapped his fingers on his knee. Finally, he laughed to
himself. Or maybe at himself. Whatever, this didn't have to mean anything.
He held out his hand, palm up. “So you gonna let me stab you or what.”
The human raised both eyebrows at this. “I wasn't asking you to do it.”
“Nah but I don't want you to bleed out before giving me my Skin back.” He waved
his fingers. “Gimme that.”
Eustass gave him the dirk.
 
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“Stay still, Eustass-ya.”
Law could see the tension in the human’s back—shoulders hunched up, rising and
falling as he breathed. He could count the protruding vertebrae.
The wound just above his shoulder blade was only a few inches long, but the
seam was a blackened mouth, and the mottled purple-yellow of infected tissue
spread all around it. It had clearly never been treated. Law spread the skin
taut with one hand, making a solid surface for the blade to puncture, and that
alone got a flinch and a soft grunt of pain.
“Okay,” Law reassured himself.
“Fuck,” Eustass braced himself.
Law pressed the knife edge lightly, lightly between the black lips of the
wound, and the flesh buckled up but refused to part.
Eustass urged him on, unsteadily, “Y-you have to actually—”
“I know, shut up,” Law hissed.
“Thought you'd cut up people and everything before.”
“Yeah well a pouch of rot on a living guy is a little different!”
He steeled himself and made a hard, quick slice. Eustass jerked and swore.
Something like bloody gruel leapt out and began streaming down his back.
“Oh GOD!” Law nearly dropped the knife in his scramble to grab the cloth.
“Fuck the rag, just let it run til it's all out,” Eustass grit through clenched
teeth. “Get the edges cut back like I said, hurry up, fuck!”
“Don't tell me what to do!”
“Don't fuck around then!”
Law tried not to breathe in. “Fuuuuhck, smells like rotting meat, I’ll never be
able to eat human again after this.”
“You’ll what?!”
“Stop moving, I swear to Cora I will carve off your entire arm if any of this
gets on me.”
“I'll throttle you until you're made of the stuff if you so much as slip!”
“You’re so full of shit.”
“You're an actual animal—AAAGH! FUCK!”
Law opened it fully, then started cutting back the sickly tissue with slightly
frantic swipes.
“Til you reach stuff that bleeds normally,” Eustass grit out. “And you don't
need to  stab  so much.”
“You fucking ordered me to hurry up so this is actually YOU stabbing you.”
Law sliced and let pieces fall as Eustass flinched and gasped, until there was
more blood than gruel streaming out.
“Okay it's… clean. I think. Gonna rinse it.”
“Ngh.”
“Still with me?”
“Yes.  God.”
Once the flesh in front of him looked more like a fresh battle wound and less
like the inside of a week-dead mussel, Law found his hands much steadier.
“Yeah, that wasn't so bad,” he mused.
Eustass laughed a little hysterically. “Wasn't so bad, he says. Fuck.”
“You're still breathing; you're fine. Okay I'm gonna do the needle torture
now.”
“You're actually enjoying this aren't you.” Eustass accused.
“One of us might as well,” he murmured, threading the steel needle the way the
human had showed him.
He pinched the lips of the wound together and pushed the needle down and
through. A delicate loop, finished with a precise knot, like he'd seen Eustass
do on him, but… better. Then another. It made a  very  satisfying little pop
each time the needle punctured the skin.
Twelve evenly-spaced stitches in a row, and the wound was closed. He cut off
the excess thread and admired his work.
“There. Done.”
Eustass let out a long, shaky breath of deep relief, and put his head in his
hands.
Law hmmed to himself. It was nice—the thread all neat and tight, the wound
reduced to a thin red line.
As Law ran a finger along just under the orderly ribbed line, still red and
inflamed but stitched so neatly… some long-forgotten memory began to surface
from the depths of his mind. Not a fact or event, but a kind of sense memory.
An idea that maybe blood isn’t like a stream, but  like a blanket.  At least,
before knives set it flowing.
“Like… a blanket…” he mouthed to himself, trying to remember. Trying to wrap
his tongue around the name of the  something  swimming slowly, slowly into view
in his mind. It wasn't a name you could say in one breath. More like an
impression of the light in a room you once passed through, long ago; a sense of
vertigo that you could spend your whole life trying to describe but never fully
convey. Like a song he almost almost knew, but all he had was one word.
Blanket.
Law’s finger followed the trail of threads he’d left in the human’s skin, and
more words came bubbling up.
Maybe blood is a blanket. Warmth and vitality wrapping you up all perfect all
tightly woven all deep inside, in the dark of you.
Maybe veins are threads, red warp, blue weft.
A tear in the blanket, a cut, and all the threads scream. Their color bleeds
out and the cold bleeds in… but there's a way to tie them again.
They just need
more blood.
“You’re bleeding,” he murmured to the sore, wilting web of fibers.
“Uh, yeah,” answered Eustass. “You stabbed me a lot.”
“Not you,” Law dismissed him, trying to hold that one idea in his head as he
traced the cut.  “You.  You’re torn. But… you’ll…  mend?”
It was clumsy, it didn't completely heal the wound, but it started to. Law
could almost hear the individual layers of flesh click together. Pop pop
pop—even more satisfying than needles poking through skin. The red line faded
to pink, the swollen tissue eased and cooled.
Eustass felt the change right away. He frowned and rolled his shoulder. “The
hell?? What’d you do? It's like… stuff is… better?”
Law gave him an exasperated shove. “It’s like ‘stuff’ is ‘better,’ he says.
Unbelievable. Poetic. I just called up some dregs of actual fucking spellcraft
I didn't know I knew, and this is what you have to report about the
experience.”
He scolded the human, but Law was almost giddy. He felt like he'd just
uncovered a treasure he'd buried and forgotten. He felt… lightheaded.
“...spellcraft huh.” Eustass thought about this. “This a new thing for you?
Like, just outta nowhere?”
“I don't know?”
Law kept running searching fingers over the scars on Eustass' back and
shoulders, looking for another source of inspiration. Eustass let him, but the
tension was returning to his frame.
“Trafalgar, uh. Doesn't that kinda stuff usually like… cost something? Like,
not that I know shit about it, but I know if you go to a spellworker or witch
or whatever and ask them to fuck with nature for you, there’s usually… some
fucked up exchange?”
“Don't know!” Law grinned at him broadly.
“Um you’re looking… really pale.”
Law keeled over.
 
---
 
He surfaced an eternity later, stiff and cold as hell. But still buzzing with
the image he'd retrieved from some deep inner sea of memory. Blood like a
blanket.  Blood like a blanket.
He was actually under a blanket, he slowly realized. It smelled like land-goers
and damp. But he was still so cold. He lifted his head and his vision swam at
even that movement.
“Still alive, great spellcrafter?” Eustass was sitting next to him, prodding
the fire. They were back in the cave.
“Blood s’like a blanket,” Law slurred at him.
“It’s… what?”
“Also, I think I used a bunch of my own blood to fix your thing.”
“...Oh.”
“Shoulda used yours…” Law grimaced at the shadowed ceiling. It was dark outside
and a fire roared next to them, though Law couldn't feel it. He must have used
up a lot of fucking blood—this was worse than after he’d been cut himself.
Everything was fuzzy.
Eustass pushed a bowl at him. “Trafalgar, you gotta drink this broth, okay?”
“Nooo I don't it tastes so bad.”
He insisted, “Don’t be a shit. If you're low on blood you need to drink stuff.”
“No.”
“Yes.”
“I'm cold.”
“Because you have like no blood in you.” He was about ready to pour it down the
selkie’s throat.
“Ugh.” Law looked around. “Gimme more blankets.”
“You've got both blankets on you.” Eustass shoved the bowl in his face and Law
gave in with a great deal of snark and eye rolling.
He drank, hands shaking, until there was a warm bubble in his belly. But it
wasn't spreading to his limbs. He was  so  fucking cold.
“Eustass-ya?  You're  warm…”
“Yeah, I still got most of my blood in me.”
Law reached a hand out. “Share.”
“...My blood??”
“Your YOU. Come here.”
“There?” Eustass hesitated and Law grabbed his wrist and tugged. “You want…?”
“Lie here and be warm,” the selkie instructed.
“You can't tell me what to do,” the human grumbled. But he shuffled in under
the blankets too, lying stiffly as Law draped himself around his heat.
Law dropped his head onto the broad chest and felt an arm wrap around his back.
A thumb played tentatively over his shoulder. His shivering eased.
“You're like blood,” Law murmured.
The thumb paused. “… … thanks?”
 
 
Chapter End Notes
     The shit I make you sit through to get to the good stuff, right?? But
     what is KidLaw without some tender loving bloodshed
***** Human Skin *****
Chapter Summary
     Law goes browsing through Kidd’s secrets.
     Another shameless scar kink chapter :)
     Warnings: Past torture, past violence, past self harm, explicit sex
     (consensual but still colored by captivity), excruciating adolescent
     awkwardness. A bit of a reverse warning too: the 'rape' tag does NOT
     apply here, and will never apply to the main pairing in this fic.
     Kay? It's there for stuff in arcs 2-3, just wanted to put it up from
     the outset so nobody's blindsided.
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
 
Law woke in the night, knowing, without knowing how, that his blood levels were
restored to normal. The feeling was back in his extremities, his head clear,
the gripping cold gone.
He stayed nestled against Eustass, though. Cuz. Whatever. It was still kinda
cold out, and the human radiated perfect heat. Smelled like it, even… Now that
the infection was gone, Eustass’ scent had settled into steel, charcoal, salt
sweat, dry blood—all warmth and strength, though an edge of injury lingered.
It was that edge, though, that made the mixture so heady.
Law let his fingers wander over the scars arrayed before him. Dim ripples in
the dark. There was one just under Eustass’ collar bone, shaped like a long
finger had pressed into the skin. It felt hard but smooth, like candle wax
melted and then solidified.
A sudden flash assaulted his senses. A memory, but not Law’s.
Pressure and fear and HEAT. Heat like a digging clutching claw, like fat
sizzling and popping in a pan, like your throat raw from screaming too much—
Law jerked his hand away and sucked his bottom lip. He tried another spot.
A trio of short, ragged trails on the human’s shoulder. Indents like a pen
makes in paper. This time it wasn't a glimpse of pain and panic, but fierce
energy. The deep satisfaction of fists connecting with another body, and barely
a sting as uselessly grasping fingernails caught and skidded.
Nice. Exhilarating.
Law peeled the blankets back just a bit and found some interesting ones
patterning his chest and ribs on one side. Long parallel gashes that felt like…
nothing? Cold. Like Law’s fingers had frozen, the nerves deadened.
Most other spots yielded only vague impressions, or told him unfamiliar things.
But it was all still so intoxicating. As though all that easy violence, all
those scars were a liquid he could dip his hands into at will. Pure shots of
something raw. Something he could have.
And yeah. Sure. The human was kinda pretty, as Monet had guessed. The fuck did
she know, though? As if Law would get taken in by something as basic as strong
shoulders and a defined jaw. Baby had collected (and Doffy dispatched) men way
prettier than this before (not that Law had been noticing them or anything).
And none of those shallow dipshits had been remotely as interesting as Law’s
human. As deeply textured.
His hands skipped lower.
A stomach taut and smooth. No scars here, but Law still wanted to touch.
 
---
 
Kidd surfaced somewhere dark, a hand sliding down his body. Panic flared and he
grabbed it, wrenching it back.
Trafalgar’s critical eyes blinked at him from the darkness. “Um.”
The cave. Nighttime. The selkie, sitting at his side, hovering half over him.
Kidd released a shaky breath and let the arm go, thumping his head back on the
mat. “Jesus.”
“Hi.”
“Hi. The fuck?”
“Just um… seeing.”
“Seeing what. If you could give me another heart attack?”
Trafalgar clicked his tongue haughtily but didn’t move away. “I dunno. If I
could remember any other spellcraft stuff from just like, looking at you. It
was when I was doing your stitches that the wound healing thing came back.”
“Hm.” Kidd rose to his elbows. “So can you?”
The selkie put a light finger to the long wax-like scar on Kidd's collar.
“Maybe. I can kinda ‘read’ some things… I think. What's this one from? It felt
hot.”
“Fire poker.”
“And this one?” He brushed the ones like indents in paper.
Kidd raised his eyebrows. “Why don't you tell me, oh great blood mage.”
“Nails? Someone you were beating into the ground, I think.”
He smiled slowly in the dark. “Yeah.”
Trafalgar paused at the more regular slices over the curve of his ribs. “These,
I dunno.”
“Those are nothing.”
The selkie let that go, and moved on to test other spots. He didn't ask
anything else; just touched. Chest. Neck.
Kidd stayed perfectly fucking still. Which was hard, as it became more and more
obvious that spellcraft ~really~ wasn't where this was going. Deft fingers,
cool and light, traced over the raised marks on Kidd's suddenly very overheated
face.
“Your heart's going really fast,” Trafalgar noted quietly.
Fuck.Kidd had been hoping the selkie wouldn't notice how much he was actually
FREAKING OUT.
“...Mhh,” he managed.
“Um. Is this not…? Do you not…?” Trafalgar moved his hand away a little.
“Nono!” Kidd reassured him. “It's uh—”
“No yeah, I just—”
“Yeah no, I mean, if you—”
“I… yeah.”
“Yeah.” [1]
But the selkie still hesitated.
Kidd sat up so they were almost face to face. “Whatever you wanna,” he
prompted.
“Maybe you… whatever?” Trafalgar suggested.
“Kay, like, ‘whatever’ whatever or?”
“Just… yeah, whatever.”
“Mh.” [2]
Okay. Kidd swallowed a couple times. The selkie's face was a smooth crescent in
the dim light reflecting from the water outside. It was probably for the best
that Kidd couldn't see him, how completely perfect he was, what kind of face he
was making. He could just see wide, wide eyes following his.
Kidd leaned in until he could feel little breaths on his lips. Their noses
brushed.
Trafalgar seemed to suddenly realize what Kidd was going for. “But not! Um, not
my mouth. I don't like… there.”
“O-okay.” Kidd tried not to fucking panic.
“Whatever else.”
He collected himself and chose another spot. He could practically taste
Trafalgar’s pulse speed up, but there was no protest this time.
Kidd kissed him where his neck met his ear, and the selkie just fucking melted
against him with a sound like his breath fluttering away. He tasted like sea
salt and wood smoke. The tail end of the long scar from that black knife was
smooth under Kidd's lips.
“Fuck… yeah,” the selkie breathed as Kidd cradled his head and pressed more
kisses down his neck.
“Can you… put your hands on me too? More, like before,” Kidd urged him.
“What should I, how should I…?”
“However you want. Anything you want.”
His hands hesitantly made their subtle trails over Kidd's scars again. “Does
this uh, do anything for you? Can you feel stuff in your scars?”
“Not right right on them. Not really. But I just like how… how you do it all
lightly.”
Kidd put his mouth everywhere he could reach without moving too much, and
Trafalgar’s hands started to stutter over his skin, distracted.
“Okay,” Trafalgar huffed finally, like he was irritated or something. He pulled
away and shifted as though to get up.
“What. Is everythi—uh—whoa—”
Kidd suddenly had a lap full of selkie, which was…. whoa.
“Okay, yeah,” Kidd approved.
“Yeah? Okay good.” Trafalgar settled flush against him, straddling his thighs,
arms around his neck. All friction and greed.
It was really obvious, like this, how hard they both were. Frantic, over-
sensitive, needy hard. Kidd wrapped both arms around his waist and pressed them
tight against each other. Partly to get as much contact as possible and partly
to still the selkie's movements. Fuck, had to be careful not to just come like
that. Like a fucking virgin or something.
“God, you feel so good, everything, god,” Kidd groaned. “You’re just… you're
fuckin—”
“Hey. Mouth. Mouth stuff.”
Kidd almost laughed out loud. He shut up, as directed, and put his mouth back
to the smooth, heated skin. He sucked marks as deeply as he could, so that
maybe some of them would still be there in the morning.
Their skin was sliding and sticking. Kidd didn't even know what he was kissing
anymore, just that all of it tasted like arousal, animal want.
That was a rib, though. Its newly healed scar. And a belly button. Okay, they
were toppled over on the ground and Trafalgar’s hands were in his hair.
“Just move it aside,” the selkie panted when Kidd got to his cloth thing.
“No, I want it all off,” Kidd fumbled with the belt thing and the pouch things.
“Jesus, what is this, is it all tied on?”
“Oh my god. Move, move. Here.”
“Can't you just wear pants?”
“Shut up, pants are dumb. Lose yours.”
Trafalgar shoved his own clothes off and out of the way and then started
shoving at Kidd’s as he was fumbling them off.
“Just a fuckin second, can you fuckin wait—”
“Are you having trouble operating the pants?”
Kidd flipped him on his back for that, which seemed to entertain the selkie.
He laughed and wrapped his legs around Kidd. “I let you do that.”
“You're fulla shit.” Kidd slid down and got his mouth on his dick, finally,
before Trafalgar had a chance to come up with a retort.
“Ahh! God, that's fuckin, just… that's…”
Kidd allowed himself a smug little grin around the dick in his mouth. He was,
after all, very good at this. And the selkie was like no one he'd ever had. How
was it possible that something could feel so good just to touch? Kidd ran
calloused hands over him greedily. All subtle muscles and sun-darkened skin
tapering smoothly down to long legs, hidden softness. He had an expressive
body, Kidd's selkie. Even if he was trying to stay quiet. He was leaking sweet
little beads of precum, arching up against him, seeking more pressure, more
heat. Kidd could probably make him come any time now, but… he wanted even more
of him. He pulled back to look him over.
The selkie blinked and looked back, wound tight with want and panting open-
mouthed. The human's gaze seemed to make him suddenly nervous, though.
“Does it… will it hurt?”
“You never…?” Kidd questioned.
He shook his head.
“Getting fucked… yeah, always. Less if you're used to it, but…”
Trafalgar let out a shaky laugh. “I'm not afraid of a little pain, Eustass.”
“Didn't say you were.”
“You wanna fuck me?”
“Whatever you want,” Kidd deflected.
He palmed over the other's cock, and it throbbed under his hand. All of him was
so so open and willing… and Kidd really really did wanna fuck him. Wanted to
fit into him perfect and tight, feel them melt together like that moment he'd
first put his lips to his neck.
And then there was this nagging, intrusive other part of him. Just a vague
thing in the back of his mind right now, but still always there. It wanted to
do what he'd threatened days before—force him open, wreck his hole, pound him
again and again until he was like raw meat. He could, it told him, he could do
anything…
He fuckin hated that part of himself. Hated.
“You wanna do it. So do it,” the selkie challenged.
“Um, I actually wanna try something else,” Kidd said, leaning in so he was
hovering over him.
“Like what.”
“It won't hurt,” Kidd assured him.
“I said I didn't care. I can take it. I wanna fuck.”
“Yeah, let's just do it this way, though?”
“Okay?”
Kidd put a hand to his knee. “Open your legs.”
A full-body shiver worked through the selkie at the order, but he didn't
protest. He let Kidd guide his legs apart. Kidd settled himself in the cleft,
hips flush against the spread thighs.
“Lie back.”
He laid back on the mat as Kidd eased his weight overtop of him. Their breath
came fast and hot in the space between their faces.
“You are gonna fuck me?”
“Nono, just gimme your hands. Here.”
“You're… big,” Trafalgar breathed nervously as Kidd guided his hands to fit in
a tight circle around both their cocks. They were both so hard, wet from Kidd's
mouth. They slid against each other with a slick sound.
“Just hold us like that. Kay? Just…” Kidd pulled back a little before pressing
down with his body, grinding them together.
“Ahh… Eustass… nhhh…”With a shuddering sigh, the selkie relaxed under him all
at once, his head falling back and his shoulders unknotting, all of him just
opening completely. Kidd sank against him in response, with a feeling like…
like relief and pain at the same time. He moved slowly, trying to make it all
last.
“Good?” he whispered.
“Good… god, it’s good, you’re, you’re perfect… nothing like him, everything
about you feels good…”
Something caught in Kidd’s throat. “Y-you too.”
 
 
Chapter End Notes
     [1] Law: um wanna fuck / Kidd: yeah / Law: okay
     [2] Kidd: um wanna top / Law: no you / Kidd: okay
     Also laughing at the thought of law making scorecards for each of
     Baby's pretty snags. just evaluating the man meat very objectively,
     adding up points for shoulder to waist ratio and butt pertness, and
     then just writing BOOORING across each
***** Endsummer night *****
Chapter Summary
     Make the night last, loves. You know the sun never rises on better
     things.
     Warnings: explicit sex, implied past abuse (sorry about the sudden
     gut shot at the end of last chapter, it'll keep coming up though)
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
 
It didn't take long for the selkie to come like that. The only advance warning
was a catch in his breathing. And then he was shuddering and twisting under
Kidd, open-mouthed but making no sound, and Kidd was hit with his own climax
like a fucking rock to the head.
“Fuck… Fuck!” He rested his forehead on Trafalgar's shoulder while spots
exploded behind his eyes.
“Eustass… Eustass, Eustass…” the selkie was panting, still and spent.
“Mmn,” Kidd managed. He was limp too, draped heavily over the smaller body.
Everything was oversensitive.
“...Eustass…”
“Mm?”
“...Mmm.”
Holy shit, even his little sounds were perfect. Kidd pressed another line of
kisses to his selkie's collar bone and Trafalgar twitched.
“Ahhh, okay, too ticklish, done.”
“Fine,” Kidd rolled off with a little smile. They lay there next to each other,
just breathing and feeling the sweat dry on their skin.
Also the… yeah.
“Oh my god it's like a fucking sea slug exploded,” Trafalgar complained, once
he'd recovered use of his words. “This is your fault.”
“My fault? Half of that is your slug.”
“All your doing,” he smirked.
“...Yeah, heh.”
Kidd felt around for a cloth or his shirt or something, but the selkie was
suddenly tugging him to his feet.
“Up, let's go.”
“Let's? What? Go where now?”
“To clean off. We're gross.”
“Oh fuck naw—” Kidd protested, but let himself be dragged out of the cave and
down to the water.
It was cold. Overhead, the last of the summer constellations were cycling low
toward the horizon—the thief and the lamb. The moon was almost black. It
reflected eerily on the surging night waves.
“C’mon. Water.”
“Not happening.”
“Oh my god, do humans not even bathe?”
Kidd stubbornly stopped ankle deep with his arms crossed. “Not in the middle of
the night in the freezing fucking ocean.”
Trafalgar was already in the water. “The cold won't kill you. It's good for
you.”
“And there's creepy stuff lurking in there that'll bite your dick off.”
“Hah! I guarantee I'm the only thing lurking in here for miles around.”
“Yeah.”
Trafalgar splashed him. “Get in the damn water.”
“Can't. Selkies will bite my dick off.”
“Selkies will bite your dick off if you don't.”
“Well fuck.”
The selkie pulled him in and he went with a heavy sigh. He waded out until he
was shoulder deep, Trafalgar swimming in lazy circles around him.
“C’mon, deeper, swim with me,” he put his arms around the human’s neck.
“Promise I won’t drown you.”
Kidd pulled him close and felt long legs wrap around his waist. “I could
probably get good and drowned all on my own.”
“Can’t you swim? You have arms and stuff.  I  can swim in this form.”
“You’re a fish.”
“I’m not a fish!”
The selkie contented himself just bobbing in the waves against his human,
examining once again the scars he’d found so fascinating before. They stood out
even more in the cold.
“You like those, huh,” Kidd couldn’t help but preen a little.
“On you, yeah. Can I try putting my mouth on them?”
“Yeah, whatever. Thought you didn’t like doing stuff with your mouth, though?”
“Well, just.” Trafalgar traced a long one with a light finger. “I dunno. I
don’t want anyone doing stuff to my face. If you stay still though, it’s fine.
Then it’s me doing stuff to you.”
“Mm…” Kidd closed his eyes while cool lips searched around his neck.
“You like this?” the selkie’s tongue flitted over a line crossing his cheek.
“Weird but yeah, heh.”
“How did you come up with that way of doing it? Just rubbing together like
that.”
“I dunno. Just a thing people do.”
“You’ve done it before?” the selkie asked sharply.
“Uhhh, I’ve…” Kidd looked away, “done a lot of stuff.”
“So I’m not your first,” he seemed disappointed. Kidd wanted to tell him that
he fuckin wished he had been.
“Well… you’re, um. You’re the first that I… actually…”
“That you…?”
“Thaaa… Iiiii… blblblblbl,” Kidd sank down until he was mumbling in the water.
Trafalgar arched an eyebrow at him again and he came back up. “Next question,”
he decided.
“Okay. You gotta answer this one, though. How old are you?” Trafalgar floated
around so he was hanging onto Kidd’s back, sharp chin resting on his shoulder.
“…Seventeen?” Kidd tried.
“Are you? No you're not. Are you?”
“… … maybe actually sixteen?”
“For real?”
“… … …Fifteen. I’m fifteen.”
“What! But you’re taller than me and… and I've been taking orders from someone
younger than me??”
“Yeah, haha.” Kidd got himself a sharp bang in the shoulder. “Ow. Why, how old
are you?”
“Sixteen. Are all humans as tall as you?”
“Nah. I’m already taller than most men in the village.”
The selkie was silent, and Kidd shifted around so they were facing again. He
couldn’t see exactly, but Kidd was pretty sure he was semi-sulking. Which was
actually adorable.
“Can't believe you're fifteen.”
“I’m sixteen in fish years, though.”
The selkie splashed him, but smiled.
 
---
 
Their teasing closeness was getting to Kidd despite the cold. The selkie was
well aware of it, too—brushing up against him, running testing fingers along
his length under the water.
Kidd got him up against one of the boulders sticking half out of the water. The
selkie shivered and strained to meet his touch while Kidd worked a slow hand
over his dick. He’d relaxed right into Kidd’s hands this time, no trace of
nervousness.
“You can fuck me. I told you, I wanna.”
“Later. Don't have oil.”
The thought sent a thrill through Kidd, though. He could imagine how it'd be to
just fuck him like this. He'd be gasping Kidd's real name this time, while he
took his cock deeper and deeper. It’d feel so fucking good…
…for Kidd, though. Never for the one getting fucked. Maybe the selkie thought
he wanted it, in the heat of things, but he didn't know what it was like. And
anyway, making him want it was a million times better than making him take it.
All it took to fuck someone was a dick and half a chance; getting them off took
fuckin skill.
Kidd drew things out just long enough to make the selkie all impatient and
demanding, and then lifted him up onto the boulder to finish him with his
mouth. That made him twist and gasp, and Kidd had to grab onto his thighs and
push them back against the stone.  Trafalgar went still and quiet as he came. A
smooth arch, holding himself taut against the pressure of his release. And then
he was collapsing, gulping air. Laughing.
“Whoa, did you just swallow it?” Trafalgar asked in astonishment. He sat up and
dangled his feet in the water, on either side of Kidd.
“Mhm.” Kidd rested his head against the tan chest while he brought himself off
too. Light fingers eased over his skin and he spilled into the water with a
deep sigh.
“Doesn’t it taste bad?”
“Nah. You taste good.”
Trafalgar seemed to find that funny. “So now I know what you actually wanted me
for all along. To fuckin eat me.”
“Heh! Yeah...”
They lapsed into quietness.
The selkie swished his legs in the water and gazed off toward the dark horizon
and its waning constellations. He seemed to be listening to something in the
slow surge of water on stone. His fingers wandered thoughtfully through Kidd’s
hair.
Kidd wrapped his arms around the selkie's waist and just stayed there, head to
his chest. It was just now occurring to him that this feeling was contentment.
Maybe happiness? Probably not. Maybe.
“You're all sleepy,” Trafalgar mused, turning his attention back to the human
glomped onto his middle.
“Oh maybe that's it.”
“Or freezing to death.”
“Prolly, yeah.”
“Kay, cmon.”
They returned to the warmth of the cave and each other. Without saying anything
about it, they arranged themselves back as they’d been before, the selkie’s
head resting on his human’s shoulder and the human’s arm around his selkie’s
back. They fell asleep almost instantly.
 
 
Chapter End Notes
     Maybe it's happiness; maybe it's ~hypothermia~
     and okay I KNOW they're actually three years apart but whatever. The
     age difference this young was like yehhh I dunnoooo
***** Dreaming and waking 2 *****
Chapter Summary
     The visions deepen.
     No warnings.
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
 
This time the dream was sharp, clear. And he wasn't afraid.
Law knew where to find the thread now. He hurried down the beach, following the
stars. The slaughtered lamb was setting low to his left, and the virtuous thief
after it. Ascending at his right was the knife.
The thread was waiting for him where he knew it would be, trailing into the
water. He wrapped it around his fist and began pulling on it.
It was heavy, slow. But gradually, gradually, something swam into sight from
the depths. He pulled and pulled, and the first piece emerged.
A hand, severed at the wrist.
Law could tell there was more further down the line, but it was too heavy for
him to lift any more. He untangled the hand and held it up.
Tan skin. A strange tattoo on the back like a cross and a circle. And clutched
between two fingers: a needle.
 
---
 
There seemed to be no start and no end to the dream. Kidd found himself back in
that skull-ship, sitting at the bow, watching the ocean floor speed past in a
gentle blur. If he reached his hand down he could almost skim the tips of the
waving seagrass. The longer he gazed at it the dimmer were his recollections of
the surface. This was all there’d ever been.
Seagrass… the sea… and nothing. Perfect.
And then a shadow.
Kidd sat bolt upright. There’d been a dark figure in the seagrass. He’d only
caught a glimpse as the ship sped by, but he swore it’d been someone he knew.
He didn’t know who, but its twisted face was familiar.
Another shadow, closer this time. It was reaching for the ship with desperate
arms, mouth open.
Then one loomed directly in front of them and Kidd braced for an impact… but
they went right through it. Kidd saw this one’s face as it sped by and
disappeared into the darkness behind them.
“Uncle?”
There were more. All shadows, substanceless and reaching. Some he knew and some
he didn’t. They increased until their reaching arms overtook the seagrass, and
Kidd was sailing along on an undersea current of the desperate dead.
 
Chapter End Notes
     Short, short, super short, but a long chapter after this, hopefully
     this weekend.
***** Good sons 1 *****
Chapter Summary
     Nothing fucks you up like family.
     No warnings. I broke this chapter in two so enjoy this last bit of
     lighter fare before we get to the heavy stuff
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
 
Kidd woke unsettled. He lay still a moment before opening his eyes, dwelling on
that sea of waving shadow arms. An eerie turn… but somehow the memory of it was
still peaceful. Eventually he sighed and opened his eyes.
The selkie was looking at him, still nestled at his side. “Hi.”
“Hi. You haven’t killed me yet, huh.”
“Yeah if you died I’d get cold, so.”
“Yeah.” Kidd flopped them both over so Trafalgar was the one on his back with
Kidd starfished overtop of him.
“Ugh,” the selkie complained at this. “Now it’s too hot. You’re heavy.”
“Mmf.”
“Get off.”
“Mmmfff.”
“I’m older than you. Do what I sayyy.”
“Pff, ain't how shit wor—” the world did a spinny thing and Kidd found himself
in a heap several feet away from Trafalgar, who was poised in a tight crouch.
“Okay well I’m stronger, so do what I say,” the selkie grinned widely.
“Like hell are you stronger!” Kidd tried to grapple him but got himself flipped
the other way.
“Told you I let you take me down last night.”
A couple more failed attempts to get him back on the ground and Kidd was
feeling pretty fucking put out. Not that he was gonna be all sore about it cuz
that would mean admitting he was getting his ass kicked. But he was definitely
a little sullen by the time the selkie decided they were done and just sat on
his chest.
“Yeah, great, very nice,” Kidd mumbled in defeat.
Trafalgar laughed and went to untangle his clothes from the heap that’d been
tossed across the cave the night before.
That was the third time the serious boy had laughed since the night before, and
it made Kidd’s heart do. Stuff. He was  almost  inclined to forgive the fucker
for being so goddamn cheerful about winning the grappling match.
Kidd caught and pulled on the trousers and tunic thrown his way. “You probably
got crazy combat powers too. Cheap fucker.”
“Not even. I’ve just been, you know, training since I was six. Ugh, I’m so out
of practice though, my form is all sloppy, right?”
“...No.”
“I mean, that second throw, you really—”
“Nope.”
“Almost  had me there. Like, really close—”
“Trafalgar you suck SO much fish dick—” [1]
“And I totally left myself open after the third—”
“LEAVING.”
“Okay cool see you tonight.”
Kidd stomped a little on his way out of the cave. He was actually pretty late
to the smithy. They’d kinda overslept and—
“Holy FUCKING SH—uh,” he stopped in his tracks as soon as he emerged into
daylight. There was a… thing. Looking at him. “Hey Trafalgar?”
“Eustass-ya.”
“There’s a… thing here. For you.”
“What thing.”
Kidd eyed the humanoid mass of white-brown feathers and  deeply  unimpressed
yellow eyes. “Some fuckin feathered freakshow, I don’t even—jesus!—fuck!” He
backed away down the beach as it beat its massive wings at him.
There was quiet swearing from the cave. “Fucking tell it I’m busy.”
“Nah I ain’t telling it shit. All yours.” The harpy-looking thing didn’t seem
to be interested in following him, so Kidd figured it was safe to turn his back
and get the hell out of there. This was probably the big sister, and he really
didn’t wanna find out if Trafalgar had been serious about the splatting thing.
 
---
 
Law’s good mood turned abruptly to nerves. He pulled the leggings on and retied
the belt and pouches, taking his time… but not too much. He was dying to hear
news of his offer to the witch, but also mortified that Monet had fucking shown
up RIGHT at this moment. On purpose, for sure.
He got his indifferent act on straight and walked out into the sharp glare of
the sun.
“So you got some, huh. Congrats.” Monet was perched directly at eye level on a
ledge outside the cave, her half-feathered form as shocking as usual. She
looked over the little marks on his chest and neck with amusement.
He’d forgotten about those. He felt his face heating again. “Oh my god shut
up.”
“No judgement.” That was a fucking lie if he'd ever heard one. Monet shrugged
and looked back down the beach to where the human had disappeared. “I suppose
he  is  pretty, in a way. Not what I expected, though.”
“And what was it you expected. Wait, don't answer that.”
“Ohhhhhh… I dunno.” she ruffled her feathers in mock thoughtfulness, “Tall,
blond. Older.”
“Could you  seriously  not?” Law grumbled.
She giggled at his discomfort, but after a moment her amusement tapered off and
she bit her lip. “Just don't get too taken in. Okay? Have your fun before shit
falls down and we have to splat him.”
“No, Monet, it's not like that. No splatting.”
“Law. It's. Always like that.”
“ Monet.”
“You've seen Baby go through this enough. I didn't think you'd fall for the
same tired shit.” The analyzing look was a stern, authoritative one now.
God, Law hated that look. “Don’t you fuckin scold me. This is nothing like
Baby's bullshit.”
“So you're  not  getting all gooey about literally the first man you bump into
once you get outside the nest? Hm?”
“He’s not the… uh…”
She examined her talons. “I mean, it's okay, firsts are a thing. Just have some
self awareness?”
“Just mind your own business!”
“Hmph. You're the one who got me involved in your business to begin with. And
you need me. Who else is gonna keep Doffy and Vergo clear while you get cozy
with your human in broad daylight?”
Law squirmed. “I'll pay you back for all that stuff.”
“Aw little brother… that's not the point.” She looked away, down the beach
again. “Just remember that stuff like this—pretty little diversions—they don't
stay. They don't care. They don't  matter.  Not like your family.”
“I  know  that.”
“He'll steal you,” she hissed, and the air around Law suddenly became freezing.
“He won't.”
“I'll  kill  him if you go.”
She would, is the thing.
Law held her gaze with that superior coolness he knew drove her crazy. But he
DID need her, so he didn't antagonize her. “I'm not going anywhere,” he
reassured her. “Just leave him alone. And if splatting becomes necessary, I'm
fully capable of doing it without your help.”
She scoffed and flapped her wings in irritation, stirring up the pebble ground.
Frost flowered around her. But after a momentary burst of anger she settled
back down and seemed to let the issue go.
“We’ll see soon enough,” she muttered, cracking her neck.
“I guess so. It's only another two days until I'm supposed to return. And by
then I'll have the Skin.  And…?”  he prompted.
“And yeah. A lifted curse. This, you  do  owe me for. That woman is
terrifying.”
“So she’ll meet me, then!”
“Yes she will.” The little smile returned to Monet’s face. She tipped a small
pouch into his hand. “She found the offer  very  attractive and she agreed to
meet you tomorrow. Sunrise.”
Law considered the lock of dark hair inside the pouch, trying not to let his
excitement cloud his judgement. “Okay. I'll need to get the human distracted…”
“And get the Skin.” She raised her eyebrows at him. “No waiting for the human,
Law. If you want her to lift the curse you'll need to have the actual thing
there.”
“Uhhh…”
“So. Do you want me to tell you where it is or are you still all, ahem, wrapped
up in the romance of this benevolent captor thing.”
“I am  not!  Wait, where. How...”
She shrugged a little too dramatically and set about grooming her pinion
feathers again.
“Monet, where.”
“In plain sight, really. He's not very smart is he.”
Law would have a stinging rebuttal for this, but he didn't wanna seem like he
was defending the human or anything. He was NOT getting taken in. Just having a
thing to himself for once. Was that so fucking bad?
“You’re enjoying lording this over me a little too much,” he accused.
“Yeah. Aw, but I'll tell you where it is, Little Law. Okay? After you do my
hair again!” She broke into a toothy grin.
 
---
 
Law gazed up the towering black cliff face after Monet had gone, and grumbled
to himself. She hadn’t exactly told him where the Skin was, only primly
admonished him to “look up more.” Which was some typical Monet bullshit. Girl
took every opportunity to make him feel like an idiot.
He started up the path where the human disappeared every day. A narrow crack in
the cliff with rubble tumbled down in just the right way to create a natural
stair. He had to climb almost straight up in some places, and then shimmy up a
hidden rope for the final bit, but he gained the top without slipping.
On top of the cliff, the wind was hard, threatening to send him back over the
edge.  God  he hated heights.
The clifftop sloped smoothly down and away before him, all black stone and
waving, scrubby yellow grass. And in the distance below, a human village
sprawled along the foot of a low mountain. There was one path leading away
toward the village, but another that looped back along the edge of the cliff.
He followed this one, trying not to look at the drop way, way down…
Until the path seemed to veer straight over the edge. Law peered over. There
was a long ledge hidden below. A really really fucking narrow one. It traced a
precarious path down to the right and around a bend. Fucking great… He steeled
himself and clambered down backwards, feeling with a foot until he found the
ledge. He had to lean close to the rock face to keep his balance. The wind
unbalanced him, and he tried not to think of Baby's splatted human lover
plummeting off that other cliff—arms and legs reaching and reaching at nothing.
Finally he rounded the bend and came to a wide flat space sheltered under an
overhang, like a shallow cave. Inside, stones were arranged into a bench, and a
fire pit with charred bones. Law practically threw himself into its recesses
with relief.
And there, folded next to a stone… his Skin. Seeing it at last, he was flooded
with sudden anger.
‘Plain  fucking  sight,’ was it? For a fucking bird, maybe. It occurred to him
that Monet could have just fucking come up and gotten the Skin for him, as
easily as scratching her ass. But she had wanted him to make the precarious
trip. She knew how much he hated heights. She was probably hoping that this
little exercise would make him resent Eustass.
Which he was starting to, yeah. What kind of human just hung out up here inches
from a deadly drop? And nevermind that, what kind of fifteen year old captured
and kept a trained killer for company, and then left his only piece of
insurance exposed and unguarded? Unstable, thrill-seeking ones with a fucking
deathwish, that's what kind. Well Law wasn't a fucking carnival game for the
bored and maladjusted. [2]
Law picked up the Skin and turned it over in his hands. It was as lifeless as
it had been days before. But at least it was  his  again. For whatever that was
worth now. And if he couldn’t get the curse lifted from it, it was worth worse
than his life. He wouldn’t be able to shift, but others could still use it to
control him. Like they were doing now, the human and the harpy both. Not
through compulsion but manipulation. All these messed up little games…
He looked at it for a long time. Then he came to a decision.
He folded it up in a neat little package and tied it to his back before making
the terrifying journey back down.
 
Chapter End Notes
     [1] say “fish stick” ten times fast
     [2] lol yes he is
***** Good sons 2 *****
Chapter Summary
     It was always a sure thing that at least one of Kidd’s little crimes
     would come ricocheting back.
     Difficult chapter.
     Warnings: very graphic violence, very graphic description of injuries
     and treatment, implied physical abuse by a parent, implied sexual
     violence, prostitution under duress / compromised consent
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
 
The first fucked up thing Kidd ran into on his usual commute down catastrophe
corridor was the cat killer.  And … his father, the Kizaru family patriarch:
fourth of the eight councillors that led their little village, chief justice,
and notoriously cruel asshole.
Kidd had a moment of utter, paralyzing panic before his brain registered the
rest of the scene.
The cat killer and his brother (Kizaru's legitimate son) were hauling
Bartolomeo between them, apparently taking him to the village center.
Bartolomeo looked sullen and defiant. He saw Kidd but scowled and looked away.
The elder of the Kizaru sons didn't seem to notice Kidd (maybe his nose was
stuck too high in the air), and the cat killer didn't seem to notice anything
around him at all. He just kept a tight grip on the young delinquent and
followed his father with a look of blank boredom.
But Kizaru threw Kidd a menacing grin.
And then passed him by without comment.
The group went away toward the village center, where a heavy bell was being
rung to summon council. Kidd watched them go with a dry mouth, and a sense of
relief that was probably premature.
 
===============================================================================
 
The second fucked up thing he found in his path was the pack. But they seemed
aimless without Bartolomeo. They were lounging around at the waypost trying to
hit a crossing turtle with stones. None of them were getting it.
They stumbled to their feet and looked at each other when Kidd appeared.
“Fuckin ignore him,” Cavendish directed them from his slouched position atop
the nearby stone wall. “Unless you all wanna join Bartolomeo in the council
house.”
They didn't seem into the idea, so they sat back down and just watched Kidd
pass by. Cavendish’s eyes were both threatening and pleading, which suddenly
struck Kidd as funny.
He laughed and went on, counting his steps until he was sure they weren't
following him.
 
===============================================================================
 
Kidd made it to his uncle's smithy and figured he was clear of fucked up shit.
He heard voices instead of hammering as he approached. He paused outside. Two
unfamiliar female voices were talking in low, urgent tones with Muriel and
Genzo.
“We’ll talk payment after. Sit him here. Get the sleeve cut away.”
“Boy, come now, lift it just a bit…”
“It’s been a whole day. If it’s started to turn…”
So the smithy was a surgery for the day, then. His uncle was often called upon
to set broken bones, having a strong arm and a stronger stomach. The patients
usually didn’t want Kidd assisting, though, so he was probably off the hook. He
paused, wondering if it'd be all day and he could just go back and hang out
with the selkie or…
Muriel bustled out and caught him standing there.
“Boy. You’re needed in there.” Her round, stern face was grim, and she didn’t
even bother with a disapproving look or a scolding over his lateness.
“They actually want me there?”
“No, but it’s going to take the two of you. Get. And keep your smart mouth
buttoned.”
Kidd slouched into the dark interior and found two well-dressed women hovering
around a small figure by the anvil. The patient was hunched in pain and
breathing fast.
It was Drake. And he was  fucked  up.
The cut Kidd had made on his face was neatly stitched, and looked well on its
way to healing. But other, fresh cuts and scrapes had not been treated at all.
One of his eyes was swollen nearly shut. His left arm was tucked tight against
him, the wrist at an odd angle.
Kidd stopped. Drake didn’t seem to notice him. The women did, though.
“Genzo, I do not think  his  help is required,” frowned the taller one, an
imperious, elderly lady with a square face.
“It is, ma’am. Unless you wanna run and get another hand, but you say you want
this done quiet.”
“It’s inappropriate. When he’s the cause of this trouble, I’ve no doubt.”
Genzo kept his tone conversational while he readied bandages and splints. “That
what young Drake said?”
She pursed her lips. “No, he’s not said a word on the matter. But—”
“Kidd, the leather piece,” Genzo directed.
At the sound of Kidd’s name, Drake startled and looked around. He met Kidd’s
eyes and just stared, suddenly agitated. Kidd flicked his eyes around to the
other figures in the room—the disapproving crone pretending not to notice him
now, Genzo preparing shears and cloth, and a small, young-ish woman who
reminded Kidd of nothing more than a cornered mouse. An older sister? Not
Diez's wife anyway. She was hovering by Drake’s shoulder, patting his other arm
and trying not to look at anyone.
Kidd went to get the leather piece off the wall. A thick strip of hide with
deep teeth marks. Genzo was cutting open Drake’s shirt to the elbow.
“Kidd,” Drake said suddenly, in a shaky voice. “You have to get somewhere.”
“See? The boy can’t even stand to have him here,” the grandmotherly one
declared.
“Maam, think you’d best wait in the house with the missus,” Genzo suggested.
“This won’t be pretty.”
The prim woman scowled but reconsidered the dark surroundings and panicked boy.
“Girl, come,” she summoned the other as she turned to leave. The mousey girl
snuffled, but patted Drake once more and followed the older woman out the
smithy door.
“You’re on that end, I’ll set it,” Genzo directed Kidd toward Drake’s other
side.
“Kidd, it’s my dad, just gets crazy and, and—” Drake started rambling.
“Yeah,” Kidd muttered, not looking at him.
“Your dad’s work, this?” Genzo questioned. Drake looked up at him but went
quiet.
The forearm was twisted in the middle, the flesh around it swollen and
purpling. Looked weirdly shortened. Genzo sighed and lifted the arm at the
shoulder so it rested on the anvil. Drake went white and jerked away with a
shout.
“Hold him,” Genzo ordered.
Kidd grabbed Drake’s other wrist and viced his whole upper body to the chair
with his arms. Drake panicked at this and tried to shake him off, but there
really wasn’t much a scrawny kid like him could do under a blacksmith’s hold.
“It only hurts for a second,” Kidd lied. It had only hurt for a second when
Kidd had had his leg done, but that’s because he’d passed out.
“Bite this, boy,” Genzo offered the leather piece. Drake looked at him in
terror, but then nodded and bit down on it. He stopped struggling and steeled
himself.
No one sits still when their bones are being dragged through their own tissues,
though. When you break both bones of the forearm like that, there’s nothing to
stop the muscles from contracting so they pull the broken pieces alongside each
other. If it’s bad, they start to twist and tear everything.
Genzo nodded to Kidd, then hauled the arm straight out on its tendons, like
pulling back a slingshot. Drake screamed around the leather bit, and Kidd
leaned all his weight into anchoring him. Genzo held it, then twisted it back
into alignment, and Drake lost it, struggling and screaming. Another pull and a
push and the bones were back in place. On the first try, too. The old man was a
deft hand at bonesetting, though Drake was in no state to appreciate this.
The kid was delirious with pain while Genzo tied the splints on and folded the
arm back against his chest. But he came around when they were tying it firmly
in place with a sling and a few rolled pieces of cloth. He hadn’t passed out
after all. Guy had grit.
“Kidd,” he tried again once Genzo had gone to get the ladies and discuss
payment. “My dad, I didn’t say anything but he’s looking for you—”
“I know,” Kidd said shortly. He was packing away the bonesetting supplies and
getting out the stuff for his usual work. Might as well get busy.
“He wants an honor price paid.”
“For what. Your face? He does worse himself, we all seen it.”
“For the insult.”
Kidd shrugged. “Tell him to come find me here, then. I ain’t running.”
“No but… he doesn’t care if it’s  you  paying it.”
Kidd stopped. Fuck. “FUCK.”
“There’s nothing you can do. Just gotta hide til he gets some other thing in
his head…”
“Fuck…” Kidd dropped everything and flew out the door, ignoring Drake’s rambled
warnings.
 
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Kidd sprinted up the road, but stopped as he got within sight of his house. He
waited, listening. Nothing. Panic started to pump through his veins… nothing
always ALWAYS meant the worst.
He padded onward, slowly and silently now. He was almost to the wall, and he
thought he could hear… his mother talking, in a normal voice. Nami making her
usual high-pitched sounds (no sound from Nojiko). Bustling and clanking of
pots—all routine things.
They were okay.
“Boy,” a rough voice called from behind him. “We got ourselves a matter to
discuss.”
Kidd turned slowly.
The Diez patriarch was everything his son was not—big, belligerent, powerful,
with a neck and shoulders like a bull.
He stumped up and Kidd briefly considered going for his knife…
But Kidd already knew how the math worked out here. This wasn't an unsuspecting
nobody—Diez was wealthy, respected, a navy man in past days. And he was coming
looking for a fight. Or something… a piece of whatever he could get.
Drake was right. There was nothing Kidd could do about it.
“I let you off the hook once and look. Fuckin nerve of ya, and on the boy's
face, for everyone to see, huh.” He was up in Kidd's face, rasping. The smell
of strong drink rolled off him.
“Dunno what you're—”
Diez advanced on him, spitting and shoving. Kidd backed away in a circle, until
he was retreating back down the hill, away from the house. Diez lurched after
him.
“I got standing, reputation. And little shits like you can't stand that huh.
Gotta jab and test. Gotta be put down—”
“I didn't touch Drake,” Kidd lied, pointlessly. Might as well try. “He'll tell
you himself.”
That halted the man for a moment. But then he chuckled. “Doesn' matter. People
think it's you that cut on him, put a knife to a Diez, made us look weak. Can't
let things stand like that.”
They were almost out of sight of the house. Kidd swallowed and guided them back
and back. Off the main path, toward the cover of the blackwood.
Kidd tried plan B. “You wanna cut for a cut? Take your shot. I'm right here,”
he challenged.
“You think you could stop me, you little shit? You think you're a match for me?
I ain't my weakling son.”
“I don't see ya trying, you old fuck.”
The bullish man pursued him to the tree line, then seemed to receiver his wits.
“What’s one more nick on your worthless hide. Nah, boy. I came up here for
repayment. An insult to my family, paid by yours.”
“We ain't got shit,” Kidd was almost panicking now.
“Heh. Can always take it outta your mom, then, can't I?” He grinned sickenly at
Kidd. “All I want. Anything I want. It'd be my right, as the wronged party and
all.”
He turned back toward the house, and Kidd threw out his last resort: “Not
anything, you couldn't. Not to  her.”
Diez stopped, seeming confused. Kidd watched the gears turn.
“What’re you—?”
“You do what you're thinking, to a woman that's not yours, even if she's a
whore... You'd get barred from council,” Kidd pushed. He started backing into
the trees again, and Diez lurched toward him, uncertain but hooked. “You know
how they are about girls, with Boa running things. And the men would call you
cheap. Soft.”
“I ain't  soft.”
“Sure seems like it. So soft you'd rather go after a girl alone with her babies
than face a little challenge.” They were well inside the cover of the trees
now. Off the path. Kidd backing blindly from tree to tree, over roots and
brush.
“You saying I chase cock, you little faggot? Huh?”
Kidd put his hand back and felt a tree branch blocking the way.
“...Yup, heh.”
Diez lunged. Kidd ducked down to the side, knocking out the post that was
holding the tree branch back. The branch whipped out over Kidd's head and hit
Diez with a solid  thunk.
...in the belt, though. Kidd had set the trap for smaller adversaries.
“You trying to take my damn dick off!?” He didn't even slow down—he slammed
into Kidd and wrapped a massive hand around his jaw, squeezing until Kidd heard
the hinge creak.
Kidd bit down on the hand as hard as he could. Broken teeth sunk through the
skin and grated against knuckle. Like biting through the rind of a pumpkin.
Diez bellowed and tried to shake him off. Kidd held on. He threw wild punches
at the larger man’s arms, face, anything he could reach, but couldn't land a
good one. Diez finally just tightened his grip, picked him up by the face like
he weighed nothing, and slammed his head back against the tree until he went
limp.
Kidd dropped to the dirt, stars bursting behind his eyelids.
Diez was cursing and clutching his bitten hand. “Animal! Fuck!”
“You don't got a dick, you got a hole big enough to fit the Royal Navy,” Kidd
spat, getting to his knees.
He got himself a blow in the jaw that made his mouth fill with blood and his
vision stutter. He slumped to the ground.
“Nnn… an… you let… every dog in the village stuff it…” He raised himself up on
unsteady hands.
“Does anything make you fucking shut up?” Diez asked incredulously, standing
over him and clenching his fists.
“Costs extra.”
Diez snorted and shook his head, but then gave an ugly laugh. “You ain't soft,
I'll give you that. Well, boy, you inspired my mean side. We'll do this your
way.”
“Great,” Kidd muttered.
Diez grabbed his arm and hauled him to his knees again. “But you say another
fucking word, a single fucking thing, and I snap your arms like twigs.”
Kidd sucked his teeth and spat a gob of blood to the side. He laughed to
himself.
“Something funny?” Diez growled in warning.
Kidd shrugged and gave him a blood-filled grin. “You want it on your back
or—aHKKk—”
 
Chapter End Notes
     Boom, another chapter, Happy spring break. Almost got the next couple
     ready to go too. Can you tell I got a massive deadline coming up?
     Next chapter is a 'comfort' chapter, not a continuation of that last
     scene, so it's relatively safe.
***** Talk to me *****
Chapter Summary
     There's something wrong with his human and Law doesn't know how to
     fix it.
     Warnings: reference to sexual violence, post-trauma, graphic
     description of injuries, discussion of death, suicidal thoughts
     This and next two chapters will be difficult. Suggested music: NIN,
     The Great Below.
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
 
Kidd had been sitting and staring at the horizon for a while, probably hours,
before he remembered he had somewhere to be. The setting sun was burning a hole
in his retina. He blinked.
He was on top of the cliff. Sitting on his knees at the edge.
Vaguely stiff. Something was wrong with his arms. Something was wrong…
He shook his head to clear it, and almost laughed. Something? Everything was
wrong. He was wrong. He shouldn't even be alive still; shouldn't have been
born. This was all fucked, and the one fucking thing that would fix it all is
if he didn't fucking exist.
Or maybe if everything else didn't exist. No village, no family, no nothing.
All burned up and buried…
He looked down the cliff.
And there was the selkie, sitting on a boulder in the sea far, far below, and
gazing out at the horizon like Kidd was doing. Waiting for something? For him,
Kidd realized. He was expecting him back before dark.
Kidd just stood and watched him for a while, not thinking about anything at
all. A stone dropped onto the beach and Trafalgar looked around, but resumed
his westward gaze when there was nothing.
The sky darkened and Kidd was still standing there. Below, the small figure 
hugged his knees to his chest and tucked his chin over them. Cold. The selkie
was cold.
Kidd shook himself out of his blank reverie and went to meet him.
 
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Law heard stone crunch behind him and smiled to himself. But then he caught the
scent of something wrong. Injury, sharp and fresh.
“Eustass-ya?” Law turned and looked the human over. He didn't look injured. A
scrape on his chin. He was standing at the edge of the water, staring at the
foam curling around the stones and seeming lost.
“Hey…”
“Eustass-ya, what happened?”
“Ah, just. Sorry if you're. I'm gonna…” he gestured vaguely, then turned and
retreated into the cave without even looking at Law. There was blood on the
back of his head, almost invisible against his hair.
Law's inner alarms went off. He waited, watching and thinking until the human
was inside the cave, then got up and followed. Inside, Eustass was slowly,
slowly piling driftwood into a conical shape for a fire. He seemed distracted,
and he moved with his arms held stiffly and close to his body. Law went over
and put a hand to his shoulder to stop him, and he flinched and grunted.
“Eustass.”
“Huh?”
“Sit on the mat.”
“I’m just… gonna make the fire. Getting dark or whatever.”
“Lemme do it. You're injured.”
“I can fucking do it, thanks.” He pulled away with another little grunt, and
went to get more wood. He suddenly seemed conscious of his slowness, though,
now that Law was watching him, and he got irritable. “The fuck is your
problem.”
“You're the one with the problem. You're fucking injured. Sit the fuck down so
I can see.”
“Hah. You can get your little fix after. You'll be disappointed, though—there's
not much blood.” Eustass pushed past him and knelt at the fire, but dropped one
of the logs and cursed sharply. He sat there for a moment, breathing deeply
through his teeth.
Law knelt next to him and put a hand to the scrape on his chin, “Lemme
fucking—”
“Fuck off,” Eustass snarled suddenly, slapping away his hand.
“Stop it. You're—”
“Get the fuck away from me you dogfucking savage. I'll fucking kill you—”
“Eustass-ya.”
“Go.”
The selkie stubbornly stayed where he was and the human seemed to realize
something. The venom drained from him as quickly as it'd come. He looked at Law
with a confused expression, and didn’t offer any resistance when Law pushed him
toward the mat.
“Why are you still here?” he murmured.
“I said I'd stay,” Law replied.
Law built up the driftwood, filled it with dry grass, and struck flint until a
spark caught. Eustass watched him for a while, then just lay back on the mat
with a sigh and closed his eyes. Soon a good fire was going, and Law came to
the matter of food. Easy enough. He padded outside and returned a short time
later carrying a sizable fish by the gills.
He presented it to the bemused human. “Um. Here.”
“Thanks?”
“You should eat it.”
Eustass let out something like a laugh. He sat up and pulled Law into his lap,
wrapping his arms around him and burying his face in his shoulder.
Law wasn't sure what to do from here, but he could smell the thinness of the
human's blood. Probably hadn't eaten all day.
“Just take a bite.” He prodded him with the wall-eyed fish.
“Can't eat right now.”
“Eustass-ya… what did you…?”
“Some trouble caught up with me. Nothing too huge.”
Law let the fish thing go for now. He felt around the back of the human's head
for the wound. It didn't seem like it was bad enough to make him so messed up…
He started to let his mind drift as he focused on the texture of blood caking
coarse hair. There were three sites of injury, three sharp flashes of pain,
blood pooling in the tissues under the skin…
“Feels like a tree? How did a tree hit you three times in the—”
“Nono, hey,” Eustass startled and shook Law's hands free. “No looking.”
“I can probably fix it easy.”
“That’ll heal on its own. Can you just leave it?”
“Are your arms broken? The bones?”
“I… guess. I said not to look.”
Law had barely needed to brush his fingers over Eustass’ arms, even covered by
his tunic, to get the sensation of a hand viced around the upper arm, sudden
pressure, bone straining and fracturing.
“Eustass-ya, let me fix the breaks at least.”
“You'll use too much blood again.”
“Nah, I have a better sense of the cost now. And if I use too much you'll just
keep me warm until I grow it all back, right?”
Eustass let out a breath. “Yeah… I'll keep you warm.”
“Okay. Lemme see.”
Law helped him pull off his tunic. He couldn't raise his arms above his head
without gritting his teeth. How he'd gotten down the fucking cliff path like
this was a mystery to Law. He'd probably made it worse. The shirt came off and
Law smoothed over the sharp shoulders again before letting his hands fall to
the upper arms.
He couldn't feel the rupture with his fingers so he almost had to… listen? It
was different from a surface injury, seemed to be echoing from some distant
place rather than screaming in Law’s face. But it was still chilling to sense.
There was the pressure and then a snapping sound, one arm and then the other.
Like a green sapling crushed underfoot in winter, splintering but not
separating. And below that, blinding pain, nausea, disgust. Law retched from
it.
“Don't look at... anything. I don't want you to see.”
“I’m not. I can't actually see what happened, just what it feels like.”
“I don't want you to feel it either.”
“I'm almost there, just hold on.”
The way to heal bones seemed to be the same as flesh, but slower. Flesh is
already pliable, you just need to nudge it together. Bone, though… it cracks,
shatters, splinters into pebbles and shards, and you have to refit it all piece
by piece, keeping your mind on every single fragment.
Law held all the pieces together and fed measured amounts of his own lifeblood
into the cracks. The blood budding in Eustass’ marrow seemed to catch on
quickly and the bones almost sealed themselves. The breaks smoothed out, the
inflamed tissues knitted together overtop, and everything got quiet.
Law was a little shaky, but nowhere near as bad as last time. He was getting
better at this.
“Okay, is it better, Eustass-ya?”
Eustass raised and bent his arms experimentally, flexed the fingers, then
placed them around Law’s shoulders. “It's better, yeah.”
It clearly wasn't though—not everything.
Law ran his fingers though the blood-caked hair again, but didn't try to heal
the wounds there. Eustass had said not to. Injury still emanated from the human
and it was making the selkie anxious.
“Eustass-ya, I don't… I don't know what else to do.”
“It’s okay, you fixed it.” Eustass laid back on the mat and Law lay down with
him, face to face, pulling the blankets over them both. The arm was whole
again, warm around Law's waist.
“Just tell me what you need. Please."
 
“Just.” Eustass shifted and sighed. “...Talk to me?”
“About what.”
“About… what it's like under the water.”
“It's like above the water, but there's fish, and you're not stuck to the
bottom all the time.”
“Heh.” The human laughed a little. “Sounds good.”
“Yeah... Yeah, swimming is amazing.” Law sucked at talking and the whole
reassurance thing, but water, he could talk about. “Like flying but slow.
Everything is slower and quieter down there, even sound and light. There's
currents, which are like wind but heavier. And the plants and everything aren't
just stuck to the ground, they're all hovering at different depths at different
times of day, like moving islands. Or clouds.”
“Is there sea grass?”
“Yeah, lots, different kinds.”
“Does some of it look like arms? Like… hands, that try to grab you?”
Law frowned. “That's… where did you hear that?”
Eustass shrugged, “Just something someone told me about once.”
“Another selkie?”
“No, I've never met any other selkies. Just… uh, some old lady or, dunno.
Somewhere.”
Law was silent for a while. “There’s no actual sea grass like that. But there's
stories about it. Not… not happy stories.”
Eustass laughed again. “There are no happy stories. Tell me about the sea grass
like arms.”
“My selkie mom told me about it, when she got near her end. But you're not
supposed to talk about it too much, in case the… the already-gone are
listening. It's said to be one of the trials that sea shifters face on their
final path. All those who didn't make it are there, trapped forever, reaching
for you, and if you hesitate you'll be pulled down with them.”
“What's the final path?” Eustass asked, like he didn't already know.
Death.
“I don't… it's not good to say it out loud. You know what I'm talking about.”
Law was suddenly feeling the cold keenly and he pressed against Eustass. But
the human actually seemed to be feeling better. His breathing had evened out
and the tightly-wound pain and violence in his frame had eased. He felt Law
shiver, though, and hugged him closer.
“Did you use a lot of blood?” the human worried.
“Just a little,” murmured Law. “It'll be back in a few hours. Your own blood
did most of the work.”
“Okay…” Eustass was fading into sleep.
Law wasn't far behind. But his conscience was needling him. “Eustass-ya, I uh…
I have to do something in the morning, okay?”
“Mm.”
“I gotta go somewhere at dawn. So don't wait for me.”
Eustass sighed and put both arms around him. “Yeah… I know.”
“I'll come back as soon as I can.”
“It's okay, you don't have to.”
“I'll be back,” Law insisted.
“Trafalgar, it's okay.”
What if it's not, thought Law, and shivered again.
 
 
Chapter End Notes
     aw fuck made myself cry… Kidd can't die because then Law would get
     cold fuuuuck…
     Next chapter will be creepy-violent, Law-centric, Dark Robin. One
     after will be traumatic-violent, Law-centric, Doffy.
***** A measure of tears *****
Chapter Summary
     Law goes to make his offer to the sea witch, and she makes him an
     offer in return.
     Warnings: Graphic violence, very graphic injury
     Suggested music: NIN - The Mark Has Been Made
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
 
Law’s finely-tuned inner clock woke him an hour before dawn, just as the sky
was starting to lighten. The human was so warm, everything was so perfect right
here.
He tried to slip out of Eustass’ arms without waking him. A hand caught him as
he was getting up, though. Sleepy eyes were cracked open but unseeing—not truly
awake. Law pulled his arm gently out of Eustass’ grip and the hand dropped back
to his side.
Law watched him for a moment, then pressed a light kiss to his slightly parted
lips. The selkie rose and walked silently out of the cave and into the cold
predawn fog.
 
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Law hurried down the beach as fast as he could. The sun was about to rise and
he wanted to be far, far away from the cave when he met the witch.
He held the little lock of black hair tight in his fist. A gesture of trust, to
give him a piece of her own hair for this. Such a thing could easily be used
against her by a skilled spellcrafter. Which he really really wasn’t… so maybe
it wasn't so much a show of goodwill as a way to suggest how completely she
outclassed him. That even with a piece of her, he was absolutely no threat. His
stomach turned as this sunk in. His Skin felt cold and heavy in his hand.
He stopped as light spilled over the top of the cliff and struck the waves far
offshore. The fog far above him lit up, though he was still in the shadow of
the cliff. He put the hair on a flat stone near the water and sheltered it
while he struck flint. A single spark sent it all up in flames and the ashes
swirled up into the glowing sky.
He waited. Watched the shadow of the cliff shrink and shrink until it met the
shoreline.
And then it opened, like a black eye: A hole in the water. It widened and
became a narrow tunnel leading down along the seabed and into the dark depths.
Law stared into it but couldn't see anything. He hesitated only a moment, then
followed it down.
 
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He walked until he forgot to count his steps, until time was confused and there
was no light at all from above. Just the weird blue glow that always seemed to
hover at the sea floor, cold dregs of spent daylight.
The sea witch was waiting for him just a little beyond that. She was seated
before a flat rock with two copper cups and a black kettle. She gave him a
patient smile and gestured for him to sit across from her.
He couldn't make out her exact features in this light. Was she from the old
world or the new world? Dark hair like his, but pale skin like Doffy and Cora.
A forest of tentacle-arms spread from the Skin at her shoulders, drifting and
waving even in the air-filled space.
She looked like a young woman, but from what he knew of her kind, she might be
centuries old and still look like a child. Witches could be shifter or
human—anyone with a gift and a willingness to pay and pay and pay the price of
it.
Usually with others’ blood.
Law stayed standing.
“You've grown since I last saw you,” she observed calmly.
Law didn't know how to take this. “Uh. Since five days ago?”
“Mmhm,” she looked him over. “In depth.”
That was clearly some pseudo-mystical bullshit, so Law said nothing. They both
knew why he was here.
She smiled as she analyzed him. “There are new marks on you.”
“Your work.”
“Not all of it. You've used the black knife.”
Law’s hand shot to his neck. “It… was used on me, yes.”
“I see. I wondered why it wasn't returning to me anymore. I suppose it prefers
you now.”
“I'll give it back to you,” Law blurted. “And these, the cuffs. If you just—”
She held up a warning hand and Law stopped.
“I am a firm believer in protocol,” she scolded gently. She poured drink from
the kettle into both cups.
Law hesitated, but he knew this situation was entirely out of his control. And
Cora had brought him up properly after all—he should make use of his manners.
He sat across from her, legs folded under him. He accepted the cup she passed
him and waited.
“Your health,” she raised her cup slightly.
“Yours,” he murmured and drank.
It was sweet, thick, and… salty? Really good. He finished his cup. When he set
it down she was still looking at him, her cup only partially drained.
“Good?” she asked.
“Yeah… uh. Thanks.”
“More?”
“Okay…” Protocol dictated that he couldn't refuse, but it was also delicious.
She refilled his cup, and he found the presence of mind to offer some polite
flattery. “You are renowned for your skill. You must come from a powerful
family.”
“I don't remember them,” she said simply. “Have more.”
“Um. You must have had a good teacher, then.”
“I taught myself.”
“Uh. Well… then the best teachers truly are also the best students.”
She gave a surprised little laugh at that, clearly pleased. “An apt aphorism!
Thank you, darling.” She filled the cup again.
“This stuff is amazing,” he tried to drink this cup more slowly.
“Ah, I'm glad. I knew it. I just knew you'd have a taste for it.” She emptied
the kettle into his cup. “I was acquainted with your family, once, did you know
that?”
“Dof—uh, Donquixote?”
“Nono. Him, only by reputation. And Rocinante, only briefly. I was sorry to
hear of that one’s death.”
“That…” Law swallowed back bitter words. He wasn't here to make hot-headed
accusations about the circumstances of Cora's murder. “Um. Thank you.”
“But I meant that I knew your other family, from before you were stolen.”
“...Did you indeed.”
She was clearly lying. Law hadn't been stolen; he’d been rescued.
“I made them an offer, once. To have you sent to me for tutelage. But as we
know, someone else got there first.” She leaned back, voice betraying
irritation now. “A waste. You were not meant for warrior arts, and now you’re
well past the ideal age to begin instruction.”
Law didn't know whether to be offended or not. Let alone whether to believe any
of this. “I'm the best of my brothers and sisters at any form of combat.”
“I’m simply  thrilled  to hear it,” she sounded bored. “But among Donquixote's
little collection of gifted children, stolen from their cradles… did any of you
actually manage to become mages? Even adepts?”
“Okay I'm lost.”
“Or just common  thieves  and  thugs.”
Law looked down at his cup, confused and angry. The unknown liquid pooled dark
and thick in the bottom. He was struck suddenly by a strange thought.
“What, um. What is this drink?”
She pushed her own half-full cup toward him. “Take the rest.”
“I think I'll have to decline—”
“You don't have a choice.”
That was true. He raised the cup to her, holding her gaze. “Your health and
mine.” He downed it in one swallow and wiped his mouth.
“It’s what I subsist on whenever I find myself performing some heavy lifting,
spellwise. A fortifying tea of various herbs, steeped in tears. Much more
elegant than blood.”
“Oh…” he wiped up a drop of the stuff with his finger, and it came away dark.
“Fuck.”
“And you've had just about the amount that it took for me to craft your curse.”
She gestured at the two little copper cups and the black kettle in front of
him. “Provided out of my own courtesy. Do you see the way of these exchanges? I
would have given you all of the stolen items freely, with blessings, had you
come to me in the right manner. And we'd have both come out of it richer.”
“I'll restore them to you. It can all go back to the way it was—”
The witch cut him off, “It doesn't work in reverse. You've put us in a
difficult spot, young selkie.”
“I’ll get you your knife and bracelets and—”
“I don't want them.”
“...What?”
She shrugged. “The little bracelets, you can keep. And the knife won't return
to me now anyway. It's a demon blade. It goes where it wishes, assists or
interferes in one's crafting as it sees fit. And it seems to prefer your blood
to mine, now that it's had a taste.”
“But? I'm no one, why would a, a demon blade want… me?”
“Interesting, isn't it,” she was suddenly up close to him, tentacles snaking
out to trap him. She examined him with her strange eyes. “One of the only
reasons I agreed to this little meeting… I wanted to see…” She scanned the
palms of his hands. “…if there was anything left.” She held open the lid of his
eye with a barbed tentacle, and leaned close to examine the pattern of his
irises.
Her own eyes were solid, piercing blue, the pupils like long bars all the way
across. Her lips were black.
“I'm sure this is a breach of protocol,” Law managed.
She smiled again. Her tentacles withdrew, but she stayed sitting close.
“I’m willing to accept the proposal conveyed by your sister,” she said at last,
“to restore your Skin.”
Law’s heart leaped, but… wait. “But you don't want the knife or the cuffs?”
“No. The insult of their theft can’t be reversed. But this additional
enticement your sister spoke of…  very  attractive. Charmingly old fashioned,
and I do have a soft spot for such things.”
“Such things?” Law was suddenly struck by a strange fear. He stood slowly.
Monet had offered the witch something else. Without telling him…
“This human. Your first love, is it? That's perfect. So wonderful. You only get
one ‘first,’ after all.”
Eustass.
“He's not my… he's just…” Law looked around frantically but the passageway had
closed. There was no exit, just swirling walls of water and the glowing seabed.
“Well whatever he is to you, then, it'll do. I can taste the potency from
here.”
“What will you do with him?”
“Consume him. What else would I do?” She seemed to pick up on his fear, and
offered a concession. “Hm. Perhaps I can do it a piece at a time, as a favor,
if you'd like to continue with him a while longer? Is that better? I know you
haven't had much time together.”
“It’s… that's. No. I mean. What if I've changed my mind?” Law was still
scanning the walls, looking for an escape.
“Then there's no deal, obviously. Your Skin will remain detached. You'll be
landbound, useless to your family. I suppose then you could be with your human
lover… For as long as that lasts. And darling, the first never lasts.” She
watched him pace. She seemed to be trying to be gentle with him? Kind of…
motherly? But it came out with all the warmth of a spider wrapping its prey in
silk. “There will be other loves after him, as many as you want. And you'll
lose him eventually anyway, so why not have it be to your advantage?”
“Why don't I give you some other one, then.”
“No. The offer was for your first. Delivered to me whole, yourself.”
“I didn't think…”
“Oh, I know, little one. But here: a lesson. That pain you feel, at the very
thought of handing him over, and the tears I know you'll shed to yourself until
you forget him, as you quickly will…  That  is what gives value to blood.
Remember that when you work your craft.  That  is the price I'll accept to
return your Skin to you, and no other.”
Law clutched his head and stared at the closed walls. “I… I need to think.”
“Of course. You may have until sunset tomorrow. Now.” She picked up the kettle
and cups, and seemed to fold them away into a hidden part of her Skin. “I have
a proposal for you as well. I think you'll be pleased with it. I have high
hopes myself after this pleasant little meeting. But I'd like to ascertain a
few things…  first.”
Something in her voice made Law spin back around to face her, just in time to
see barbed tentacles shoot out. “Fuck!”
He spun, dodged them, took off along the curve of the wall, even though he knew
there was no exit. He parried another tentacle strike with the blade of his
hand, and felt a slice open to the knuckle. He gasped and kept running, leaving
a trail of drips.
“Oh come now, this isn't a trial of your combat skills. Hold still.”
“I'd rather not get killed!” he panted as he dodged.
“I'm not going to kill you, little one. Just…”
She sent a twisting spike of many arms bursting out and almost pinned him in
place. It shattered the rock they'd been sitting on… definitely would have
killed him. Then she was high above Law, hovering like a spider on her
tentacles. She sent one darting whip-like toward him, but Law saw the feint and
moved with it as it went to circle him. He sliced down with lightning speed,
using a piece of the shattered stone.
It glanced off, sending up sparks. The stone broke.
“Well! Shit!”
“Do you see why it saddens me that this is the sum of your training?”
She wrapped the long tendril around him and he felt his ribs crack. The
slithering thing flexed like flesh, but not any flesh he knew. It was like
iron. Like something Eustass had told him about… heating and hammering and
folding and hammering… it was like a living blade.
“Be  brittle,”  he instructed the iron flesh.  “Break.”
The tentacle flexing around him stiffened, bent, and wrenched apart. There was
an unearthly shriek like a million nails on slate—the witch screaming and the
tentacle tearing. It didn't bleed. He shook loose from from the writhing thing
but a dozen others caught him.
“No! Damn it!  Be—”  a final tendril viced around his head and stifled his
words.
The witch was shaking, but standing. She was angry. Was she?
“Good,  haha…  nngh … hahahaaa, that was very nicely done, young one.”
Law watched her pick up the twitching end of her arm and fix it back in place.
There was a glow and it was reforged. She stood for a moment, getting her
breath under control.
And then she was all calm composure and vague amusement once more. “No one’s
managed to injure me in a  very  long time. I'll concede that your combat
instincts are well developed.”
Law inclined his head at her in sarcastic thanks. He tested the give of the
tentacles wrapped around his arms and legs. Utterly unmoving.
“That's not what I wished to evaluate, though.”
A tentacle suddenly wrenched his head back as another dragged a knifelike barb
across his throat.
The pain was blinding but he couldn't scream. The witch dropped him in a heap
and he struggled upright. He put a hand to his throat… it was open all the way
across, like a second mouth. He could feel his breath rattling in through it,
cold, and blood slicking his lungs.
“Hkkhh! Yyouuuuhkkk!”
“Hm.” The witch withdrew her many arms and leaned down to watch him shudder and
claw at his neck. As dark blood oozed down his chest and onto the floor, she
frowned in disapproval. “I suppose I forgot to take into account the cost of
that little surprise curse… But still. I’ve given you plenty to drink.  So,
young blood mage.”
She settled back on a piece of the stone and rested her chin on a fist. She met
his glare of shock and pain with a smile of gentle encouragement.
“Heal thyself.”
 
 
Chapter End Notes
     This school deadline got me freaked the fuck out, can you tell? Can
     only write like this when avoiding things. One more chapter, and then
     you should all tell me to get the fuck back to work.
***** The virtuous thief 1 *****
Chapter Summary
     Law escapes the witch’s test and then the warlord’s ire, before
     finally getting where he needs to be.
     Very difficult chapter, but with relief at the end.
     Warnings: Doffy, predatory/abusive parent, trauma bonded Law
     (starting to break loose), threat of rape, torture (cutting), graphic
     violence, graphic descriptions of injuries, blood
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
 
Law emerged from the sea like a walking corpse.
He heard the swirling passage close with a rush behind him, and he was left
alone on the beach, dead Skin still in hand.
His throat was still slowly, slowly stitching itself back together. He could
feel cold air leaking into the gaps when he breathed. God, every breath felt
like drowning. But he’d come out of the ordeal alive… to his own astonishment
and the witch’s great satisfaction.
Law began walking. The sun wasn’t even above the cliffs yet—still early
morning. He hadn't been gone that long, after all. But it felt like a lifetime,
like everything had changed since he'd gone down into the water. Maybe he'd
been gone days instead of hours. Maybe Eustass wouldn't even be waiting in the
cave anymore. Maybe Law wouldn't have to make the choice between having him and
having his Skin restored (killing him or dying himself). Or the choice that
loomed just beyond that one—whether to accept the witch's parting offer, study
with her, and learn to make such sacrifices over and over and over.
His cut throat closed as he walked. It had been a clumsy spell, and he’d never
tried to heal something that big before, but it was still working.
He wondered who’d cried all the tears in that kettle, and what over.
He didn't bother feeling surprised when he rounded a bend and found Doffy
walking toward him. The warlord was ambling along as if he'd just been out for
a stroll, with his loose linen clothes and white albatross Skin billowing
gracefully. His grin sharpened as he took in Law's rough state.
“Little one, you look as though you've found some trouble.”
Law did something he'd never dared to in front of Doffy before, and laughed. He
couldn't help it. It came out like a gargling rasp—vocal cords not yet intact.
“I hhhve,” he croaked. Cleared his throat. “I have.”
Doffy ambled up, and then past and around him, and Law was reminded again of
how impossibly tall he was. Far taller than Eustass, Vergo, anyone. Law only
came up to his chest.
“Much as I relish its effects,” he mused, taking in the rivulets of blood
drying all over Law, “I find myself concerned about a number of things. Such as
the state of your Skin, little selkie. And the matter of this new… friend of
yours.”
Eustass? Fuck… Had Monet told Doffy about him too? Was she that jealous? For
fuck sake… why couldn't Law just have this ONE fucking thing? It was like the
moment he wanted something for himself, everything conspired to punish him for
it. Take it away in the most painful way possible.
His head hurt. He grasped for the words to defend himself.
“Nothing to say? Please, Law. I'd like to hear this from your own lips first.
Accusations are so petty.”
“I was hit by a curse, when I was escaping the witch after the knife mission.
It made my Skin reject me,” he stared at the ground and kept his voice neutral.
“I see. And so, that brings us to the second part. The betrayal. Or perhaps I’m
mistaking the situation?”
“I've never, never betrayed you,” he said honestly. “Would never.”
“And yet, here I find myself, drawn by strange whispers. Your sister, feeding
Vergo some line about enemy scouts at our far border. No trace of any such
thing, though we scour the skies. And what should I find when I follow the
tongue and not the lie… but a seal sacrifice, taken in the way of the depraved
witches we so despise, and laid at the door of our rival. And so, my selkie, we
come to the matter of the betrayal: You and the witch.”
Law was still letting this sift through his brain. The witch. Doffy didn't know
about the human after all?
“Law. Tell me.”
“I… went to the witch, yes. To bargain for my Skin…”
“And what was it that you were going to offer her?”
“Just…” he swallowed. Doffy could smell a lie on him so, so easily. “Her things
back. The bracelets and… the knife… I was going to give her the knife back.”
“Is that all, Law?”
He looked over at his mentor in confusion and met his mirror-like black eyes.
He shouldn't do that without being directed to, but. “Yes. I didn't know what,
um, what else—”
“So it's not the case that you went intending to switch allegiances? To become
a student of blood magics and twisted, dishonorable things. To abandon your
family for the promise of tainted power.” The Warlord's eyes were hard but his
smile stayed in place.
“No! No.”
“I know what she wants, Law. And I want to protect you from it. What did she
ask? Speak truth to me, selkie, or I will cleave your tongue again.”
“She.” Two truths. “I went to her with an offer of her things back, no more.
She didn't want that.”
“Good. Those are truths. Go on.”
Then three more truths, but out of order. And unspoken between them was the
lie. “She offered to take me as a student. I refused. She attacked me.”
He held his breath but Doffy was nodding, seeming satisfied. “And you escaped
once again?”
“She let me go.” Truth. Law shuddered at the memory… once he’d collected
himself enough to clasp his hands over his cut throat and croak out some words
to stop his blood draining out, she'd patted his hand like a doting aunt and
told him that reliance on words in spellcrafting was a weakness. That this had
been a lesson as well as a test. Then her offer: to liberate him from Doffy and
take him on as a student. After he’d handed over the human, of course.
Then she’d dismissed him as though bored, and given him her name as a parting
gift—Robin.
“She seemed content just to toy with me for a while,” Law reflected uneasily.
“Oh, my selkie,” Doffy was all softness now, a gentle hand on his face and
massive feathered wings reaching around him. Once, this would have soothed Law
(a long time ago), or at least cowed him (more recently), but now it made him…
impatient. He was so fucking tired of these power games, tired of being played.
He stared straight ahead and refused to turn his face up at the nudge under his
chin.
“Give me your face,” Doffy warned.
“I’m not whole,” Law argued. “Let me heal first.”
“I like you better this way.”
“My throat has been fucking ripped out. I need to go and heal. Please.”
Doffy frowned for a split second and drew back in surprise. Then he grabbed
Law’s chin and turned it up forcefully. “Your throat could be open and spilling
out your last drops of life and I’d still expect you look at me, selkie.”
Law looked at him stonily and didn’t reply.
“You know this is the least of what I could take from you. You’re promised to
me. Mine. Any time,” he breathed in Law's face, all looming menace and manic
grin.
“And you promised that you’d wait until I’m of age,” Law reminded him quietly,
his heart thudding painfully but his voice even. “You agreed that this should
be done according to the proper protocols.”
“So I did,” Doffy looked him over in consternation, as though searching for the
source of this new defiance. “But I think I’m inclined to offer you a lesson
instead. That promises are simplywords,"  he shoved Law’s face away suddenly
and sent him reeling back, “unless one has the power to hold the other to it.”
Law knew this already. But he’d had many lessons that day, including that he
wasn’t powerless.
Without being aware of it at the time, Law had picked up on a number of little
things from the witch, just from being in close proximity to her for that short
period of time. Like the idea that flesh could be as solid and unyielding as
iron. This little idea had been turning over and over in his mind, and he
thought he knew how it might work.
So, when Doffy went to force him to the ground, Law called upon his diminished
reserves of blood and made his body dense, immovable. It wouldn’t hold up to
Doffy’s full strength, of course. But hopefully it wouldn’t come to that.
Doffy gripped Law’s arm. Frowned. Shoved at his chest. Then growled and stepped
back to circle Law, like a thwarted predator uncertain of what it held in its
jaws.
“What is this. Blood magic? From the witch?”
Law cracked his knuckles, trying out the feeling of iron flexing, heavy but
fluid under his skin. “Yeah. Nothing she gave me of her own volition—just
something I picked up from under her nose. Like the bracelets, I guess.”
“Is. That. So.”
Law shrugged. He stayed standing, not offering any challenge, but not yielding
either.
“Are you denying me, Law?”
“No. I’m just showing you that your promised one is not completely useless.”
Doffy… seemed to find this funny.
“I see! Haha… My selkie, you are a treasure.” He stopped his pacing and
chuckled like Law had told an unexpectedly good joke. He was abruptly back to
good humor. “I will relent, as you wish.”
“Thank you,” Law murmured, not relaxing in the slightest.
“But I’m afraid I must still address the insubordination as such.”
“Of course…” Law was never going to get out of some form of punishment. But the
disciplinary route was far, far more welcome than the other way. Law let his
eyes fall shut. His iron flesh was returning to normal already—he couldn’t
sustain it any longer. His blood was getting so, so thin.
Long fingers spread under his jaw and held it open, as a thumb pushed its way
into his mouth. It slid in obscenely. Made him fucking sick… Law focused on not
moving, even as something sharp cut into the back of his tongue, searing like
he was holding fire in his mouth. It sliced down the length of his tongue, and
Law could feel the meat parting all the way down to the tip.
This wasn’t a hard test to pass. He’d done it before, and each time his tongue
had sealed back up within days, even without his new healing abilities.
“Good. You are so, so strong. And mine. You are mine, right, Law?” Doffy
murmured gently, when it was all done and blood was dripping out of Law’s mouth
to spatter on his feet.
“Ye-hhs,” Law lied.
“Are you ready to come home now, my selkie?”
“T-t-domorrow. Hhseven -ays in i...hhhsolation, I s...said. I don’ make idle
promisehhs.”
Doffy smiled.
 
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Kidd waited in the shadow of the black cliffs, sitting on a stone, watching the
sea.
It was cold and still, morning fog hovering over the water, the sunlight cooled
to that bluish hue that means autumn and rain are coming.
His mind was mostly blank, adrift. If he’d been paying attention, he’d notice
how sore his entire body still was, how blood was still caked in his hair and
sourness still filled his mouth. So he didn’t pay attention.
But there was one thought that kept intruding with its devastating finality:
the selkie was gone.
Kidd had risen sometime after dawn to find himself alone, no trace of Trafalgar
except the fish he’d brought last night, still uneaten, starting to turn. Kidd
had climbed the cliff to check the hiding place, and yes, the Skin was gone, so
the selkie was gone too. He’d known it would happen since the night before,
anyway, when Trafalgar hadn’t gone away when ordered to. He’d stayed, of his
own volition, for one more night. And that was far more than Kidd could have
asked of him, after stealing his Skin and everything.
But now the selkie was gone… That thought nagged and nagged, shot through with
images of the stillness and slowness of the underwater world, and the grasping
of sea grass arms.
He heard stone crunch behind him. He didn’t give a shit.
“Eustass-ya?”
Kidd’s heart leapt so high it punched him in the throat. He turned… and then it
plummeted so hard it punched him in the stomach.
“Trafalgar,the fuck??”
The selkie was covered in dried blood from the mouth down. He was dragging his
Skin in one hand, not seeming to realize that it was trailing in the water. He
gave Kidd a rueful little smile.
“Hey, sorry I left like that.”
“It’s okay. Um.”
Trafalgar waded out to him, unsteady on his feet but starting to smile for real
now. “Did you eat the damn fish?”
“What?” Kidd jumped up and caught him as he reached the stone and stumbled. The
selkie laughed and let himself fall into his arms.
“The fucking fish. Did you eat it or are you still fucking starving yourself.”
A side effect of not eating for a day was that Kidd’s brain was not keeping up
with things. He suspected it was a fucking weird conversation anyway. “Um. No,
the fucking fish is a bit… just… why is all your blood on the outside?”
“Oh, a witch put it there. My dad helped. Anyway I came back to tell you to eat
the fucking fish.”
Trafalgar passed out.
Kidd gave his brain a moment to process all this, but it was too fucking much,
and there was an unconscious, blood-soaked selkie slumped against him,
threatening to slide down into the water. He got Trafalgar’s limp form gathered
up in his arms… and his head rolled back to reveal a gnarled gash across his
throat. It was stitching itself together, layers of flesh inching slowly over
exposed tendons. Kidd shuddered and looked away. There was only room for one
thought in his head right now… the selkie had come back.
He carried him into the cave once more, and laid him on the mat before getting
down to the work of keeping them both alive.
The selkie had come back.
 
Chapter End Notes
     So now I'm crying about fish.
     To clarify, Monet didn't actually tell doffy about kidd. She's not
     trying to get law killed, just his human.
***** The virtuous thief 2 *****
Chapter Summary
     Law wants to make sure some part of him stays out of Doffy’s reach
     forever.
     Warnings: post-trauma, reflection on abuse and its effects, explicit
     sex, painful sex, sex that is consensual and wanted but still happens
     under bad circumstances and bad emotional states and fucks everyone
     up (is there a word for that?).
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
 
Law woke in the cave once more. His blood-caked clothes were gone and he was
clean, wrapped in blankets.
Eustass was sitting by the fire, also washed clean of blood, poking something
in the kettle with a stick. He saw Law blinking and teased him, “That’s the
third time I’ve carried you over that fuckin threshold. Pretty sure we’re
married now.”
Law laughed and reached for him, and he came and wrapped Law up in his arms,
exactly like he needed.
“How long was I out?”
“Most of the day. Your blood back?”
“Pretty much, I think.” Law put a hand to his throat and felt only smooth skin.
Not even a trace of what should have been a fatal wound. Completely healed,
within hours. But he could still remember the sensation of it opening under the
witch’s barb, and her critical detachment as she watched him bleed out…
Kidd was lying along Law’s side with his head pillowed on his arm. “So, food?”
“Yeah. You eat that fish I got?”
“Nah, that thing was too ripe. I got a new one. I ate half already.”
“You? Got a fish? You can’t even swim,” Law snorted.
“Hey, there’s a thing called a net? Also a thing called stealing it from the
fishing weirs. I’m not completely useless,” Eustass countered.
Law laughed, but was struck by another memory. Telling Doffy the same thing.
Doffy laughing. Law hating himself. His little moment of power fading into
another amusing feature on a favorite toy. That's how it was… Everything that
Law was, defiance and damage and all, always got somehow twisted around to feed
Doffy's sudden fixation on having him. Even playing the game as hard as he
could, delaying, diverting, bargaining, never outright refusing, Law still only
barely managed to hold off the inevitable.
And he couldn’t help imagining it, all the fucking time, dwelling on it. He
already knew what it’d feel like. Like the crushing pressure of Doffy’s grip
around his wrist, combined with the searing pain of his knife in Law’s tongue.
It used to make him proud that he could withstand the pain—confused but buoyed
by Doffy’s praise. But there had a been a moment, about a year after Cora’s
death, when Law had realized that these new tests of stoic passivity—staying
still and silent while he was cut—weren’t training him for any form of combat.
Made the witch’s grim lesson seem nurturing in comparison… He gazed up at the
ceiling and swallowed, good mood gone.
“Eustass, what do you want?” he asked again.
He wasn’t looking at the human’s face, but he could hear his heart do a
stumble-patter-thing. “I… just… dunno. There’s a lot of stuff going on. Right
now I want you to eat this fish stew thing?”
“Mm… later. I, uh, need you to do something for me first.” Law had decided. He
felt calmer.
“Yeah?”
“I need you to fuck me. Okay?”
He felt Eustass go completely rigid. “I already told you, it doesn’t feel—”
“I know exactly how it’ll feel, and I want you to do it.”
“Why the fuck would you want that to happen to you?”
“It’s gonna happen anyway, whether I want it or not.” Law rubbed at his face.
His eyes were prickling.
“W-why is it gonna happen anyway??”
Law just shook his head.
“Fuck…” Eustass ran agitated fingers through his own hair.
“It’ll feel good for you, won’t it?” Law was actually getting a little
impatient at his reluctance. Wasn’t like Law was asking him to walk over hot
coals or some shit.
“Yeah, sure, but like… it’ll mess me up to mess you up. You know? I haven’t
had… great, uh…”
“You won’t be messing me up,” Law sighed and turned over so they were face to
face. “If it’s you, it’ll be okay. You be my first, and then I’ll have that,
and no one else can take it. Okay?”
“...Okay.”
Law was flooded with relief so suddenly he laughed. And then pressed his lips
hard to Eustass’. There was a hot little breath released in surprise, then
their mouths locked together, all messy need, filling up on each other’s taste.
Law’s newly-healed tongue throbbed, but he didn’t care.
“I wish I could give you a first, too,” Law murmured eventually.
“Actually,” Eustass was flushed and flustered. “I never been kissed, so.”
“Really??” Law considered this as Eustass’ pale skin turned bright red all the
way to his ears and he hid in Law’s neck. “Okay, good, we’re even. Wait,
never?”
“Mn-nn.” He was still hiding.
“Like, at all, at all?”
“Family doesn’t count.”
“Heh…” If family didn’t count, then this was Law’s first kiss too.
 
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Kidd took his time preparing Trafalgar with mouth and fingers and lamp oil. The
selkie was fucking unreal like this… his tight fighter’s frame all loose and
open, copper skin beaded with sweat despite the chill air.
He came while Kidd was opening him up.
“Thought you said this’d hurt,” he laughed between pants, still shivering out
the last of it into Kidd’s mouth.
“That’s only one finger,” Kidd warned him. He licked around the sensitive head
of his dick and got the gasp he was looking for. Maybe Kidd could get another
one out of him before he started hurting too much to feel anything else.
He saw the first flashes of pain cross Trafalgar’s face as he eased the second
finger in. The selkie clenched and started breathing faster, but relaxed soon
enough. The third finger made his spine go stiff and straight, though he still
didn’t make any sound. Kidd stilled and let him get used to it.
Trafalgar let out the breath he’d been holding and tched at himself. “Fuck.”
Kidd kissed lightly over his chest. His fingers twisted against the soft, oiled
inner skin. Rough hands… probably felt like being fucked with a millstone. But
the selkie was gradually, gradually opening.
“Trafalgar…” Kidd finally moved up to hover over him. His skin was drawn taut
over tense angles, but he softened and yielded perfectly as Kidd pressed their
bodies together.
“Mnn…” the selkie murmured, still trying to control his breathing.
“God, I wanna fuck you so bad.”
“Eus—” A sharp shiver went through him.
Kidd guided his cock against the oiled hole. “Fuck…”
There were hands looping around his neck and Trafalgar was pressing up against
him. “C’mon.”
“Tell me if it hurts.”
“Heh… as if.”
Kidd started pushing into him.
Trafalgar tensed up immediately and made a sound like a wounded animal.
“Nghh!”
Kidd’s insides twisted up at the sound. “Fuck.”
“Ngh. M-more… c’mon…”
It was worse than Kidd had thought it’d be. Like forcing him. He still pushed
in, though, deeper and tighter, but numb, like he was watching himself do this
to the selkie. Trafalgar was holding onto Kidd’s neck and panting through his
teeth, head thrown back and eyes glazed. To Kidd he looked like a branch bent
back and about to break. Or a doll being pulled apart, like it was him and not
the human all made of stitches, splitting open from the inside.
The selkie made that wild, hurt sound again as Kidd pushed all the way in and
settled deep in his gut. Kidd’s own insides were churning, but… he was still
fucking hard as a rock. Had to still himself for a moment so he didn’t just
come like that.
The selkie laughed shakily.
“See?” he ran unsteady hands through the human’s hair. “D-doesn’t hurt.”
“Fuckin liar.”
Trafalgar pulled him into a claiming kiss again. But it was interrupted by
clenched teeth as Kidd pulled back ever so slightly and then pushed back in.
It felt so perfect inside him, hot and slick, his whole body grabbing onto
Kidd’s dick and trying to twist away at the same time. Kidd rolled against him,
slowly. The selkie jolted and clenched and held back little cries of pain
behind his teeth. But it all came out, loud and unrestrained by the time Kidd
was actually fuckinghim. Not hard—just sliding into him smooth and even as he
could—but it still felt fucking brutal.
“Ah! Ahhh! Eu… stass…”
Kidd grit his teeth at the edge of panic in his voice.
“Eustass!”
“What.”
“My, my stomach…”
“Hurts too much?”
“I... don’t know… I don’t know… fuck… !” Trafalgar was suddenly tightening,
clenching painfully around Kidd’s cock. “Okay stop, stopstopstop, ahhh… hurts,
stop moving!”
Kidd stopped, alarmed. The selkie jolted once, twice, and came hard and long
with a harsh cry.
“The fuck…” he looked down at himself shakily.
“H-holy shit,” Kidd pulled out suddenly.
Trafalgar gasped and hissed. “Ah! I said not to move.”
“Sorry, I’m fuckin gonna… ah…” Kidd came all in a rush. “That woulda… stung…
after that,” he explained, panting.
“Shit…” Trafalgar let his head fall back against the blanket and just breathed
for a while.
Kidd looked down at the pain-wracked body and felt heavy. He sank down next to
Trafalgar with a sigh, lying along his side and burying his face in the
selkie’s neck again. He wanted to pull him closer, but the guy probably
wouldn’t want Kidd to touch him after that.
“Kay… so,” the selkie said to the ceiling. He didn’t seem to know what else to
say, though.
“So congrats,” Kidd muttered, “you been fucked.”
Trafalgar snorted and went to kick him but cringed at the pain in his back.
“Shit…”
“You don’t got a spell for that, huh.”
“Oh my god shut up. No, I don’t have an ass pain spell or I’d use it whenever
you opened your mouth.” The selkie grit his teeth and sat up to grab a cloth
Kidd had been using as a potholder. He cleaned himself off and lay back down
next to Kidd—not inviting his touch, but not shying away either.
Kidd watched him blink at the ceiling of the cave, eyes skipping back and
forth—thinking.
“You wanna tell me what happened?” Kidd prompted.
“Um, no. Just.” He shook his head and stayed lost in thought for another long
moment, before something else occurred to him. “Where’s my Skin?”
“Your side,” Kidd pointed.
“Ah… thanks.” He reached over and pulled it out, running his hands over its
soft bristles. “Didn’t have time to hide it away this time, huh.”
“Heh, no point. You're here, aren't you?”
Trafalgar looked at him with a startled, open expression that Kidd didn't know
how to decode. “Uh. Yeah. I…” Then he looked away. Fidgeted. Frowned. And
abruptly curled up with his face buried in Kidd's chest.
“Um.” Kidd ran a testing hand over his hair.
Trafalgar made a little mmm sound, but then seemed to re-evaluate and huffed
instead. ...What the hell, this guy. Kidd gave up and just kinda hugged his
head.
“I think I just fucked myself over,” the selkie muttered, morose and muffled.
Kidd grinned. “So am I still your first?”
 
Chapter End Notes
     Feels will fuck ya
***** Slaughter-lamb 1 *****
Chapter Summary
     Just a lot of talking and setup, rehashing plot points in case you’ve
     lost track. I know I have.
     Warnings: sibling scuffle, bit of blood, a lot of death threats
 
The thing was, Monet’s plan to use Eustass as a sacrifice was a really good
one. Some random human Law had only just met, in exchange for his entire life?
A human who had put his own damn self in the way by stealing Law's Skin in the
first place? Perfect. It would have saved Law’s ungrateful ass had he not… gone
and fuckin… got all…
Eustass idly brushed some stray hair away from the selkie’s forehead as they
lay curled together in the cave, and Law tried very very hard to be irritated
and not melty about it.
…Fuck.
He was so fucked.
“What you being all silent about down there,” Eustass complained.
“I’m plotting your death,” Law deadpanned into the human’s chest.
That put a grin on Eustass’ face. “Yeah I thought maybe you forgot about that.
What you come up with now.”
“I’m going to feed you to a demonic tentacle monster so she’ll unfuck my Skin
and give me powers.”
There was silence from the human for a minute.
“That seems like a whole big thing,” Eustass grumbled eventually.
“Yeah. Don’t have any other ideas right now, though.” Law sighed to himself and
sat up stiffly. He looked around and found his clothes piled next to him, most
of the blood washed out and the rest blending into the dark fabric. Dammit. Why
did the human have to make killing him so hard?
Eustass lay back with his hands laced behind his head and watched Law dress.
“So, your Skin, huh,” he said eventually.
Law scoffed and ignored him.
The human persisted. “Look, maybe I can help you with that. Like, it’s clearly
a big deal or whatever.”
“Oh you noticed.”
“And what. The sea witch fuck that up too? Or the… tentacle monster? Whatever?”
Law shrugged and kept right on with the silent shit.
Eustass rolled his eyes. “...Okay asshole, if you’re gonna feed me to her, you
could at least tell me what’s up.”
“Eustass I’m not actually gonna… fuckin… Look, just shut up. Leave me alone.”
The redhead made a tetchy noise and shuffled into his own pants. “Fine. See if
I ever help you lose your virginity again.”
That little joke went over badly, and there was another several minutes of
juvenile back-and-forth before the human convinced Law to sit the fuck down and
eat some fucking fish stew. Law did, chewing angrily until his stomach was full
and he felt better.
“It’s better when you kill it with your teeth,” he said finally. He looked over
at the human, who rolled his eyes heavily. He was lying back against the cave
wall on the far side of the fire.
“...Okay,” Law gave in.
“Okay?”
“So my Skin.”
Eustass sat up and waited.
Law crunched a fish bone in his teeth and sighed. “When you found me on the
beach after the whole stealing-the-witch’s-knife disaster, I wasn’t just
injured. She’d sent a curse after me too. It took my Skin off.”
“Took it off? Like forced you to change?”
“Yeah. Almost fucking drowned just like that. But it was more than that. Your
Skin will fall and refuse your hand, she said. So I’d never be able to put it
on again, I guess.”
“...Shit.”
“Yeah.”
“So you’re stuck human?”
“Seems like, yeah.” Law kicked at the empty bowl.
Eustass was thinking. “Curses can be broken, right?”
“Tch. By other, more powerful and probably more deranged spellcrafters, yeah.
Or by stupidly good luck.”
The human came up with the worst idea ever. “Well… okay, tentacle lady isn’t
the only witch around. There’s another witch, a human, or I think she’s human,
and people go to her for—”
“Jus—fu—NO.”
“Well if she can fucking help you, might as well ask—”
“Did you see that shit?” Law jabbed a finger at his freshly healed throat.
“...Yeah.”
“That’s what the last witch did to me when I went to negotiate with her. Justto
see how I'd take it.”
Eustass scratched his chin. “Well you haven’t stolen anything from the other
one so. Might as well go and see. Compare prices…” He got the bowl thrown at
his head.
“It’ll be the same fucking thing, or more. They’re all like that, they just
wanna get blood and tears out of you. I don’t wanna ever… that… I’m just not
fucking dealing with another witch, okay? Drop it.”
“Fine. No witches.” Eustass rubbed his head and searched the ceiling for
another answer.
Law returned to brooding at the expired embers of the fire.
The human took a breath and started to say something but stopped himself. It
took a couple tries to get it out. “You could… stay… you know? Here?”
Law looked over at him. He was looking away, flushing again.
“Eustass-ya…” Law started, uncomfortably.
There was a thud and a scraping noise outside. “Littlebrother,” something
inhuman screeched.
They both leapt up, but Law gestured at the human to stay there and keep quiet.
There was a brief, pantomimed argument, which Law won by making an aggressive
flipping motion. He straightened, steeling himself against the pain still
radiating through his spine and legs, and strode out to meet Monet with as much
casual confidence as he could.
“Honored elder sister,” Law greeted her.
She was pacing around, crushing stones in her talons and seething. There were
deep purple bruises on her back and shoulders. “We got busted. They don’t know
about the human but Vergo’s not happy about the diversion. I gave him the slip
but I don’t know where Doffy is.”
“Doffy came and found me.”
Monet stopped pacing and looked him over for marks. “And you weren't
reprimanded? Daddy’s boy, GOD.”
“I was.”
She scoffed like she didn’t believe him. “Did you do your business with the sea
bitch?”
“There were someissues,” Law grit out. His anger was returning. “She didn’t
want the knife back.”
“I know,” she gave him an almost-guilty glance. “Did the other thing work out?
The human offering?”
“No.”
She stopped pacing and gave him an impatient sneer. “What, do you not have the
stomach for it after all?”
Law kinda lost it. “Why the fuck didn’t you warn me! I didn’t know what I was
walking into!”
“You wouldn’t have had the balls to go if you’d known. Had to help you make the
right decision.”
“It’s my decision! Myfucking Skin!”
“No,” she swooped up close to him and hissed, “it’s the Family’s Skin. And
you’re trading it away for a romp with this… this scruffy… gallows-bent… goon!”
“You fuckin jealous?” Law challenged. “I don’t see you pulling any goon tail.”
“He’s some dirtbag byblow with a butcher’s block for a face!”
“...oh my god I’m RIGHT fucking here you guys,” Eustass complained from the
cave. Law groaned.
Monet gave Law a furious look and pointed to the cave in disbelief. “What’s he
doing still here?” she whispered furiously.
“I got my throat cut so he skipped work to watch me sleep it off,” Law replied
mildly.
Eustass appeared from the cave with all his scruffy butcher-block charm and
leaned against the cliff face outside. “Had to revive him with my dick.”
He and Monet glared at each other.
“Eustass: this is my sister. Monet: guy thing.” Law gestured vaguely between
them by way of introduction.
“I’m gonna rearrange your insides, human,” Monet spat.
“Whole fuckin family of charmers,” Eustass grumbled.
“Well enjoy your cozy nesting time while you can, boys. If this squeamish baby
selkie can’t get it together enough to do what needs to be done, I will fucking
well do it for him,” Monet threatened.
“We’ll find another way,” Law insisted. “Something.”
“Yeah, like, going to the other—” the human started.
“We are not adding another witch to this clusterfuck Eustass.”
“There IS no other way.” Frost was spiraling out around Monet again, painting
the rocks at her taloned feet with lace. She was fucking angry now. “I’ve
gotten you the only out you’ll get, and I’ve fucking paid for it. You pass up
this chance to restore your Skin and I'll tell the Family that you're
abandoning us to be with a human. You know they’ll kill you for that. You
especially.”
“Your fucking family would kill you?” Eustass asked in disbelief.
“She’s overstating things a bit,” Law handwaved it away.
“We are a warrior Family,” Monet stalked up to Eustass as he stood against the
cliff wall, and breathed ice crystals that coated his hair and face. He bared
his teeth but shivered. “Kin by virtue of strength and skill. Raised from the
cradle into combat. Bound by no laws but the rule of the powerful over the
weak. I killed the mother who birthed me just to show I was worthy.”
Eustass blinked and looked sideways at Law, who seemed embarrassed.
“Doffy makes us practice monologuing,” Law explained, massaging his temples.
Monet screeched like stone cracking and leapt into the air. She sunk razor
talons into Eustass’ shoulders and started lifting him up, the beating of her
wings sending up a whirlwind around them all. Eustass bellowed and beat at the
talons.
“NONONO, SHIT!” Law lunged for her and managed to get a hold around her waist.
She kept rising, though, carrying them both with her and screeching.
“Your family are DICKS!” Eustass raged at Law.
“I warned you about this EXACT THING!” he shouted back.
Law managed to climb into a position to get Monet in a headlock, but they were
suddenly… all swung around upside down and falling? Eustass had gotten his feet
anchored in a crack in the cliff, grabbed onto Monet’s ankles, and fucking
pitched them all back toward the ground. And Monet couldn’t fly upside down, so
down they went.
They landed in a flurry of feathers and dust. Only a short height shy of a
splat.
Law was the first to recover, blocking Monet’s way to Eustass. She hissed at
him and got up, ruffling her feathers and clacking her bloodied talons.
They eyed each other, breathing hard. Eustass rolled away and rose, clutching
one shoulder.
Monet backed off and paced, glaring between them, calculating her chances of
getting to the human a second time. Finally she turned to Law once more. “I’m
not letting you do this to yourself. Idiot.I’m gonna bring you home. Whole.”
“It doesn’t have to be like this—”
“Shut up. You. You fucking die tomorrow,” she sneered at Eustass. “I’ll see you
at sundown.”
Eustass spat and spun around back toward the cave.
Monet pulled her Skin tight around her and stormed off toward the water.
“Monet…”
Law hesitated, then followed her down to the water's edge, trying to think of
some way to explain why he was throwing her help back in her face. Why he
fucking needed this… But there was nothing to be said, or nothing she would
believe anyway, and then she was gone.
The last summer sun was hovering just above the horizon, hazy and red. The
frost Monet had planted in the stones wasn’t melting—it was spreading over the
black ground as the day cooled.
If he'd been looking up at the sky, like Monet had told him he should do more
often, Law would have seen the huge cormorant taking off from the cliff above
and tailing the osprey at a safe distance.
But Law was lost somewhere in his own mind, as usual. He had one more night.
Law was turning back to the cave, vague plans of luring a different man from
the human village turning idly in his mind… when something seemed to unbalance
him. Like he’d missed his step, lost his breath, forgotten something.
Something was wrong. He looked up toward the dark entrance of the cave.
“...Eustass?” He hurried up to the wide black mouth, breaking into a run. He
got inside and blinked until his eyes adjusted to the shadowed interior.
“Eustass!”
“Trafalgar,” Eustass replied guiltily. He was sitting on the far side of the
fire, holding Law’s Skin in his lap. “Um, so…”
“What the hell are you doing?”
“It’s okay. Can you just come sit here?”
“Put my Skin down.”
The human let out a heavy breath. “Sit here.”
Law slowly went and sat on the mat. They looked at each other. Law put on a
soft voice like he was talking someone away from the edge of a cliff. “Okay so
I can think of two possible things you might be planning to do right now, and
both are fucked.”
“It’ll be fine, I promise.”
“Eustass if one more night is all there is then that’s what I want—”
“Trafalgar? Just… sleep.”
 
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